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Fifteen dollars an hour. Resume builder. Program requirement. Don’t kill your coworker.
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The one in which Zanka Nijiku gets a TA position for a 100 level chemistry lab and is paired with the one and only Jabber Wonger.
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Due to a deer tick biting his father, Dean Winchester is stuck with the painfully large responsibility of keeping Letterman Ranch in order. With Sam falling apart and dropping out of college and Charlie leaving the physical ranching work to help Sam with administration, the last thing Dean needs is another stressor. So the gods above give him Castiel, an English rider with the social skills of a goldfish to help on the ranch.
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the one in which Castiel is sent by Dean's late father to help with the ranch work, and Dean is in for a whole shitload of self discovery along the way.
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After Hakari is kicked out of Tokyo Jujutsu High and Kirara follows, they promise to build a better life together - but that doesn't come without complications. As they start up their fight club, they must face their fears of falling in love.
“What are you doing, Kirara?”
“Coming with you, duh,” she scoffed. “Did you think you could just leave me like that?”
It’s not that he wanted to leave his friend behind. The only thing that crossed his mind when they told him he was expelled was that Kirara would be without him.
She was strong though, she would make it out. He would bet on her every time. And maybe it was for the best, she’d no longer be marked with the title of being his friend.
“Go back inside,” he demanded. There was no kindness in his words.
“Fuck that and fuck this place.” She shook her head, crossing her arms in front of her. The sunset lowered, her purple eyes soaking up the pinks and orange from the sky.
“Kirara, you are too fucking smart and have too much potential. Go back, don’t ruin your life.”
“I’m not doing this without you, Kin. Any of it.”
***Complete fic, epilogue coming soon!***
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25 Feb 2026
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the most beautiful thing i have read in a long time
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you devour me whole (I climbed into your mouth) by ReesieCup04
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Anime)
29 Apr 2026
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Zanka attends a frat party expecting nothing more than the usual noise, alcohol, and familiar disgust he's grown accustomed to. Instead, he meets Jabber, someone who shakes his entire foundation. Feelings of simple curiosity begin to spiral into a fixation, consuming Zanka's every waking moment. Suddenly, his world is filled with Jabber in every way, even if Jabber doesn't know. What started out as an innocent interest curdles into a deep obsession that Zanka avoids confronting at all costs.
As his feelings grow more difficult to ignore and the line between control and compulsion fades, he's finally forced into a confrontation that makes everything come crashing down—with the man he's been circling and the parts of himself that he spent his entire life rejecting.
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Zanka accidentally witnesses Jabber in an intimate moment, and the scene ignites an obsession he endlessly excuses and refuses to name.
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16 Feb 2026
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“Hey sexy,” Enjin greets.
Gris pulls a shirt from the dryer, shakes it once and lays it in the basket tucked under his arm.
“No.”
Enjin pouts as he leans against the doorway, his shoulders spanning most of the frame.
“You don’t even know what I’m going to ask.”
“And I don’t need to know,” Gris says patiently, smiling as Enjin further smooshes his lips in a pout. “It’s the first Friday of the month, and you want me to race Sheila. No.”
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07 Feb 2026
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"GREAT! Just great! As if this could GET any better!" Zanka bites out, seething. Of course he's stuck here, injured, in a damp, dirty cell, and of course he's stuck here with fucking Jabber of all people.
Jabber whistles appreciatively, "Man, you're in a mood today. Wake up on the wrong side of the bed?" and cackles at his own joke. Zanka's gonna strangle him. He's gonna rip out those bars with his bare hands and use them to beat Jabber to death.
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Zanka is taken by some people who want to study givers. Jabber is there too. This somehow makes everything both better and so much worse.
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03 Feb 2026
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Enjin pretty much never sleeps through the night. It's not necessarily a problem, or at least, not one to which he hasn't become accustomed. But his insomniac habits have unintentionally led to him discovering… feelings… and he really does not have time to process that right now, so he will be shoving those feelings way, way down. Which will totally work. Right?
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29 Jan 2026