deesometimes
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- Supernatural (TV 2005) (8)
- Sanders Sides (Web Series) (5)
- Free! (1)
- Sherlock (BBC TV 2010) (1)
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Castiel fell and he fell hard. For Dean, for his friends, for the world. He gave up everything for them and in the end he still has nothing, not their respect, not their trust, not their love. He has no one to blame but himself. He'd fall all over again to stop the apocalypse. He'd fall all over again to save Dean, even if it changes nothing. Even if he hates him forever.
A slow burn destiel fic.
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Starvation scorches through him, pure and almost holy. He needs to suffer, needs to hurt, needs to bleed out all the demon in him until his insides soak their charcoal altar.
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- Part 3 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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After Jess dies, Sam stops talking again.
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- Part 2 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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Dean’s staring at him now, the weight of his gaze for once softened with inebriated warmth. Drunk is the closest he’ll get to affectionate these days, something that should sting more than it does. Cas can’t remember how to feel things like that right now. Instead he makes hazy eye contact with dulled, ashen green and smiles even slighter.
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- Part 4 of Castiel angst fics >:)
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If he starves the evil to death, maybe then he’ll finally deserve to live.
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- Part 1 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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Sam angst fics I LOVE SAM SO MUCH AUGHHH
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All of my Cas angst fics. Basically just a mix of projection and delving into his character for the purpose of angst (I love Cas so much so naturally I make him suffer in fanfic)
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Vox has terrible coping mechanisms. A lot of them. The one that embarrasses him the most is the fact that he cuts, probably. He tried to stop it, since he feels like one those teenage girls online that do it for attention, but it feels kinda good and, because he’s in Hell, everything heals quickly.
————————In S1E2, during ‘Stayed Gone’, in the Japanese dub, Alastor calls Vox a “Menhera-Box”; a term used to refer to mentally unstable (mostly young women) people in a derogatory way :P
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06 Jan 2026
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An advanced AI virus attack has left Vox with a blank space in his memories, with no recollection of the carnage he has caused at the Vee tower. He is led down a road peppered with falsehood, where he tries to correct what he believes is a mistake he made, and he alone.
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- Part 2 of Goldfish
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04 Jan 2026
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Alastor laughed softly, and Vincent swore that voice was crafted by an angel. “You’re interesting,” said the radio host. “The eyes, your voice, that smile… I like you. You should come around and buy me drinks more often.” He stuck out a thin hand. “Alastor.”
Vincent blinked, looking down at the hand. Of course he already knew who Alastor was, but this wasn’t Alastor introducing himself. It was Alastor wanting to greet him and know his name. He wanted to know who he was and talk to him more. Fuck, alright then.
The hand was grasped in a strong, professional grip that Vincent had perfected over the years. “Vincent.”
“Vincent. I like that name.” Alastor flashed a grin that honestly should have landed him a spot as the face of a news station, and with a voice like that, he’d be a hit.
“It’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance,” replied Vincent.
“Oh, you wouldn’t want to be my acquaintance,” Alastor said with a dismissive wave of the hand. “People tend not to stick around when they’re with me. For their own sakes, of course. Walking alongside me can oftentimes be… hazardous.”
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04 Jan 2026
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Vincent Whittman was one of the most known people on TV, starting off as an average weatherman and then becoming more and more popular as the time flew. How did he get better and better jobs on TV? Nobody knew. Whenever someone suddenly went missing, most of the time found dead, he just took their roles, climbing up the ladder of fame.
No one knew about his actions, not a single soul... Except for a particular radio host - Alastor. You could almost call them partners in crime, except they had different methods and different motives.
After years of putting on a perfect facade and murdering people in order to get a better job, Vincent eventually started to struggle.
And, needless to say, the outcome wasn't pleasing.
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How Vincent achieved popularity, met Alastor, how they started dating, how the guilt of murders the weather boy had committed started to influence his mental health, how he recovered from the outcome and how he got broken beyond repair later on.
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- Part 1 of Human Vox and Alastor stories
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04 Jan 2026
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Vincent prides himself on his image. He knows he’s the best star the networks got and everyone knows it. Thats why he cant take the risk of missing a day, even when he really, desperately needs to escape from the bright stage lights and the shouting of the camera crew and that awful feeling he seemingly cant get rid of.
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- Part 1 of Radiostatic & murdermedia shenanigans
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04 Jan 2026