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    “Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.

    “Hi?” the man says.

    “Hi,” Ilya says—again.

    Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.

    “Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”

    “Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.

    OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.

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    31 May 2026

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    i need 1000 more of this one

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    "I know." Ilya put his hand on the back of Shane's neck, squeezed once, and left it there. "Practice is not until ten. Relax."
    "I'm relaxed."
    "You are never relaxed. But I love you anyway."


    "What's that?" Shane pointed to a small rectangle Nik had drawn off the back of the house.
    "Papa's pool."
    "We don't have a pool."
    "I know. That's why I wrote 'not real.'"


    Shane and Ilya play for the Centaurs and raise twin boys in Ottawa. They built something extraordinary under impossible conditions. Extraordinary is the easy part. Ordinary is where things get missed.

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    12 May 2026

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    cried so hard at ilya retirement i had to remember this is not a real person

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    ILYA
    ➥i am so weak mr hollander
    ➥imagine you could have your way with me
    ➥i could not fight back
    ➥you could jump on me all you want

    SHANE
    ➥😐
    ➥Very funny.

    ILYA
    ➥give me cpr
    ➥to my dick
    ➥to make me healthy again

    SHANE
    ➥Is your fever getting worse?

    ILYA
    ➥no is just you
    ➥making me all hot inside
    ➥burning
    ➥such a good boyfriend to me, bought me soup
    ➥does my laundry

    SHANE
    ➥You are so easily bribed.
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    or: nine months into dating the rich, hot, and protective college student Shane, Ilya gets sick. Shane helps out his boyfriend and his daughter.

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    03 May 2026

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    “Is my favourite thing.” Ilya murmurs.

    The rain has started to slow down a little. Barely any lightning strikes anymore. Soon, the sky will clear.

    “What is?” Shane asks.

    Ilya brings their joined hands up to his face and presses a small, tired smile to the back of Shane’s hand. “You and me.”

    (or: they’re best friends who go on a roadtrip together.)

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    20 Apr 2026

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    coming up roses was written for this fic

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    20 Apr 2026

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    this is so so heartwarming i love hollanov the mostest ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

    the posts being interactive is cool btw