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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    (POST FIGHT)

    Reki and Langa finally made up, but they never properly understood eachother. Reki's jealousy still lingers, his self-hatred didn't disappear, all these emotions Reki thought would go away after making up with Langa stayed and maybe even got worse. Resulting in Reki using unhealthy coping mechanisms to cope with his feelings.

    Langa is falling in love with Reki, while Reki experiences his messy emotions.

    It doesn't take long before everyone else begins to notice the crack in Reki's facade. Reki is now a hollow shell of what he used to be— happy and bright. Reki just can't seem to do it anymore, will anyone save him? Can he save himself?

    In which: Reki goes through jealousy and depression and uses unhealthy coping methods, the people around him begin to notice and worry about him. They all desperately want to help him, but again, Reki self sabotages. He pushes them away because he doesn't know what to do when they get too close— when they see how vulnerable he is. So now what does he do when they don't leave after he pushes them away?

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    31 Aug 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Reki has a bit of a problem. His family is... okay, but with two baby sisters and a teenage daughter, there isn’t much time left for the oldest son. He loves his mum and is sure of her love as well, but sometimes he just doesn’t feel seen. With his father gone for work—so much so that they don’t talk for months—and his mother having both hands full with responsibilities, he’s expected to just suck it up and push back his own needs.

    That was until Langa came into his life.

    Finally, someone looks at HIM.

    ...Until Langa averts his gaze, and he is left all alone again.

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    16 Aug 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark *

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    While on duty, Pro hero Eraserhead (or better known as Aizawa to his friends and family) Runs into a scrawny teen in an alleyway. Aizawa’s sense of justice forces him to take the boy under his wing, unaware of his true nature as the Port Mafia’s own Demon Prodigy.

    Beta read by Arikaquo!

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    05 Apr 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    What would Chuuya think if he found out? The rational and reasonable decision was obviously to dispose of Dazai—after all he would only drag Chuuya down with him. Such a burden like him didn’t quite deserve nice things such as Chuuya’s care.

    Or, blind!Dazai slowly lets himself spiral into depression until no one can help him

    Or or, I write a depressing blind!zai fic because there aren’t enough of them

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    19 Jul 2025

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    Dazai was an infection Class 1-A planned on keeping.
    Shuji was another child lost in the dark, looking for the light.
    The Demon Prodigy was a sheep in wolf's clothing.

    Japan is utterly and completely fucked.

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    15 Jul 2025

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    read later 4 sure