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    You suddenly think back to your childhood. The memories are oddly tangled, like overlapping chains, bound by secret promises, codependency, and a constant sense of push and pull. Caleb would step away and you would follow, as if you had been trained. Then you would do the same, back away, pout and retaliate, and he would pursue. Back and forth until you wondered who had started it all. Then there was the faded memory of Grandma and Caleb fighting in the kitchen. He’d just had a growth spurt and was impossibly lanky. You had never discovered what they were fighting about, just that Caleb became more subdued after, softer, almost more coy. Then there were the hugs when Grandma couldn’t see. The notes passed under bedroom doors. It was almost like a game that only the two of you could play.

    You swallow, feeling almost nauseous. The sensation is similar to when you haven't eaten enough. So you go to the kitchen, yanking open the refrigerator door and pulling out an apple. The skin breaks under your teeth, crisp, yet you find it hard to chew and swallow. The flavor is too sweet, thick and syrupy while all you are craving is acid and venom. You lean over the sink; hands gripping at the edge.

    Fuck waiting.

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    17 Jul 2025

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    holy shit. holy. shit.

  2. Public Bookmark 87

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    Doesn’t matter how mad she gets, or how loud she yells. Fighting with Caleb always ends the same way—with her flat on her back.

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    22 May 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    Kevin and Su and their developing relationship throughout the previous era.

    Also, find me on twitter<3 @logllady9

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    13 Apr 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    Kevin Kaslana was mankind's hero, and a complicated man who few could understand. As he and his comrade's minds are unravelled by war and desolation, the icy cold chill of his powers seem to go far more than skin deep. Su is willing to do anything to stay by his side, even if he can never truly have his heart.

    When Kevin realizes that Su's unique psychic powers can allow him to experience physical touch for the first time in over five years, the temptation breaks and warps him, awakening the nature of the beast sealed inside of him. How much is he willing to use Su just to experience some reprieve from the horrors of their reality?

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    09 Apr 2025

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    His cock felt like it was on fire, heavy and thickening in his palm with every fastening stroke all the while performing a mockery of what he’d do to your pussy to your panties; spelling CALEB, you’d scream it later.

    "Caleb?”

    Yeah, maybe this was not a good idea.

    No, he isn't a creep. Caleb's just developed a crush, breaks and enters, masturbates, and is caught.

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    02 Feb 2025

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    oh my dog 🥵🥵🥵

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    “There you go, being quiet again.” Kaveh laughs. It sounds tragic. When Alhaitham doesn’t respond, Kaveh hums as if in thought. “How about I guess? I feel like after all this time… I should be pretty good at reading your mind.”

    Alhaitham folds his arms over his chest. The only light is the dull green of their visions and the vague, white moonlight hidden behind the clouds. None of it is enough to see Kaveh in detail, but he can sense that Kaveh has turned and is standing close to him.

    “You’re currently thinking this is stupid, and that I’m being ridiculous.”

    “Miraculous. A prognostication worthy of an oracle.”

    “Shut up. I’m more interested in what’s behind that, though. The things you said when I couldn’t hear you. It was about me, wasn’t it?”

    or: alhaitham pines for kaveh, and he's not sure what comes next.

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    06 Nov 2024

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    like ember

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    The kinds of bad personalities you'd hate in real life are always extremely appealing in fiction. Or that's how Kaveh tries to defend all the fanart on his twitter account of Al-Haitham, the protagonist of the worst web novel ever written.

    Flower of Paradise Lost is a coming of age turned political drama turned stallion novel. Its lack of commitment to one genre, elementary-level prose, and terribly written characters make it borderline unreadable. Al-Haitham is its only saving grace: steadfast, handsome, and unyielding, he carries the story on his broad and sculpted shoulders.

    When the final chapter is posted, Kaveh finds himself unceremoniously dropped into the body of the scum villain that shares his name - Al-Haitham's closest friend and the one who pushes him into a portal to the abyss, corrupting his soul forever. If Kaveh followed the pragmatic protagonist's logic, he'd push Al-Haitham into the abyss without mercy - he's only a character in a novel, after all. But Kaveh's bleeding heart has always been his downfall.

    Transmigration! Romance! Endless miscommunication! It's a SVSSS AU.

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    11 Oct 2024

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    IM INSANE FOR THIS

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    When Kaveh first agreed to let Nilou set him up on a blind date, he didn’t think it would end up like this.

    Him, sitting in Puspa Cafe, fingers lightly tapping the side of his cup—and Al-Haitham, the Acting Grand Sage of the Akademiya, a decade older than Kaveh remembers and a decade more unfamiliar.

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    18 Sep 2024

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    even in another universe ♡

  9. Public Bookmark 30

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    Fresh parchment, smudges of charcoal, and the smell of worn Akademiyan textbooks — out of everything that Alhaitham has come to associate his senior with, he can now add the feel of Kaveh’s skin under his to the list.

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    16 Sep 2024

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    perfection. canon. 💚

  10. Public Bookmark 33

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    Kaveh comes home to find Alhaitham waiting for him in the kitchen.

    ... As if he never left at all.

    For a split second, all is right in Teyvat. There is the man he has been searching for, standing by the counter, his back straight, his shoulders broad. And then Kaveh blinks—the barest millisecond of darkness. When his eyes open, Alhaitham is not there.

    He is not there.

    Alhaitham dies. And yet Kaveh sees him in their home; hears his voice; feels his touch. A projection that is there and yet not there.

    Together, they travel out into the desert. As to what they are looking for—perhaps they, themselves, do not wish to admit the truth of it.

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    02 Sep 2024

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    hurts as much as the first time

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    “Prove it.”

    Kaveh paused. Slowly, he turned around. “What?”

    “Prove that you won’t fall in love.”

    Kaveh tilted his head. “And how do you suggest I do that?”

    “Date me,” said Al-Haitham. “Prove to me that you won’t fall in love.”

    Kaveh keeps getting broken up with and is on the verge of giving up on love when Al-Haitham propositions him.

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    31 Aug 2024

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    💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

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    “Fuck,” Kaveh breathes.

    “What? What happened?” Nilou turns—peeking over his shoulder and letting out a small “oh” before gently patting his back.

    “What’s wrong?” Dehya asks. Kaveh wordlessly hands her his phone and drops his head in his hands.

    “I’m never playing truth or dare again.”

    “Well, I mean. It’s not that bad,” he hears Dehya say, unsure. “You mentioned you were drunk. You’ve done plenty of dumb shit while drunk. You took this dare while drunk.”

    “Most of that dumb shit, Al-Haitham witnessed with his own eyes too,” Tighnari adds.

    Kaveh glares at Tighnari. Tighnari smiles and shrugs.

    (Kaveh confesses. Sort of.)

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    03 Aug 2024

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    "... Look— think about it. Geniuses of our time?” He raises his brows as his hand sweeps broadly to the side, expressing the obviousness of it. “You are far too well-sculpted for a Scribe, and the amount of times I’ve been told I’m a classic beauty is criminal.” He shrugs against the sheets as Alhaitham raises a responding brow. “Yet, shockingly, we’re not involved."

    ...

    Or, 'friends with benefits' for them takes a nosedive into something much softer right from the beginning.

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    19 Jul 2024

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    softer than downy 🥹

  14. Public Bookmark 80

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    Apparently, the answer to the question, ‘Where do you go when you get in a fight with your boyfriend and end up roaming the streets with a backpack and a burrito?’, is ‘In the passenger seat of your ex-best-friend’s custom Camaro.’

    ...

    Or, how Kaveh drifts away from someone who doesn't appreciate him like he deserves, and things get... complicated.

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    11 Jun 2024

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    VROOOM 🚘

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    “Kaveh,” he confirms. “He is renowned in his line of work for his skill and passion.”

    Lord Kusanali nods as if he had proved one of her silent queries. “I was hoping he would lend me a hand with this project,”

    “I’m sure he would be honored,” he says earnestly.

    She smiles, cheeks dimpling. “Do you really think so?”

    Alhaitham smiles back, small, easy. “I know him quite well."

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    Or, the one where Alhaitham is terribly, terribly in love with Kaveh.

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    15 May 2024

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    masterpiece, absolute cinema

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    “Why does it not–” Kaveh’s voice ripped out in a whine. “Have you not thought about it at all since then?”

    A long pause. The longest one yet. “Who says I haven’t?”

    Lightning flashed through the window, illuminating Al-Haitham’s face. Half of it was still wrapped in shadow, blocked by Kaveh’s head, but he could see the distance between them measured, laid flat by the light. The lightning went. The room went dark. But the memory of Al-Haitham’s wide eyes did not leave him.

    What did he want?

    “Have you?” asked Kaveh.

    “Have you?” Al-Haitham’s voice was so quiet, buried under the murmur of the rain.

    Kaveh swallowed. “I mean…I thought that was obvious.”

    Kaveh accidentally sleeps with Al-Haitham. And then...keeps sleeping with him.

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    previous title: neither strangers nor lovers (but exceptionally hot)

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    04 Apr 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I'm obsessed with them!!! (and I want to smack them) (affectionate)

  17. Public Bookmark 71

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    "...I see," Kaveh said, with a sad smile. "The most comfortable company I've managed to find in the world is a tree. Mayhaps I should accept that I am indeed crazy."

    He said that, but he took the invitation and stepped into the branches, lifted comfortably off of the ground.

    "I'm Kaveh," he introduced himself. "An architect and artist. A sick and starving one. Whatever you are, you've been a great comfort to me and I owe you thanks."

    Looking back, Alhaitham is sure that introduction would have been very different if Kaveh had known Alhaitham would eventually speak back to him. 

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    20 Mar 2024

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    Then Aventurine raises his head and, with a taunting smile, asks: “Why? Afraid of something, Ratio?” He pitches his voice up, breathy with mock excitement. “Am I your first?”

    “No and no.” Veritas closes his eyes in an impressive show of patience. “If you could be transparent for one second, convince me that you are truly and completely on board with—“

    “Am I not always transparent?” Aventurine laughs as he pushes away the hands on him. “Exacting as always, doctor. Fine then. You have full permission to fuck me. In fact, I’d be in your debt — how does that sound?”

    Ratio and Aventurine are trapped in a box with only one way out.

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    06 Mar 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    intimacy ; ^ ;

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    And then, his Akasha terminal lights up with an incoming message.

    Al-Haitham huffs harshly through his nose and opens his eyes. Hand on the terminal, he powers it on and finds both his brows raising.

    It’s a message from Kaveh.

    [3:46 am]
    i think i love him

    (Al-Haitham runs a case study on Kaveh and his love life.)

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    14 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    IDIOTS IN LOVE 💫💫💫

  20. Public Bookmark 11

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    Kaveh and his friends prepares a 'surprise' birthday party for Alhaitham. At least they try. Thankfully Kaveh has another surprise for him.

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    12 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    🎂 im soft for them 🎂

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