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we swim in nowhere by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 May 2026
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“I can’t understand you, Shane. Weeks ago we had this big fight about a party, and now you want to go to fucking Russia? You don’t have to, uh. Compensate for more. How was the word?”
“Overcompensate. If you don’t want to, we won't. I know you have not been going these past years, but it's not the same not wanting to go back and not being able to and I know you're more aware than me about this that will change after summer."
"It is what it is."
“I thought it could be good for you to go back one last time before we do our thing. Which, for the record, I am dying to do.” A beat. “Maybe you have things to get. Friends to see. Maybe,” and saliva trips for a second on Shane’s throat, because the answer to this could be everything or nothing at all. “Maybe you would like to visit your mother's grave and say goodbye. Maybe you would want me to come with you.”
February 2021. After deciding they are getting married in summer, Shane proposes to accompany Ilya in a last trip to Moscow to get much needed closure. Metaphorical more than literal hand in hand they navigate old friends, memories, and family that had been left behind.
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let light come in (once in a while) by flan (bitehard) for pigeonriot
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 May 2026
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"I could stay for a bit. Maybe round two in some time."
An obvious excuse, but Ilya doesn't point it out. Sex as a bargaining chip to get a hint of what they should not want. At some point, well in the beginning of this between them, anything post-coital was deemed illegal. Amoral. Impossible. If it's between fucks, though—they don't count, do they?
A loophole. Ilya clings to it with all he has.
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the golden rule by flan (bitehard) for girlwonderwrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 May 2026
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"You could bring him to Ottawa. Maybe he would like hockey."
"He actually likes it! He knew way more about you than he did about me. Not a big cinema fan, him."
"Don't be jealous," he laughs.
"I am not jealous, but I get suspicious if they talk too much about other players now. I love you to death, but I would prefer not to have that happen to me twice."
Shane tilts his head. "Fair. Although, well… How many times did I speak about Ilya when we were together?"
She thinks about it. "…none."
"There you go. I think you are safe with this one."
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do it for the algorithm by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 May 2026
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Ilya arrived home and discovered his husband looking at a picture of another man in a skirt and stockings. Shane needs to beg for his forgiveness, and he especially needs to beg for his dick.
"So," Shane starts, and Ilya smiles. "What were you saying about what's best for me?"
Ilya grunts. He's more irritated than he thought about the whole thing. "You will have to do better than that," he says.
Shane fucking pouts, then frowns, as if he sees something in Ilya's face before even Ilya can think about it. "I didn't jerk off to him. I didn't even get hard at him." Ilya scoffs. "You saw me. I didn't check his face, did I? It's easier when I can't see the face."
Shane's thumb is still on his nipple and is joined by the index; Ilya's breath hitches. "What's easier?"
Shane slides down from the sunbed. "Well. Imagining he's you, of course."
Ilya discovers his limits and decides they are not strong enough to stop him from giving Shane Hollander exactly what he wants.
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Or, the fic where Ilya service tops so hard he ends up bottoming.Series
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He deserves a prize. He deserves to have Hollander between his legs, begging for him.
The problem with straying from their usual and allowed places to meet is that Ilya knows it's a hit or miss. By now and after all this time, he can only partially ascertain the nooks and crannies of Hollander's absurdly intricate mind. He likes routine and order; he doesn't like when they change the rules, especially if it comes unannounced, or from Ilya. Or both. He has no issues breaking his own, as long as it works for him. But he doesn't do that a lot, either.
Only when Ilya gets him good, desperate, when he kisses him as if the fucking world would end if they don't, does Hollander forget about rules.
What should have been a simple encounter with Hollander ends up being the moment where Ilya has to accept uncomfortable truths about his own desires and needs.
Might take him a while, though.
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Shane lost in his thoughts until the known sound of Ilya's steps gets closer. Ilya appears fresh-faced, and a smile shines on his face the second he focuses his eyes on Shane.
"Morning, team. My three favorite forwards in a table."
"I thought Bood was your favorite."
"Don't be jealous, Troy, or I will tell Harris."
"For the last time, we are not—"
"Yes, yes, whatever," he says, putting the second brioche inside his mouth. The chocolate explodes, and his lips are just a little bit covered in it. Shane is staring. Shane can't stop staring. Ilya fucking winks at him while he licks some of it from his index.
Shane rolls his eyes again.
"You're a pig."Shane is on the road during his first year on the Centaurs. Being on the same team as his secret boyfriend goes exactly as you would expect.
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- Part 1 of the one with all the kissing
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as if light were protective by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Mar 2026
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Sneakers off, rope in his hands, he steps silently into Shane’s (their) room, avoiding any potential sound. The real problem is that this is a one-time thing. If he fails on the first leg of the plan, getting into Shane's room undiscovered, they will have a nice night anyway, but the surprise would be ruined because Ilya is almost sure that Shane doesn’t think it’s really going to happen. Shane is not aware of how far Ilya would go, so he has everything he could even dream about. Shane just has to ask, and Ilya would move the goddamned moon from its axis to get him happy.
Even if that happiness involves him breaking and entering their home.
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a home invasion cnc roleplay fic.
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At some point, with JJ and Carmichael punching each other on the other side of the rink, Marleau skates nonchalantly closer to Shane. He doesn't seem aggressive, but Shane braces himself just in case.
Marleau surprises him, though. He talks under his breath, not even a chirp. "Hollander, are you flying back tomorrow?"
Shane looks at him. Most of the cameras are looking away and Marleau is clearly trying to be surreptitious. Shane nods at him. Marleau looks away and he says. "I'll go to the bar in your hotel at eleven thirty. I want to talk to you about something. Be there, yeah?"
Before Shane can actually answer, he skates away.
Cliff and Shane have an enlightening conversation. Shane might need to kill Ilya afterwards.
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heart eyes, captain by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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”You are sleepy." When Shane starts to reach with his hand, no doubt to take the phone from the tripod to say goodbye, Ilya stops him in a hunch. "Don't; I will finish the call in a minute. I want to—”
“Watch me fall asleep?"
It’s so stupid. Maybe Shane will think he’s fucking creepy. “Sorry, I was—”
“Okay,” Shane says, simply, the tiniest smile blossoming on his face. “It would be almost like being home.”
He says home not as in Montreal or the cottage. He says home as in Ilya. Ilya smiles.
Ilya is very unlucky on Valentine's Day, until he isn’t.
From ’16 to ‘22, five Valentine’s days that do not work out for Ilya, and where and with whom he spends them; and one that it does.
(No, we do not talk about Rose Landry’s Valentine’s Day shitty movie campaign in ‘17.)
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on behalf of the good dark by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Ilya stares at him for a second. His lips are thin, and his eyes, angry and hurt. He nods, though. Before he leaves the table, he actually looks at Jackie. “I’m very sorry, Jackie. The food was fantastic. Sad you didn’t find a better player to marry.”
“Ilya, for fuck’s sake, stop it.”
“Yes, Rozanov, leave my wife out of this.”
“You are no one to talk, Hayden. You have no idea how hard it was. Using the worst of our situation to get back at him for being there for me in a way that you couldn’t is not fair at all. You can be a fucking asshole too, you know?”--
A disastrous dinner with Hayden leaves Ilya insecure and hurt. It's Shane's job to pick up the pieces and remind Ilya who he is.
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it waits for you in the shadows by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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It’s just something else on top of everything that’s going on. The light in the room is still dim, the cigarette in his mouth unlit, his hands slack at his sides. It had been going so well before tonight. Ilya had been able to ignore Hollander’s text for months after the moment he talked to him in Sochi. But he had underestimated the way his body would react to the proximity of Hollander. Ilya can say no to his needs if he wants to. He drinks because he likes to, he fucks because he wants to, but at any point he can stop, and he has, when necessary.
Saying no to Hollander should be easy. But of course, Ilya doesn’t want to. It doesn't matter that it is not good for any of them.
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the dom drop Ilya fic.
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for the road ahead by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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Then, something weird happens. Something that Ilya can’t understand in the beginning, the way Shane’s smile drops and the arousal flickers off for a second—not enough time for him to understand it completely, but, well. He has been fucking Shane Hollander for years. Ilya knows his tells, and his boundaries by now, although some of them have been complicated to gather because he likes having them stepped on, sometimes. But this is not like when he says Ilya, don’t suck me off while I’m on the phone. This is something else. This is something that makes Ilya scared.
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Shane and Ilya have to face how they treated each other in the past.
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Rose is lovely, she’s fun, she treats him nicely, and Shane never, ever feels used with her.
He never ever feels on fire, either, but Shane thinks that maybe that is good. He remembers falling, some time ago, into a youtube rabbit hole about how conditioning works in animals and how the mice that receive food only half the time they push the button will go crazy with it instead of using it as a tool to be fed.
He was like that with Rozanov. Always knocking at his door—at his walls—just in the hopes that he will actually allow him to enter without having to peer through them every time.
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skipping the first step (is what got me into this mess) by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Hades (Supergiant Games Video Games)
02 Nov 2025
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Then he quietly leaves the party, effortlessly making everyone ignore him, hiding in plain sight and going over the threshold that opens only for him and for the man that right now is waiting in the middle of the room; fists and hair on fire, same as his expression.
As if his anger would not dissolve the moment that Dionysus puts his hand on him. As if his anger would not be sustenance for Dionysus to consume.
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can't kill the tenderness by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
12 Oct 2025
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Silco is ready to die, but the universe seems to have other plans for him.
Transported to the body and life of another version of himself, Silco will be haunted by the differences with his past decisions and how they shaped the lives of the people that surrounded him, his own life, and even his death.
While trying to hide who he really is, he has to navigate his relationship with his daughter, so different from the one he knew, and a newly cautiously reestablished friendship with Vander. In the end, he might need to decide if he wants to keep his original path or he is able to face the reality of where it took him.
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Written for the Zaundads Big Bang 2025 with art from Torihakarau (Torihakarau_art @ twitter)
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to the moving and the strange by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
28 Feb 2025
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Vander’s heart automatically skips a beat; he knows, he hopes Silco won’t allow him to reach it without a toll, and Vander is very ready to pay it. They both know this dance by now. Even after the cold shower, Vander leaves the fights always drunk on adrenaline, and since they started fucking he feels driven to him the minute he’s out. This is bound to be a disaster: they are supposed to be working together. Silco is the one that actually has the patience to know which fights to pick; before they started working together, Vander lived way worse. He should worry about that, about not losing him as a friend and as a manager for a good fuck.
He should; he doesn’t.
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the slow knife penetrates the shield by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Dune - All Media Types, Dune (Movies - Villeneuve)
07 Dec 2024
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Feyd—well. People think that Paul has actually changed him, despite his moods, just because Feyd has saved the lives of more than one and more than ten Fremen. Paul knows, though, that there is no love, not even a little bit of care for them in Feyd’s heart. If them being alive didn’t make Paul happy, Feyd would hunt them for sport just to spice up a boring evening. The only moments that Feyd actually relaxes are when Paul destroys all his walls and pushes him to the ground.
Of course, that’s the part that Paul is not actually prepared to discuss with his mother.
Or, back in Caladan, Jessica is suspicious, Feyd doubtful, and Paul has to mediate to keep his guardian on check.
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underneath these bones by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
03 Dec 2024
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He has watched the bar the whole day. A kid from this part of the city, of their city dying is not that uncommon, sadly, and even Silco had heard about Violet’s group's escapades—everyone lived as well as they could, so he could not blame them. But it happening in such a notorious way, and her not being an ordinary kid, combined with the fact that it had happened in Piltover had moved the whole under city into saying an unofficial goodbye. To the idea, of course, because nothing had been recovered of the teenager, as far as Silco knows, and he knows a lot.
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It’s been weeks and he still wakes up with the deaf hope of having a reply to his buddy. Some days he will just wallow in despair, and those are way better than the ones he spends feeling hopeful and nevertheless everything stays the same. Some of the days he discovers he’s, on the bottom of his heart, really, really mad. At the world, and at Venom; he told him, his last words were that it was not a definitive goodbye; so where is he and why that’s not inside him.
Today is not a bad one, not a good one either. In a way, he is not leaving New York because the minute that he does it he will have to start to accept that his friend might be no more.
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Mimir rests on his father’s chest. His father’s hand is around his nape, fingers coiled into the hair, as if not to let him fall. Atreus doesn’t know what to think.