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“And if you were-” Mike swallowed hard, the words ripping out of him, painful, slurred, and honest in a way he’d never let himself be sober, “I just wish you were a girl.”
Will froze.
Mike kept going, unable to stop himself now, like the admission opened the flood gates. “It’d be so much easier if you were a girl. Everything would make sense. No one would question anything. I wouldn’t have to feel like… like I’m wrong.”
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Mike and Will have kept their relationship tightly locked behind closed doors. But when they decide to start a youtube channel with Lucas and Dustin, fans notice how close the two seem to be. And the spotlight on the relationship Mike isn't ready to be public deepens a crack between them.
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- Part 1 of Fear and Acceptance
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28 Jan 2026
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Every time Josh looked at him with something akin to reverence, it made Tyler want to throw up. Josh had so much faith in him. Yet all Tyler could think about sometimes was Josh’s laugh, his smile, his lips, his toned stomach and the curve of his waist, the way he—
If Josh knew the way Tyler really felt, he’d be so disgusted by him.
day 25: loss of faith
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- Part 17 of starrswillfade's joshlerween
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06 Dec 2025
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Jung Wooyoung never had a plan, but he had a direction. He wanted to dance. He wanted to lose his breath on the dance floor because that is the only time when he feels like he has his life under control. But recently, he's been losing his breath a lot not from the dance, but from the excitement of having a certain pair of brown eyes settled on him. It was exhilarating to have Choi San's attention, and it was even more exciting to have his lips pressed against his skin.
San couldn't tear his eyes away from the dark haired boy from the first second they found him. It was like all the control was slowly dissipating from his body, his breath picking up the pace, thoughts staggering… and all it took was one look from the very irksome, very stubborn, very very hot Jung Wooyoung.
And it was all too scary.
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23 Apr 2025
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Wooyoung helps babysit San’s twins.
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17 Oct 2024
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During an interview, the host unexpectedly asks the ATEEZ members what their ideal type is for a girlfriend. No one is thrown off more than San, who becomes painfully aware of the possibility of the members someday getting girlfriends. The possibility of Wooyoung getting a girlfriend. Feelings that have previously stayed under wraps begin to surface and San can no longer go back to seeing his best friend the same way.
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24 Sep 2024