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  1. Rec 58

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    "I love this whole desperate world, every inch and breath and corpuscle of it, and I don’t want it to be taken from me, and I don’t want to be taken from myself.”

    1957, and the first US clinical trial of lithium carbonate has just started at Columbia;

    or; Hawkeye, one queer, sultry summer in New York.

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    16 Mar 2026

  2. Rec 3

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    Kip has suspicions.

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    15 Mar 2026

  3. Rec 2

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    A fine marble, or a fine meal—for a man of contradictions, a simple pair of concepts to hold together.

    (How d'you do, fellow ExR fans?)

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    14 Mar 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    When Shane was born an ocean away from her homeland, Yuna Hollander, who did not pray, whispered into the world: Let every door open for him, my son.

    OR: Yuna Hollander learns to appreciate Ilya Rozanov, one step at a time.

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    21 Feb 2026