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    It's rather fitting for their crappy goddamn lives, that when a spell of devotion hits Dean in the middle of a hunt, he looks directly at Castiel: his best friend and the angel who confessed his love to Dean before dying.

    No matter how good they've been at ignoring Cas' feelings since his return from The Empty, with Dean now bespelled to love him, sweeping it under the rug isn't going to be possible once they break the curse.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    “You don’t have to turn it off,” said Cas. “Humans get unnecessarily embarrassed about sex.”

    “Yeah well. Blame the bible. Angels have been known to get pretty judgy about it all.” Dean twirled the remote control distractedly. A thought seemed to strike him. He looked at Cas curiously. “Have you ever – I mean after April and all – did you ever … go on a journey of self discovery?” Cas stared at him. “Tamed the snake? Spanked the monkey? Made the beast with one back?”

    Cas looked at him. Dean made a small furtive gesture with his hand. Realization dawned.

    “No, Dean. That’s not something I ever felt the need to do.”

    “Right. Yeah." Dean turned away. "Well, angels are missing out.”

     

    After walking in on Dean's private time, Cas decides to do a little research and experimentation of his own and gets magically trapped in a book about sexual fantasies. And if that means Dean has to go in after him, well what are buddies for, right?

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    20 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    "So what's the deal? No earthly pleasures in monster hell?" It's during a downtime and Dean tells himself he's just thinking aloud. Really, he's bored out of his fucking mind from all this walking and he might as well get some answers while he can.

    "Just because a guy don't have to eat or sleep in Purgatory, don't mean a guy can't." Dean wonders if that applies to other things as well.
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    Or, Dean, Benny, and Cas stuck in Purgatory.

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    20 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 44

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    The word slips out because he’s half asleep and they’re arguing over the last dregs of coffee in the pot.

    “Make your own, honeybun,” Dean mutters into his mug, hand clamped around the plastic handle of the carafe that he holds above his head.

    Cas asks, in a voice like a man who’s discovered a new breed of skittish animal, “Did you just call me a ‘honeybun?’”

    Uh. Roll back the footage and double-check—yeah, he did.

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    19 Aug 2025

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    “I don’t understand.” Shaking his head, Castiel tries to make sense out of Sam’s words, “You defeated Chuck. You got your freedom back. That was what Dean was fighting for the whole time, why would he just throw that away, Sam? What happened?”

    “What happened?!” For the first time, Sam turns his eyes away from the road and his voice rises, suddenly laced with fury, “Man, you fucking died! What else do you think would mess him up so badly?!”

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    Coming back from the Empty after a whole year, Castiel discovers that the Bunker is not the home of the Winchesters anymore. Quickly the hunters who are residing connect him to Sam and Sam doesn't hesitate to bring Castiel to Dean, telling him some very unexpected things during their way. Now all Castiel can hope for is that Dean is able to forgive him.

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    18 Aug 2025