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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Dan in a depressive episode spends his night at Phil's apartment to "do laundry" while there he finds what home truly means, some existential stuff, Phil is kinda unaware of depression (so is Dan in this fic, de-nial is a river in egypt) but he still cares

    based off of my experience with depression which is semi similar to Dan's

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    30 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    not as graphic as my other fic, but still trigger warning for self harm.

    He still has the emergency room bracelet around his wrist. Now Dan twists it around and around; he can’t keep his hands still, because Phil is mad at him.

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    20 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    The night before Dan leaves for the American leg of WAD, he suffers a little crisis of faith. As always, Phil is there to help him through it.

    [set a few hours after the filming of "Dan Is Leaving Me"]

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    15 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 76

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    Dan Howell gets his on-deck call from deathcast one morning. The world continues spinning anyway.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    favorite fic oat

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    “Dan sighs, letting his body go limp as he tries desperately to push it all away, focusing on the truths he can handle; it’s a Thursday morning, he’s lying in bed with the love of his life, the world still spins on. The rest is confetti, meaningless scraps and tatters of fact falling around him that will only change the composition of these stolen moments if he allows them to. Which he won’t. Not yet.”

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    Dan and Phil carve a morning routine out of their new normal.

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    02 May 2026