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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    "I've got nothing left to say to you, Neil! Why won't you just let me be, huh?" Todd's voice is quiet in comparison to the loud thunder and rain pattering, but Neil's actions are loud in comparison.

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    What if Neil had listened to his father and went to military school? Todd is teaching Literature at a university in London, and Neil is a doctor who wants to sew back together the tears he'd left some years ago on someone he hasn't talked to in 6 years; and won't leave him alone. Todd wants to continue his life the same way he has for the past half a decade. Todd's dreams of living alone, with nothing but his writing to keep him company on cold nights in between four stone walls he calls home keep getting ruined by Neil. Neil can't stop chasing after Todd, why he doesn't know, but there's something in the back of his head that tells him to continue to chase, and he listens to that voice.

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    03 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Fifteen years after Welton, Todd Anderson has built a quiet, deliberate life—full of books, friends, and carefully chosen solitude.

    Then the phone rings, and a voice from the past refuses to stay buried. Familiar, hesitant, irresistible. Memories, regrets, and old love surface in cautious words, lingering glances, and unspoken truths.

    Some scars never heal. Some calls are impossible to ignore. Some scabs are meant to be picked.

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    05 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Todd gets the flu during his first semester at Welton Academy, and things are never quite the same after that.

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    30 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    Now 1962, the couple spends a leisurely morning chatting in bed.

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    30 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    it seems like todd anderson is always fighting himself...

     

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    this is a fic about eatinf disorders, specifically bulimia and it is partially a vent fic, partially a 'lets put todd anderson in situations fic' but alas. if u r uncomfortable with that i would stray away

    title from If I were you, I'd be throwing up - crywank

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    24 Aug 2025