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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    “you know what?” shane starts, half terrified, voice filled with bravado he doesn’t yet feel, “there’s a place nearby that makes the best chicken parmesan. i’ve always wanted to take you.”

    he wants to take the words back as soon as he speaks them, but the smile that blossoms in ilya’s face feels monumental. shane feels his heartbeat quicken, and hopes his face shows a confidence he’s not sure he possesses.

    or: shane tries to be brave. ilya just loves him.

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  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Shane meets the 'coach's son' at Svetlana's birthday party, and he hates the way Sasha looks at Ilya. Ilya was his.

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  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Someone's mom unearths a 1999 Sears catalog from a closet and uploads it to Twitter. The internet discovers that Shane Hollander was an absolutely adorable child model. Chaos (and teasing) ensues.

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  4. Rec *

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    Hayden felt sick as he saw Shane glance between them and his own phone in J.J.’s hand, taking in what was probably his worst nightmare playing out right in front of him. Because Hayden could see it, within seconds, the way his face closed off, went blank, like he knew exactly what was happening because he’d been dreading it for so long.

    But his eyes, fuck, his eyes showed everything even as he went very still. The bone-deep profound terror was all there.

    Hayden wanted everything to stop, he wanted to shove J.J. out of the room, shove himself out of this situation, shove Shane out of harm’s way.

    “Why the fuck is Rozanov sexting you?”

    Hayden wanted to shove the shirt Shane hadn’t had time to put on in J.J.’s fucking mouth.

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  5. Public Bookmark 73

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    If Ilya does not stop checking his goddamn phone, Shane is going to throw it in the Ottawa River.

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    The one where Shane and Ilya's surrogate goes into labor the same day Ottawa plays Montreal for the championship and Shane needs Ilya to calm the hell down.

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  6. Public Bookmark *

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    Everyone around Shane and Ilya thinks that Ilya wears the pants in their relationship because of his impeccable leadership skills and domineering attitude.

    While that may hold some truth, both Shane and Ilya know who really holds that title between the two of them, and it isn’t him.

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  7. Public Bookmark 54

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    Hayden and Ilya team up.

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    Five times that people were wrong about Ilya Rozanov.

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  9. Rec *

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    Shane pats Parker’s shoulder, such a genuine gesture that Ilya wonders where he’s going with this. “Do a favor for me?” He leans in a little closer, physically blocking Parker from seeing Ilya.

    “What?”

    Shane’s smile fades away. His voice is stern, final when he answers. “Get back to your team, and step the fuck away from my husband?”

    He doesn't bother to mince his words. Not tonight, with Ilya being as exhausted as he is, and not with Ilya being uncomfortable. He rarely gets to see him this outwardly protective. He expected Shane to come over, grab his hand and lead him away from the booth with some random excuse. But this—this is Shane losing his patience for all of those manners. His only concern is Ilya.

    —a collection of moments where Shane takes care of Ilya during a depressive episode.

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    “We’ve never met, but I’ve seen you before. Not in pictures, but in his face. In his smile. In his laugh,” Shane continues in Russian, slow and careful with each word as he looks out over the water. “On his good days. On the bad ones, too.”

    Oh, Ilya realizes distantly. His grip slackens on the mug in his hands. This is not for him.
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    [or, shane asks irina for her blessing.]

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    On the other hand, being able to take a photo of Ilya and just keep it still made Shane feel giddy. His camera roll had gone from nearly nothing, just screenshots of schedules and pictures for sponsored posts, to overflowing with pictures of their lives together. He found himself scrolling through them constantly, like he couldn’t believe he got to keep them.

    Shane could never explain why he opened instagram that night, but before he knew it he had started drafting a post.

    (Or: Shane posts his husband on instagram for the first time.)

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    Shane isn’t known for his temper.

    That’s intentional.

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  13. Public Bookmark 82

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    “Yeah, if I’m gonna be getting up close and personal with Montreal, Comeau is like, last choice,” Marlow agreed. “Bottom two on the roster, for sure.”

    Stebbins snorted, adjusting his pads. “And who’s topping it?”

    Marlow paused, thick eyebrows furrowing in thought, like this was a legitimate question he should consider seriously.
    “Hollander,” Marlow declared, with entirely too much confidence.

    “I mean…Hollander’s got a nice ass,” Stebbins offered, as if to support Marlow.

    “And Hollander’s, like, kinda pretty too,” Carmichael chimed in. Seriously? Carmichael? The fuck? “Pretty like a girl.”

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  14. Public Bookmark *

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    “Hollander.” Shane’s head snaps back to his left. Ilya is much closer, pace slightly hurried. “Come here.” His voice sort of mimics the way one would talk to an animal paralyzed in fight-or-flight. Shane is not sure what to make of that.

    He slowly turns his head in the opposite direction, where his vision tunnels on the door for the stairwell. It almost glows like a special item in a video game, like a hint. Without giving himself time to doubt, he bolts.

    “Wha- Hollander, what the fuck!” Ilya shouts in audible disbelief, and Shane distinctly hears matching thuds of frantic footsteps behind him; Ilya is chasing after him. Shane runs faster, positively sprinting at this point. He’s the fastest skater in the NHL right now. He can do this. He flings the door open and bounds down the steps two at a time, hitting the walls with each turn of a corner. If he eats shit on this filthy floor and embarrasses himself in front of Ilya, he thinks, he’ll never let himself see the light of day ever again.

    or alternatively, in which Shane accidentally sends the text, and Ilya chases after him. Like, actually chases after him.

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  15. Public Bookmark 33

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are married. Happily, publicly, and very proudly. After a great game against the Admirals, a misunderstanding and intervention from malicious press sends Shane nearly spiraling. Dealing with negative backlash is nothing new, but malicious behavior is entirely different.

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  16. Rec 69

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    @canadiensfan1410: Has everyone watched the first episodes of that new show, Heated Rivalry? Everyone's obsessed with the sex scenes and stuff, but I just can’t get out of my head how similar this timeline is to the Rozanov-Hollander rivalry from the 2010s.
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    @mariahockey24: Right!!! I was waiting for someone to mention this. They’re Canadian and Russian, drafted #1 and #2, had close battles through their rookie season, the list goes on and on. Also- please. “Elijah Roseman and Ivan Hadonov”? That’s the worst attempt at code names I’ve heard in my whole life. It’s obviously about Shane and Ilya.

     

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    It’s December 2025. Shane and Ilya were never outed by Hayden via fanmail, so the two of them opted to keep their marriage a secret. The public still has no idea about the two of them. Until, a hit show on HBO starts causing people to look back in time and ask some questions.

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    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is a masterpiece of a fic, and the author captured the toxic fandom so well. you should read this, before posting anything on the internet.

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    Shane Hollander was considered one of the calmest guys in the league, the least confrontational. He hardly got into fights. If there was an all-out brawl, he would join in to protect his guys, but he wasn’t an instigator, except for the one time he truly tried to fight Scott Hunter. And it was Scott Hunter for godsake. He gave media trained answers and hardly argued with refs. His social media was clean cut with no controversial posts.

    But that didn’t mean that Shane didn’t get angry. Wouldn’t defend the people he loved. He knew how to chirp back. He played hockey his whole life and knew how to throw a punch. Maybe he wouldn’t try it against an enforcer or anything, but he could hold his own if he wanted. It’s also not like his husband didn’t spend multiple hours after they got outed making sure that Shane could handle all the extra attention they were about to receive on the ice.

    Five times Shane Hollander defended the people he loves, plus one time they defended him.

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  18. Rec *

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    TROY:
    Is there such a thing as a player walk out? Like what if we just refused to play our game on Monday?

    Or: The first few days after Shane and Ilya are outed, as told by group chats and social media

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    Bookmarker's Notes

    delightful!

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    From: [email protected]
    To: [email protected]
    Subject: i broke living room TV

    just kidding! i knew you would not open this if i had made subject 'pick paint color for guest room.' which is what email is about. i found two shades online, but can't decide between Silken Peacock or Manitou Blue?? let me know which one you like more.
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    From: [email protected]
    To: [email protected]
    Subject: Re: i broke living room TV

    Is it too late for me to retract my contract with Ottawa.

    or, snippets of Shane and Ilya's time with the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through emails.

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    “Did you just say wine night with the WAGs is tonight?” Shane asked frantically.
    “I… yes?”  Shane groaned miserably into his hands. Ilya stood and moved towards his obviously very distressed husband in record time. “Was a reminder on my phone. It just popped up. What is wrong?” 
    His husband heaved out a tired sigh then held up his phone. A message from the Centaur group chat was on the screen.
    “Tonight’s guys night at Chouinard’s.” 
    Ilya blinked. Oh, fuck. 

    Ilya and Shane are the first ever hockey players to also both be WAGs. This causes some unintended issues.

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