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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Lewis is carding his fingers through his hair.

    James doesn’t need to open his eyes to know that it’s him and doesn’t need to see that loving, soft expression on his face to know that this is respite. Whether it’s because he is close to death or God has taken mercy on him he does not know and frankly it does not matter.

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    28 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    He wasn’t too frivolous for the seminary – he was too angry and unable to let go of that anger, no matter how many times he was told to. ‘Don't hold on to anger, hold on to God instead.’ James never quite managed, until Lewis takes his hand and, for the first time in a very long while, he remembers what it feels like to have faith.

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    07 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 76

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    When Dean was a boy, his mother told him that the brightest star in the sky would watch over him. At the age of twenty-six, Dean's solo hunt goes wrong. He learns the truth of his mother's words when a fallen star, known as Castiel, crashes to the ground and saves his life.

    Now Dean has to deal with the fact that his fallen star is adorable, attractive, and that he might have a little bit of a crush on him.

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    28 May 2024

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    Dean doesn't have the guts to grab Sam from Stanford. Dean fails to find his missing dad. Dean can, however, hunt the ghost haunting his house.

    Yeah, Dean buys a haunted house. On purpose. After a quick salt and burn of the bitter old ghost of Naomi Novak, Dean can finally have something in his life go right.

    But the ghost isn't what Dean's expecting. The spirit he finds is a polite, broad shouldered, blue eyed man in a trench coat who, instead of throwing Dean through the window in a vengeful rage, asks Dean for help.

    Dean agrees to assist Castiel, the Friendly Ghost, with moving on to the next life. Cas isn't like any ghost Dean had ever met. The usual rules don't apply to him. He's kind to Dean. He loves books. His cold touch brings mortals close to death.

    The more time Dean spends with Cas, the less Dean wants to let him go. Cas is good company. Dean hasn't let himself get close to anyone in years. In a different life, Dean could have fallen in love with him.

    Or maybe he already has.

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    24 May 2024

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    There’s no point in mincing words. Sam is dead, and without him Dean is a drunken shell of who he used to be. When he finally pulls himself out of a growing pile of whiskey bottles, Dean finds it hard to go back to his life. With one flippant comment from a friend, Dean thinks he might finally have a way to make peace with the loss; Sam was an organ donor, and Dean’s going to find the recipients, talk to them, and see how their lives are better because of his little brother. For the first six stops on his road trip, things go mostly according to plan, and then he meets the man who has Sam’s heart. Dean had hoped he might find peace on this trip… he never expected to find love.

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    26 Feb 2024