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When executives told Carol they’d cast a woman as Raban, she was furious because of course it took a network’s “woke agenda” to expose her secret wish. And now she’s stuck doing press tour with Zosia, the hottest and happiest actress alive.
They may end up killing each other.
Or falling in love.
Either way, she’s fucked.Bookmarked by hellamy
17 Jan 2026
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In a world of alphas and omegas, a beta hardly takes place. Zoey knows this, so why did Rumi and Mira's new closeness hurt? They were used to the three of them being together. Now it seems that this doesn't work as well as it used to.
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Zoey believes that her nature is not enough. It turns out that, for Mira and Rumi, it's more than enough.
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28 Dec 2025
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The index finger at his sternum felt like the muzzle of a gun. Whitaker’ heart jumped further up his throat. He could feel his heartbeat burning on his tongue.
“Do you just do whatever people tell you?”
Whitaker fucks up. Then Robby fucks up worse.Bookmarked by hellamy
03 Nov 2025
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“It wasn’t a big deal or anything, if you’re worried about that. We were just kind of friend-kissing.”
“Susie, I don’t know what friend-kissing is supposed to be,” Noelle said.
“It’s like. You know,” Susie stumbled, “like if you need to figure out how to kiss or whatever and you got somebody to help you out—and that guy helps you get better at it, it’s like—you know!”
“I-I do?”
“Yeah,” she stressed, “you and Kris used to do it all the time!”
Or, Kris decides flirting lessons aren’t all that bad of an idea. Consequences? What consequences?
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05 Aug 2025
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my three girlfriends (and yes, they smoke weed) by daisybrien
Fandoms: Deltarune (Video Game)
11 Jul 2025
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When Toriel is out for the night, Kris invites their friends over for movies, pizza, and the partaking of some... interesting contraband.
Noelle and Ralsei break out of shells of different kinds. Kris chills out. Susie has a good cry.
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AKA: the Fun Gang get high.
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12 Jul 2025
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There’s a part of Noelle that idly wonders when her relationship with Kris took a turn into what it is today. But the thought makes her smile somewhat bitterly, because she knows she’s fooling herself. She knows the answer.
Because here’s the thing: Noelle remembers vividly the last day she ever spent hanging out with Kris.
Or, a more specific catalyst for Noelle and Kris' falling out after Dess' disappearance.
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08 Jul 2025
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Three months ago, Jackie told Shauna that Jeff was interested in her.
“I think Jeff has a crush on you, Shipman. You should go for it," Jackie said, grinning.
It turned out to be the worst decision of her life.
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Jackie isn't dating Jeff. Shauna is.
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17 May 2025
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And then Santos says — because of course she does, of course they would, of course it’s her fault — “And Langdon would be awful in bed, of course.” Mel blinks.
She somehow hadn’t expected them to get to Langdon, although she acknowledges it’s quite ridiculous of her to not have seen it coming considering the list of male coworkers they were rapidly striking. It’s just — well, Langdon isn’t exactly just a coworker to her, but also a friend. Someone she sends medical memes to and facetimes and watches bad movies on her couch to decompress, someone who pays for her coffee when she’s not looking and talks her down from the egde of a spiral and has met Becca. He’s — He’s Frank to her, and it’s weird to— talk about him that way. Extremely inappropriate, beyond what HR demands.
Still, Mel thinks she should defend his honor, and notes, “I think you might be letting your biases influence your judgment.”
or mel can't stop thinking about how frank's like in bed, and decides she should really just ask him
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08 May 2025
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Becca had this phase where she was really into playing pinball — handheld ones, not the big machines, which was a relief. The big ones are really noisy. But anyway. Becca had read all the manuals, even looked up reviews online, and she swore there was a strategy to it, that you could control where the ball landed, if you just hit it at a certain angle, with just the right amount of strength. But Mel was missing the hand-eye coordination, or the muscle memory, or something, because to her, it all seemed totally random, like nothing she did made any difference as to where that damn ball ended up.
Conversations with Trinity feel kind of like that, sometimes. Like watching a tiny silver ball come racing down towards her, frozen in silent panic, Becca chanting in her ear to hit it, just hit it, knowing full well she's only going to miss.
Mel is really, really bad at pinball. In case that part wasn't clear.
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29 Apr 2025
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It had been two months since Langdon had been welcomed back to the Pitt. Two months of menacing torture for Santos. It wasn’t even that she still cared about his addiction, she had been around addicts before, it was how she knew he was using. No, it wasn’t about that, or his sarcastic remarks, his stupid hair or his overconfidence that she had hoped he outgrew (he had not). It was a simple thing. Trinity simply could not stand the fact that he was the biggest cockblock she had ever known.
Or in other words.
Santos is convinced Frank's friendship with Yolanda is the reason Trinity has been unsuccessful in locking her down. So when Frank and Yolanda end up under the impression that Mel and Santos are seeing each other, she doesn't correct them.
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29 Apr 2025
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They're big on acceptance, in NA. Frank mostly thinks it's bullshit, but it's not like what he was doing before was working any better, so he's giving it his best shot. He's accepted that he can't trust himself, and he's accepted that he's never going to get back what he had before, and he can accept that there's nothing for him and Robby to say to each other, now, too. He can do that.
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21 Apr 2025
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It sucked to acknowledge what he'd done to anyone, obviously, but for some reason it always felt the worst in front of Mel, because she'd never once shown him even a hint of judgment for it. He could list every shitty fucking thing he did, all the drugs he stole, the lies he told, all of it, and Mel would just sit there and nod and tell him Okay, well, thank you for being honest with me.
It wasn't that he didn't want her to do that. It was that he craved it so badly he couldn't stand it, needed her acceptance with an intensity he didn't know how to handle.
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19 Apr 2025
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langdon goes to rehab to get a handle on his addiction only to return to work and find a new one.
or: the cheating fic
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16 Apr 2025
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Mystery Work
Part of wips/rewrites
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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21 Mar 2025
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Shauna struggles after her baby is born. Lottie steps in to help her through it, and raise their new little Wilderness blessing together..
..whether Shauna likes it or not.
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27 Jan 2025
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craving expectations that are unattainable temptations by sangatsumi
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
16 Dec 2024
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”It hurts,” she says, her voice pained, as if momentarily coming to her senses. Mizi mouths it directly into the base of one of Sua’s floppy ears, a hand coming to gently stroke Sua’s face. “‘M sorry.”
And it must, if Sua can already feel her own core blooming with an untended ache, antsy and sensitive when she herself is only beginning to feel an induced heat take hold of her senses. “I know, I know.” Sua huffs, partly in commiseration. “You’re in rut, aren’t you?”
Or, Sua is very lucky that her wolf girlfriend is awful at lying and fantastic at sex.
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17 Dec 2024
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Midwinter found Kite on a stretch of dirt road in a misty forest. It’d been so long since he last left the university campus, since he followed the vanishing point over the horizon. He’d missed it. He really had.
[or: two conservation biologists meet in a far-off place to discuss extinction and survival.]
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- Part 1 of yorknew university ecological research station
- Part 4 of ecologia
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28 Jul 2024
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Leorio jogs up the steps to the porch of the lodge and stops before the bright green screen door. He throws his shoulders back and takes a big breath in and out, preparing to look upon his new domain. Then he flings the door open and struts inside.
The first thing he spots is the kitchen: sturdily functional, smudged with use, crammed between the paneled walls. That’s fine. It’ll be a decent work space. It’s nothing to the second, more important, thing Leorio notices, which is that there’s someone in his kitchen.
[The field ecology AU, feat. Leorio as camp cook and Kurapika as overworked doctoral student. Summer fun, tall tales, uncommon intimacies, and risk and devotion in the field.]
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28 Jul 2024
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the knife I turn inside myself by calmthestorms for kirma
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
21 Apr 2024
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She’s bent over him, frozen, hardly breathing. Luka takes the opportunity to look at her—really look at her, committing her to memory. He wants to remember her wherever he goes after he dies. If he can’t have her in this life, maybe he can in another.
“Don’t let go,” he pleads, soft and fervent as a prayer. “Hold me when I die. Please.”
Hyuna turns her face away for a long moment, shoulders shaking as she breathes. Luka knows this motion, long-remembered from childhood. He tugs on a strand of hair, pulls her face back to his.
“Don’t cry,” Luka whispers.
When Hyuna comes to kill him, Luka is already waiting.
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21 Apr 2024
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I’m hungry, Falin says one day, so Senshi cooks her a feast. The meat sits heavy in her stomach, the sauce sweet yet savory, but it’s not filling. I’m hungry, Falin says, so they try to figure out what type of diet she needs: heavy in protein, near raw, a meal fit more for a beast than a girl. Marcille watches as they make meal after meal, yet Falin still hungers. Marcille watches and hungers herself.
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31 Jan 2024