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    What's wrong?" Shane laughs but he knows. He feels it too. Ilya looks over at him, "I just got here, yes? Why do I already want you?"

    Shane bites down on his bottom lip and tries to contain his smile. "You do?"

    Ilya gazes down at his lips before glancing back up to meet his eyes, "I do"
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    A Love Island AU

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    08 Mar 2026

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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, the Russian was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    03 Mar 2026

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    The second period was hell. Shane lost the face off again, almost getting knocked over in the process. His thoughts were barely cohesive anymore, his mind disconnected from reality. Shane's body screamed at him, every movement too much, his footing too unstable, his passes too sloppy. Too slow, too inaccurate, too weak. He knew he was letting his team down, he was failing them, he needed to be better, he was an undeserving captain, if he could just pull himself together…

    Fucking pathetic.

    A Boston player pushed him into the boards.

    Shane's knees gave way underneath him and he went down. He felt winded, his lungs struggling to get oxygen into his system.

    Everything felt wrong, wrong, wrong.

    He needed to get up, get moving, score goals and lead his team, but he just couldn't find the strength.

    People shouted, their voices too loud. Hands reached for him, moved him onto his back, and Shane wished they would let him go. They were not right, they were not…

    …Ilya.

     

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    Shane has the worst day of his life, the stress and anxiety causing him to go into heat during a game against Boston. Luckily, Ilya is there to take care of him.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    A look at the year that Ilya still played for Boston, except they explicitly state their dom/sub relationship, and explore that dynamic (and kink) together.

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    When they first started, it was by accident. Ilya followed Shane’s lead; he read his body and responded with his own. Shane liked to be on his knees for Ilya, and Ilya liked to keep him there.

    The first time it went wrong. Shane thought it was his fault. It wasn’t.

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    A/n I keep changing the summery bc I am BAD at summeries and I’m trying to find one I like

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    11 Feb 2026