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    “See?” Ilya said, his mouth close to Shane’s ear. “He wants to watch. Everyone wants to watch you. They are all seeing how beautiful you are.”

    Shane’s gaze flew back to Hayden. Hayden could feel his heart hammering against his ribs, but he didn’t hesitate this time. “It’s true,” he said. “It’s all true.”

    Or: Hayden visits Ilya and Shane for what is supposed to be a casual hangout.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    “You get wet like a girl,” Ilya murmurs, sliding his thumb across the slit of Shane’s dick, tracing through the pre leaking from him like a faucet. “Soft hands like a girl, wet like a girl,” his head ducks, mouthing at his jaw, grinning, then he hears Shane whimper. “Get fucked like a girl.”

    “I’m not—” Shane huffs, frustrated, but despite that, his hips twitch upward, chasing Ilya’s touch.

    “No, no. You are not a girl, sweetheart,” A nip to the sensitive skin just below his jaw, quickly soothed by a swipe of tongue. He tastes like clean sweat, freshly showered before coming to the hotel room, he’s sure, but glistening with sweat now that he’s beneath Ilya’s hands, beneath his mouth, wrapped in his words. “But you are my girl. You want to be a good girl, hm? Yes?”

    Within his grasp, Hollander’s cock twitches, another pulse of slick mess dripping down the side of him, smeared across the pad of Ilya’s thumb. “Rozanov.”

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    Shane isn't a girl, but he sure doesn't mind when Ilya calls him one.

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    27 Nov 2025

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    People keep assuming Buck and Eddie are married. Eddie corrects them, until he doesn't.

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    30 May 2025

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    Eddie’s life had gone to shit in roughly every possible way.

    He felt about two seconds away from breaking every hour of every day, like someone had stepped up in front of him, shoved him down, smashed the life he’d been working on, and left him to rebuild from the ground up.

    And so, really, the last thing he needed when he got home at the end of a long shift was to find a massive, weird-ass dog curled up on his front porch. And yet, there it was.

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    26 May 2025

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    His reflection is pallid, eyes dull. He’s lost weight, and somehow didn’t notice it until he looked in this mirror eight hundred miles away from the one he’s looked in every day for months. He notes that he’s split his lip open chewing on it, but his body doesn’t move to wipe that blood away. He shaved with Buck’s razor this afternoon before he put his funeral suit on, the one Buck bought for him despite his admittedly weak protestations, and he nicked the wing of his jaw. He was right earlier. The circles beneath his eyes are dark as plumbs.

    There is something wrong with him.

    Eddie tugs the sleeves of Buck’s sweatshirt down over his stiff hands before he goes back to bed, so at least if he starts bleeding again he won’t ruin Buck’s nice soft sheets.

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    Eddie develops stigmata.

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    18 May 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 88

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    “Have you heard of the seven erogenous zones?”

    Eddie simply stares at Buck, eyes wide. The seven what?

    Buck laughs. “I’m going to take that as a no. So, apparently, there are seven erogenous zones. You know, like, parts of the body that turn you on? And tonight, I’m going to test them all out on you. If you’ll let me.”

    Eddie’s heart does that heavy thud again, just once, and heat runs up and down his body. Buck’s gaze is like a spotlight, piercing and direct, and desire is pooling in his lower belly already.

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    Buck learns a fun new fact. Eddie benefits from the consequences.

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    15 May 2025

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    “The name. Firehose.” Eddie’s eyes flicked down to the orange in his hands as he started on the next slice. “You said it had more to do with something else.”

    “Oh! Right—well…” Buck laughed, a little awkward, rubbing the back of his neck and wringing his hands like he was debating whether or not he should answer. “I guess my question would be… do you know what hyperspermia is?”

    Eddie froze mid-chew, then bit down—hard—on a slice of orange. The juice hit the back of his throat and sent him into a coughing fit.

    Or; Eddie finds out Buck has hyperspermia and is totally normal and sane about it.

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    07 May 2025

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    “Eddie, you’re scaring me,” Buck says in the quiet of the room. “Do you-- do you know what day it is?”

    “Friday,” Eddie answers, tongue thick like his throat is stuffed with cotton.

    “Yeah,” Buck confirms. “And-- do you know my full name?”

    Eddie swallows. “Evan Buckley,” he says definitively, but--

    He finally turns to look at Buck’s face, and it’s like he’s waiting for Eddie to keep going. Like Eddie had gotten it wrong. Buck’s face melts, his brows pinched together, and Eddie--

    He doesn’t know what the hell is going on.

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    Eddie loves every version of Buck. And Buck? Well, he’s starting to realize every version of Buck loves him right back. If only Eddie could get back home to tell him that.

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    14 Apr 2025

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    Buck has spent all of his years knowing Eddie digging through to get to him. Buck and his muddy hands and his sore back; he put in the effort to reach him and now reaps the fruits of his labour.

    It all begins with a heated conversation: “What, you want me to fuck you in your sleep?”

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    12 Apr 2025

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    The urge to cradle his face in his hands, and press kind words into his skin, is stronger than any ounce of annoyance he could ever muster for Buck.

    He thinks it’s why he’s so miserable about it all. Buck deserves nothing but the best, and Eddie has never been the best.

    He fucked up being a kid. Fucked up being an adult. Fucked up being a son, a brother, a husband, a dad. A friend.

    Buck would have noticed. Eddie should have noticed.

    Eddie goes through the motions.

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    23 Feb 2025

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    Eddie shifts his weight a few times. “What does that mean?”

    This could go a lot of ways. If this is Buckley, and Eddie’s pretty sure it is, it could lead to him hanging this over his head, trying to get sex out of it, and honestly – Eddie’s slept with people for less. And Eddie could do, has done, a lot worse.

    He would hate being strong-armed into sex, but he’s been strong-armed into it before, and this guy, well, it’s not like he hasn’t thought about it.

    “Um,” is all the answer Eddie gets.

    And then there’s this meandering, endless pause, where the guy stands there and just… stares at him. Eddie can’t decide if it’s awkward or if they are slipping back into creepy. “What’s with the staring?”

    “Sorry!” Sleeves immediately jerks his eyes away, then scratches the back of his head before he looks back at Eddie and snaps away again. “It’s just – uh, it’s weird, seeing you, um, without the…”

    Eddie raises an eyebrow. “Handcuffs?”

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    Eddie works at a strip club, and Buck's a very frequent customer.

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    17 Feb 2025

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    MIDNIGHT — now

    There are fireworks.

    There are fireworks, and it takes Buck a long moment to realise that they’re actually happening. That it’s midnight on New Year’s Eve—New Year’s Day, now, he supposes—and the sky above him really is splintering into flashes of fractured light. That all of this is happening outside of his body, too—

    That it’s not just his heartbeat thundering in his ears. Not just his blood rushing lightning-fast through his veins, his every nerve sparking at once, bright spots at the edges of his vision—

    The fireworks are real, and not just because Eddie kissed him.

    // OR: a series of moments in buck & eddie's relationship, before and after everything changes.

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    13 Feb 2025

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    Brian’s laugh is startled out of him, and he slaps a hand over his mouth to contain it, but he’s still grinning, mostly directed at Eddie. “You what?”

    Eddie grins back. “You told me to do something joyful.”

    “Well, I’m sorry I missed it,” Brian says, his smile softening. His eyes are—sparkly, almost. Eddie stares at them in wonder.

    “So,” Buck says, very loudly. “A priest in a gay bar. Never seen that before.”

    or: a firefighter, a priest, and a man dead-set on finding joy walk into a gay bar. rainbow jello shots may or may not be involved.

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    12 Feb 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 89

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    But here’s the thing: Eddie’s taken giant mouthfuls of life and chewed every last one of them up. He’s taken enough, he’s still taking enough - he doesn’t want to be the one to ask for it. All he can do is offer himself up, over and over, and hope that Buck will finally get the hint and dig his claws into what’s been his from the very start.

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    25 Jan 2025

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    There’s too much heat. The flames crackle and curl in the busted windows. The house is only two stories high. If Buck would listen, if he’d turn around and get out – he could be at the door, he could be out of the fucking blast radius.

    But Buck’s still standing in it.

    Eddie is cursed.

    Like he has been for years.

    Eddie is the blast radius.

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    Eddie Diaz is cursed.

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    12 Jan 2025

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    Buck doesn’t take his hands off Eddie’s shoulders as he glances over to Athena and Nash, who are watching the display calibrate. “How’d we do?”

    “See for yourself,” Athena says.

    Bad, Eddie thinks.

    But he can’t read her – doesn’t know what it’s going to say. For all he knows, he’s going to look up and the words Eddie Diaz Should Be Dead will be flashing across the screen. He half-expects it.

    He wants to brace Buck for it, for the disappointment – wants to explain that whatever has screwed his compatibility scores till now, this one is all on Eddie.

    “Oh, shit…” Buck whispers.

    Eddie lifts his head, finally lets himself look, and then takes an inhale so sharp he tastes blood.

    Oh, shit.

    OR

    the pacific rim au

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    21 Dec 2024

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    Eddie tilts his head. “Why are you being so weird, Buck?”

    It’s funny to Buck that Eddie has to ask; one finds out his ridiculously hot best friend is now also sleeping with men, one begins thinking about sleeping with said ridiculously hot best friend. It just makes sense, right? So it almost offends him, a little bit, that Eddie is the picture of cool right now. Has seeing Buck in such a deliberately sexual context not altered Eddie’s brain chemistry, too? Does Buck need to update his Grindr profile?

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    Buck catches Eddie on Grindr and now he can't stop thinking about it.

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    11 Dec 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 99

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    Eddie's shadow dwarfs him by a long shot, so he swings upward and keeps on boxing.

    Eggshells, headstones, shipwrecks - Eddie fights for the things he loves.

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    11 Dec 2024

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    Chris comes home, and being with Buck is the easiest thing in the world.

    Or 3 times Eddie says I love you, and 1 time Buck says it back.

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    02 Dec 2024

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    When Buck and Eddie start dating Buck finds out a surprise about Eddie that delights the hell out of him.

    (or the one where Eddie’s soft, romantic little heart loves being called pet names.)

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    01 Dec 2024

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