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Caesura 𝄓 a brief, silent pause, during which metrical time is not counted.
In a river of harmonious lines, you are the sole counterpoint. You are not part of the melody or the harmony; you are something else entirely.You are the silence that swallows up the music altogether.
or; an ivan character study in music terms.
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"for narnia!" and other such famous last words by cloudford for atrophiedemotion
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
14 Jan 2026
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“So, remind me why I’m here again?” Sua grumbles.
“Because you’re the best cousin in the world, obviously,” Ivan singsongs, far too giddy at the prospect of checking off this particular item on his bucket list. It had taken the better part of the last month and a rather hefty bribe to convince her to do this for him, but it was going to be so worth the cost.
What was “this,” one might ask? Well… Ivan was planning on popping out of one of the closets in IKEA whilst shouting “For Narnia!” and he needed someone to record it for him.
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The touches at Ivan’s waist become more blatant; he’s openly feeling him up now, hand curved around the small of Ivan’s back. During one of those times he leans up to murmur into Ivan’s ear, “All that talk about my waist being ‘deliciously grabbable,’ but you’re not so bad yourself.”
Ivan makes a— noise, from the back of his throat. Till wonders what it would take to pull more of those noises out of him. He resolutely ignores how his own face grows warm at the sound.
or; till gains the upper hand for once.
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catching you; throw smiles in my face by cloudford for _fengmei
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
27 Nov 2025
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Ivan pulls up to the school on a fucking motorcycle. Till is going to kill him.
He’s the weird emo loner at school, occasionally gets picked on, and constantly daydreaming in class because there’s a new song floating through his head. He’s trying to start his own band, but, well, there weren’t many people interested in this to begin with, let alone passionate enough to actually do something about it.
And then he met Ivan.
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- Part 8 of alnst drabbles
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Ivan is a terrible seatmate, no matter what anyone else says. Till refuses to believe that this girl is capable of being a decent, respectable stand partner when this is the third time she’s “accidentally” poked Till with her bow. And they're not even actual stand partners!
“What,” Till hisses under her breath. Ivan just smiles that terrible, good-for-nothing, cute shit-eating grin at her.
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- Part 6 of alnst drabbles
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drabbles i've written for ALNST, some of which have been posted on twitter and collected here for easy viewing
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26 Feb 2026
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“Till! Good morning!” Mizi said giddily and raised her hand for a high five but Till went past her, so Mizi grabbed the tip of his uniform.
“Eh? Mizi?” a very confused Till said which made Mizi giggle again.
“It’s still so early in the morning, what are you thinking so deeply?” Mizi asked curiously.
Till then answered without thinking that much, which made Mizi stop and gape her mouth then laughed so hard as if she heard a joke. Which made a light headed Till more confused. He then asked her what’s wrong, then Mizi laughed even harder.
“Till! You’re already thinking about Ivan so early in the morning, we just saw him and Sua last week.” then laughed again, Till flushed because of it.
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Till didn't know what these emotions swirling inside him, it confuses him so much, but what confuses him more is this gnawing feeling he has for his childhood friend Ivan.
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21 Feb 2026
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In retrospect, Ivan should’ve known that his not-so-secret infatuation with a certain senior co-star was a ticking disaster that would only, inevitably, blow up in his face one way or another.
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21 Feb 2026
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metallurgicavaricical by cxtangerina
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series), Awaria (Video Game)
08 Sep 2025
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Ivan woke up one day with a dream. Harem full of wraith girls. Or really, one girl in particular. She's set off down the tunnels in the hopes of fulfilling her wildest desires, wrench in hand and newly formed genitalia at the ready. Ozone burns through her lungs, death awaits around every corner. It is not quite hell, not quite heaven. But maybe, somewhere in the halo-lit depths of this void-drenched little purgatory, she can find the girl of her fantasies. And also maybe fuck her halfway to a second death.
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- Part 1 of alnst niche video game yuri
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21 Feb 2026
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After a while, Ivan and Luka finished setting everything up. The lights dimmed, and the projector hummed to life. A PowerPoint slide appeared on the screen.
THE CHEMISTRY OF LOVE
Mizi, Sua, Hyuna, and Till all stared at it.
Till felt a strange knot form in his stomach. This was bizarre—even for Ivan and Luka.
Ivan stepped forward, hands clasped behind his back. “You’re probably wondering why we asked you here,” he said evenly. “Recently, I’ve been experiencing a series of irregular physiological responses.”
The four of them stiffened.
“My dopamine and norepinephrine levels are elevated,” Ivan continued. “Oxytocin spikes have been frequent. Serotonin levels have dropped, while cortisol has increased. Additionally, I’ve observed an irregular heart rate and impaired concentration.”
He paused, as if waiting for the data to settle.
“Taken together, these symptoms lead to only one plausible conclusion.” Ivan looked straight ahead. “I am in love.”Or
Ivan thinks his feelings for Till are fake, so he uses science to prove it.
Till is not okay with that.Bookmarked by cloudford
20 Feb 2026