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“Shouldn’t we go and tell Cazador?” she asked.
“I do not give a damn what we should and shouldn’t do, darling,” Astarion said, his hand closing around her wrist. “You are coming with me.”
Her hand was shaking in his as he pulled her out of the elevator and made straight for his rooms. He could hear the thrumming of her heart, the blood pumping through her body way too fast. Sweat was beading on the nape of her neck, her throat hot and tight, preventing her from taking deep, long breaths as she knew she should, and …
“Astarion, are you alright?” Thea’s tone was calm, not a trace of fear to be found.
And Astarion realized with a start that he was the one who was shaking.
Shit. This could not be happening.
Or: Mafia!Astarion has lots of feelings about his chemist girlfriend and needs to bang his way to a confession.
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- Part 2 of Big Dick Mafia!Astarion
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15 May 2026
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“I want you to do whatever you see fit,” she said. “I want to be completely and utterly at your mercy. I want you to use me. To take whatever you want from me until I’m crying and begging and neither of us can tell if it’s because I want you to stop or to go even harder.” She emphasized that last bit with a roll of her hips, grinding herself against him and—
Fuck, he was big.
Like, really big.
Surely, there was something else inside those trousers. A gun, probably. Yes, that’s what it was. A very normal, very gangster-y gun.
Or: The Mafia AU I never ended up writing, but I have a handful of banger scenes for it, so here we are.
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- Part 1 of Big Dick Mafia!Astarion
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15 May 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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29 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander's PDA Agenda by virtual_typewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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It happens in an instant.
Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.
“Don’t touch me.”
The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.
It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.
OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.
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28 Apr 2026
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Newly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov is so close to having everything he’d never thought he was allowed to want. He can see the man he loves more than four times a year, he’s surrounded by a team who supports him through his injury, and Shane’s parents have unhesitatingly accepted him as part of the family.
Except his lingering concussion symptoms have kept him sidelined from hockey, his boyfriend is still two hours away, their schedules are a disaster, and Shane’s team is, well…it’s full of assholes. There must be a way to make this all work out.
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A sequel to a whump fanfiction with more whump…that is also, secretly, a fix-it.
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- Part 2 of Return-to-Play
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27 Apr 2026