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    "I don't get you," Dean spits. "I don't get what you want. Just — just tell me. I'm a big boy, I can take it."

    "I did tell you!" Castiel exclaims. "I told you, and then I died!"

     

    (In which Castiel is rescued from the Empty, Jack gives up the powers of God to be a kid again, and Dean overcompensates.)

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    13 Jan 2024

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    Castiel comes home on a Sunday.

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    22 Sep 2023

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    Cas is staring at him blankly, and any other time Dean would feel triumphant for managing to stump him. Not right now, though, not with his stomach twisting itself in circles and a vaguely nauseous feeling crawling up his throat. He can’t remember the last time he was this nervous and he hopes it doesn’t entirely show on his face.

    “Do you, um… do you wanna go? With me?” he adds, like Cas would be going with anyone else.

    “To an office Christmas party?” Cas asks skeptically.

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    09 May 2023

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    Dean doesn’t know what to do. Dean wants to say stay with me, stay with me and never leave. Dean wants to apologize. Dean wants to set his mouth at the hollow of Cas’s throat as gently as he’s ever done anything, feel the beat of Cas’s heart beneath his lips. Dean is so lonely, and he’s missed him so much.

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    A year and a half after Cas is saved from the Empty, Dean is living out his days alone on a piece of farmland in rural Kansas. One day, Cas shows up on his porch.

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    14 Jul 2022

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    “I need you to marry Castiel.”

    They weren’t the words Dean expected to hear from his business partner’s mouth before their bakery-slash-chocolate shop opened for the day. He’d been quite happy being single—and who the fuck was Castiel, anyway?

    It turned out that Castiel was a Russian erotic novelist in need of a ticket to America, and Dean… well, Dean was a last resort.

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    05 Jun 2022

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  6. Public Bookmark 65

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    Dean Winchester has brought Cas back from the Empty. They don't talk about what happened right before the Empty took Cas. They've moved on from it and moved in together, raising Jack as two best friends. Cas has been repressing his feelings for years, and he's just grateful that Dean is still his best friend.

    Dean likes living with Cas and raising Jack. In fact, he likes being a basic suburban dad. One summer, he starts making sense of himself, and realises that there's something important he needs to tell Cas.

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    16 Jun 2021

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    Dean Winchester and Castiel retire from hunting to raise baby Jack. Dean struggles to allow himself the things he truly wants.

    Jack is two, Castiel and Dean are idiots, and Sam's gotta solve everyone's problems.

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    20 Apr 2021

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  8. Public Bookmark 60

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    Cas wonders how parents talk to their children about Santa. His best friend Dean tries not to read too much into it.

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    04 Jan 2021

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    whatbaby
    [checks post history] uh… is this the m30s friend that everyone thought was your boyfriend?

    LiketheGun79
    Yes but that's not relevant

    Dean's on Reddit.

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    11 Dec 2020

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    “You’re just one dude, Cas,” Dean said as they left the third house (it was a decent size but needed a fair amount of repairs). “What do you need with a whole house?”

    Cas assumed that Dean would just dodge the question if he asked why his purchasing a house was so objectionable, so he never asked. Calmly and patiently (and not for the first time) he answered,“I’m in good financial shape, and I can afford to start thinking about the future.”

    “This place is way too big and way too far,” Dean cut in, almost like if he spoke fast enough Cas’s answer wouldn’t count. He fished his keys out of his pocket.

    “Too far from where?”

    Dean scowled at Cas as he walked around to the driver’s seat of the Impala. “From my place, jackass.”

    [Cas is house-hunting, and Dean struggles with the implications.]

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    02 Dec 2020

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    Castiel does not expect the figure model at his drawing class to be so handsome.

    Nor does he expect to sleep with him, know his baby brother, or fall stupidly in love with him.

    Dean does not expect Castiel-the-artist to have nipple rings, volunteer at the library, or become such a huge part of his life.

    But hey, they roll with the punches.

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    11 Jun 2020

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  12. Public Bookmark 53

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    Dean has spent years struggling to get over the abuse his father inflicted on him when he found out he was gay. When Sam comes home from college, and insists on having all of his old friends over, Dean will be forced to see Castiel again for the first time since he got sober. Now all he has to do is try and forget the embarrassing way he acted at John Winchester's funeral as well as the all-consuming crush he has always had on Cas.

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    03 May 2020

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    Dean Winchester never expected to see the gorgeous, intriguing man from his unforgettable one-night-stand again. He's even more shocked and embarrassed when the guy turns out to be the newest Professor at the same College for which he coaches a winning Division 1 football team. Half of his starting players are failing this guy's class, and in exchange for Castiel letting them play, Dean's promised to attend extra tutoring sessions along with them. That means he's going to be working side-by-side with the only man on campus who knows that he's bisexual and has firsthand proof. Not to mention the fact that Dean is definitely still crushing on him, hard. It's a good thing Castiel is a Professor because Dean has a lot to learn, starting with the fact that people can surprise you, if you'll just give them a chance. A coming out story full of fluff and sports and rocks and love.

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    24 Mar 2020

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    Resigned to drinking himself to sleep whilst his roommate, best friend, and secret love goes off on another date, Castiel is shocked by a series of text messages that will forever change the nature of their relationship. Can he and Dean get past their hang-ups to see what's been right in front of them for years?

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    17 Feb 2020

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    05 Jan 2020

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    Castiel is utterly convinced he can't love anyone, but Sam, so when a strange occurrence at a carnival shows him otherwise, he doesn't know what to do.

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    27 Nov 2019

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    Since he has to stay deep in the closet to protect his job as a children’s librarian in conservative Wichita, Kansas, Dean’s main outlet for sexual frustration is writing and reading slash fiction for his favorite show, Devil Boys. When he starts corresponding with AngelofThursday, another male slash writer in his ship, he really is just looking for friendship… but when it seems like more might be on the table, he’s not going to turn it down. If only he didn’t also have a crush on Cas, the hot volunteer at his library branch…

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    31 Aug 2019

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    Unfortunately, the woman takes that as her cue to continue the conversation. “Did you adopt?”

    “No,” Cas responds dryly. “Dean forgot the condom.”

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    Or, four times other people mistook Dean and Cas for a couple and one time Dean did it himself.

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    30 Aug 2019

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    They’d never had hope, but they had dreams. Their letters were full of what if’s, of the things they wished they could say, do, if they were ever to see each other again.

    And maybe now Dean realizes that he did, somehow, have hope.

    But that’s over now.

    Dean’s wedding is in a couple of weeks, and then he’ll take over the estate. And he will never, ever see his love again.

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    26 Jul 2019

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    Long time friends Dean and Castiel are road tripping from Chicago to San Diego for Sam and Eileen’s wedding, and a pitstop in Las Vegas turns into drunken love confessions and a surprise marriage. Turns out the pining has been mutual this whole time, but now they’re finally together and on cloud-fucking-nine. Until they remember that this trip isn’t supposed to be about them.

    To avoid undermining Sam and Eileen’s important weekend, they decide to keep their new relationship status a secret. They’ll keep the heart eyes toned down and their hands to themselves, but the struggle is real.

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    09 Jun 2019

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