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Fire thrives in the tight, cramped spaces where no love has ever reached. No place is sacred— Donghyuck is not sacred, and he will burn.
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- Part 1 of hearth
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“Mm,” Jaemin lets out a sound of agreement, bringing the arm around Jeno's waist to rest by his heart. “D'you like it?”
“Of course,” Jeno breathes, molding into Jaemin’s hold.
He feels the imprint of a grin as Jaemin kisses under his ear. “Happy birthday.”
or, Jeno's birthday goes perfectly— at least, until one of the gifts turns him into a dog.
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Mark's lips curl up at that. "When I said forever," he grins, eyes flicking up to Jaemin's, and they sparkle; reflective of the endless expanse of stars overhead, all glowing from the strength of a long held promise, a wish fulfilled. "I meant it."
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Nathaniel Wesninski had been different, even as a little boy, and now Neil Josten, at age nineteen, didn’t feel any more normal.
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Now that Neil is somewhere safe and with people who care about him, he is finally able to process the trauma he has lived through in his life. The problem is that he doesn't know how.
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27 May 2026
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“I’m not stupid,” Neil says. Remnants of a feeling akin to seasickness, of being too known in such a confronting, polarised way is eating away at his stomach. Flickering embers are burning his lungs like thousands of fireflies, and other words he doesn’t know how to write or spell or read.
“You’ll always be stupid,” Andrew tells him easily, not bothering to look at Neil once. “You are not stupid for not knowing this.”
Or Neil never learned to read or write but it’s okay; Andrew will teach him.
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23 May 2026
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an acquired taste the asbestos is lovely by cyanica
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
29 Jan 2024
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“What did you take?” Andrew demands.
Neil wonders if Andrew will taste all that is wrong with Neil when he kisses him. He wonders if Andrew will recognize it. Andrew knows what it is to hurt himself, and this must be familiar. It’s deja vu, Neil thinks, if only a little bit worse, a little more terrible.
Neil shakes his head, groaning into the toilet, “I don’t want to tell you.”
Andrew pulls out his phone, and Neil can already hear it dialling when he says, “You can tell the paramedics.”
Or; “Cigarettes,” Neil says. “I ate your cigarettes.”
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23 May 2026
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it’s alright if you wanna come back to me by cyanica
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
23 May 2026
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“How old are you, kid?” Wymack asks.
Nineteen-year-old Neil takes the hand that Andrew isn’t holding and puts his thumb in this mouth. “I don’t know.”
Or Andrew looks after baby!Neil because sometimes brains go brrr.
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23 May 2026
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"You were thinking about it, right?" Neil asks. When Andrew doesn't seem inclined to help with the conversation, he elaborates, "Tying my wrists."
Andrew tilts his head. A small indicator of admission.
"I'd like that, tonight," Neil says. The buzzing under his skin hasn't gone away. He needs... something.
Neil wants Andrew. Wants this; hands tied, immobile. He’s sure of it. But wires get crossed, and suddenly Neil isn’t quite as alright with it as he thought he’d be.
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- Part 4 of whumptober 2025
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08 May 2026