eyeasteria



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,155
    Chapters:
    4/5
    Comments:
    577
    Kudos:
    20,884
    Bookmarks:
    4,849
    Hits:
    279,781
  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Newly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov is so close to having everything he’d never thought he was allowed to want. He can see the man he loves more than four times a year, he’s surrounded by a team who supports him through his injury, and Shane’s parents have unhesitatingly accepted him as part of the family.

    Except his lingering concussion symptoms have kept him sidelined from hockey, his boyfriend is still two hours away, their schedules are a disaster, and Shane’s team is, well…it’s full of assholes. There must be a way to make this all work out.

    or

    A sequel to a whump fanfiction with more whump…that is also, secretly, a fix-it.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    50,450
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    6,602
    Kudos:
    16,219
    Bookmarks:
    3,126
    Hits:
    283,653
  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Coach Wiebe suggests that Luca Haas should move in with Ilya for a while, as both of them seem lonely, Ilya nearly loses his mind. Not only does this mean he will see Shane even less than before, but it also means that the Centaurs have realised that Ilya's mental health is suffering. The worst part is that when Ilya tells Shane about it, Shane actually supports the idea, saying that it might be good for Ilya and Luca.

    Turns out it's the second-best thing that has ever happened to Ilya.

    or: ilya basically adopts luca aka the ottawa found family trope we all need.

    this is now a multichapter fic!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    20,396
    Chapters:
    2/4
    Comments:
    419
    Kudos:
    14,301
    Bookmarks:
    3,024
    Hits:
    154,106
  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    145,224
    Chapters:
    25/25
    Comments:
    4,765
    Kudos:
    17,247
    Bookmarks:
    5,571
    Hits:
    460,790
  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Maybe you don't have to-”

    “Uh-uh. No backtracking now.” Hayden pointed a finger at him. “If you tell Shane, fantastic. Would love that, quite frankly, but until you do, I want those goddamn pictures, Rozanov. Am I clear?” Ilya wanted to make some quip about Pike trying to get a different kind of picture out of him, but given the circumstances... He just nodded. “Good. My kids tragically love the fuck out of you, so figure this out.” Ilya nodded again. “Alright then.”

    Silence followed. Ilya eventually got up, and Hayden awkwardly walked him to the door.

    “Ilya,” he said, surprising him with the first name. “I know what I say doesn’t particularly matter, and I am mainly just a fail-safe for this situation, but…” He opened the front door and clicked his tongue. “For what it’s worth, you’re a good guy and don’t deserve the shit your brain apparently puts you through.”

    "I'm a married man, Pike."

    Or

    Ilya’s depression shifts into some self-harming tendencies, despite how well he can justify most of it. An unexpected cavalry comes together.

    (AKA I found a story filled with sex and decided to hone in on my other favorite things: mental health and complex family dynamics)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    28,240
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    316
    Kudos:
    2,347
    Bookmarks:
    711
    Hits:
    31,039