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    Hayden cuts himself off at the sound of something he hears so rarely, he’s almost sure he’s imagining it. He scans the room, looking for the source, and sure enough, his eyes land on his target. 

    There, nestled in between two of his teammates on the couch, is Shane Hollander. 

    Laughing. Out loud. Audibly. 

    Like, he’s actually fucking laughing, not the fake laughs he forces out to make other people more comfortable. In fact, he’s laughing so hard, he looks like he might cry, and Hayden would be delighted by the sight of it if he weren’t so fucking concerned. Shane Hollander doesn’t laugh at parties. Shane Hollander barely laughs when he’s actually happy, and he’s never happy at parties. So what gives? 

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    Shane Hollander accidentally gets very high. That's it, that's the fic.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Shane pulled out the vodka handle, wiping the dust off. He stared at it for a long moment.

    Shane rarely drank hard liquor. It made his head spin and his stomach uncomfortable, wasn’t worth all the extra calories. Wasn’t even really meant to drink on his meds, but.

    It would make him feel worse. It would make him feel like absolute shit. And that was exactly what Shane was counting on. So he had stumbled over to the bathroom, flipped on the dim overhead light, sunk to the bathroom floor, and drank.

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    shane hollander gets super drunk on the bathroom floor after a really bad few days. it is not fun for anyone involved, but luckily ilya is there to pick up the pieces

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    11 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    "But Mike was so surprised.
    Oh no.
    “Are you… in love with me?”
    Will loosened his grip and his eyes went directly to the horizon.
    Of course that Mike didn’t knew, I’m an idiot."

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    How will be if Will told Mike he was in love with him in the tower, in the episode 8?

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Three years ago, Mike Wheeler was too afraid to speak, too afraid to feel the truth that was always buried deep within him. He let the one person who had always been his safe place, Will Byers, slip away, and in that silence it became too late.

    Now, living a life drained of color and weighed down by regret, Mike follows a thread of hope to New York City, desperate to find the boy he let go. When he sees Will on the dance floor, confident and alive in a way Mike never imagined, he is stunned. Every smile, every movement reminds him of all the years he spent afraid and all the years he spent loving in silence.

    Standing before him, hearts tremble and words falter. Mike is desperate for a life where fear does not rule him, where regret does not weigh him down, and where he can finally fight for the person he has loved all along.

    For the first time in years, he is not willing to let that love slip away again.

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    07 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    A single, ice-cold, thought broke through the storm of his mind. All his panic and all his grief and rage condensed to a needlepoint of purpose. Vecna has to be weak. He is spreading himself thin, after a laborious confrontation with El and Kali. The pure animalistic delight in him is unmistakable.

    Opportunity.

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    During the final confrontation with Vecna, El is too slow and he unleashes one final curse on as many members of the Party as he can. Will seizes his chance to catch Vecna while he is vulnurable and weakened to take his revenge and hopefully make him release his friends before it's too late.

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    05 Jan 2026