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He grabs ahold of the belt loops on either side of my hips. “I just-” he shakes me, “I’m tired of people treating me like some wounded animal or-or like some bomb just waiting to go off. You’re the one person who-,” he licks his lips, “you’re my person. Please don’t do that to me.”
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Soul and Maka arrive at their college reunion after five years of radio silence, with still-aching wounds and a once-unbreakable friendship in tatters. After Soul's motorcycle breaks down two thousand miles from home, he and Maka embark on a cross-country road trip from Nevada to the east coast. With only time and each other for company, they have memories to relive, old misunderstandings to unearth, and simmering feelings that they're both still trying to smother. A story about first love, second chances, and figuring out who you want to be, no matter how long it takes.
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26 Jan 2026
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“Um,” he squeaked, internally kicking himself when his voice cracked. “I… My name’s Han Jisung, I’m sixteen, and I…” He swallowed the lump in his throat, his knees pressing closer to his chest as he fumbled over what words were to come out of his mouth next. He didn’t want to say it, because in his heart it wasn’t true, but if he had asked any of his friends; his family, they’d all tell him the same thing.
“I tried to kill myself.”
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after a failed suicide attempt, jisung finds comfort in his peculiar new roommates in the psych ward.
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31 Dec 2025
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“These are my real teeth, silly.” Minho sighs, “My real eyes too, and no make-up was used on my face.”
Jisung feels the cogs in his brain go into over-drive. Surely Minho is playing with him. He pats at Minho’s chest as if to comfort him.
or; What happens when Vlogger Jisung, a pretty boy in a skirt, meets shameless nerd vampire Minho and they are locked into each other's frequency
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01 Dec 2025
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Hyunjin tilts his head slightly, his expression unreadable but his tone clipped, precise. “I was in my room,” he says, “and the whole place was hit with distress pheromones.” His eyes slide toward Felix again, and the weight of that attention feels like gravity, inevitable, impossible to hide from.
Chan’s frown deepens, confusion cutting through the calm. “It wasn’t that strong,” he says. “The scent didn’t leave the kitchen.”
“Then you should probably check your ventilation system,” Hyunjin replies quietly, gaze still fixed on Felix. “Because it did.”
Felix blinks at him, disbelief tripping through his system. Of course, Hyunjin would notice. Of course, he’d be the one to feel it.The Integration Program said, “Learn to cooperate across secondary genders.” Haus 07 heard: “Bond emotionally, break several rules, fall in love, and make absolutely zero responsible decisions.”
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15 Oct 2025
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Amidst growing pains, secondary-gender conflicts, and an ongoing world-tour, all-alpha pack of idols Stray Kids is fighting to keep the peace within their ranks when they have a chance encounter with the perfect solution — their shared soulmate, an omega. You.
Honestly, you’re just trying to survive. The mysterious guys blowing up your phone lately are the least of your concerns.
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19 May 2025