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    “Have you ever been told you’re a carrier?”

    Buck blinks, the words not processing right in his brain.

    He’s not. He knows he’s not.

    “No.” He says eventually. “No, i- i can’t be. I’m not.”

    “Buck-”

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    Or, Buck thinks Eddie made his choice, so when he finds out he's pregnant, he says nothing.

    #KnockBuckUp2025 day 4: Buck conceals his pregnancy from Eddie.

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    05 Sep 2025

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    Up to ch
    7
    Mateo left hospital but had issues and was transferred to Cincinnati. Willow got a bit better enough to also transfer so Buck can go
    Said bye to everyone but did not tell them why. Just that he was going travelling.

    6
    Buck just went over to Eddie’s to reconnect and Eddie got mad. Buck left

    This is the one where Eddie and Buck were sleeping together before Eddie went to El Paso. Bobby is still alive but Eddie never said anything once he was back. Never slept with Buck and just started dating delilia out of no where. Buck just found out he was pregnant when he found out.
    He moved out and then moved again put in a transfer for a desk job due to high risk pregnancy
    He asked Ravi for help when he was considering putting them up for adoption due to costs and he needed a cheap 2 bedroom rental and Ravi gave him a $3-4k one for $1k and he’s a landlord due to a childhood friend that also was goifn through treatment that does at 14 and his parents left Ravi the apartment complex.

    He has not told Eddie about the twins as he said he was happy with the new GF and at the 118 said she didn’t want kids and he didn’t want anymore now Chris was older and he got freedom. So Buck has kept this from everyone

    Didn’t see them for months and had them premie

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    “It doesn't bother you that I'm twice your age?” Tommy was still surprised he'd gotten this far with Evan already.

    “It's not like it's a surprise, it was on your profile.” Evan shrugged. “Besides,” Evan lowered his voice and leaned in a little. “You're supposed to be my sugar daddy right?”

    This kid was gonna be the death of Tommy, he was sure. And if this was how he went? Well, what a way to go.
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    54 year old Tommy Kinard is content with his lavender marriage until he decides he wants some non-romantic, exclusive fun and he's happy to pay for it. 27 year old Evan "Buck" Buckley is happy with his position as a probationary firefighter, but it doesn't quite pay enough to get him out of the frat-house. He figures it's not the meaningless sex he's trying to stay away from if it's exclusive and he's getting paid for it. Sugaring seems to be the perfect solution for both of them. Neither expected to fall in love along the way.

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    11 Jul 2025

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    43
    Buck told Tommy about Daniel.
    42
    Maddie confessed and the dr gave her 24 hrs to come clean.
    41
    Second surgery done. Asked about fam history with blood cancers. Maddie called Tommy’s friend the dr to tell.

     

    38
    Bucks having the second surgery. Maddie didn’t agree

    They got a second opinion about Buck’s leg and Tommy called a surgeon buddy. He’s flying him up to do a second surgery
    Hen knows and Athena and Buck talked.
    Really cute Buck and Tommy. This is all my timers emoji on it and was married to Abby as a lavender marriage. ?? told ?? have finally admitted they love each other and only Maddy Carla and Athena know

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    After the tsunami, Buck moves in with Eddie, determined to help Christopher through the nightmares that follow. Somewhere between midnight talks and quiet mornings, they cross the line from friendship to something else—but Buck learns too late that they’re not on the same page.

    One heated argument about what they are, combined with Buck’s discrimination complaint against the LAFD, shatters the fragile thing they’d built. Now they’re not speaking, and Buck’s left wondering if he’s lost Eddie for good.

    But when life-altering news drops into his lap, Buck is forced to decide—will he reach for Eddie, or let the distance between them become permanent?

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    19 Aug 2025

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    Up to ch
    4
    Bucks bean getting closer to his new friends and colleagues.
    He sent a hey text to Eddie but no response. Bumped into Chris abuela and pepa and Abuela saw his shirt ride up and baby bump
    Mandy texted a sorry and was ringing for days Buck just answered so the end of the chapter to talk.
    3
    Buck found out he’s pregnant went to apologise but the team was not having it. Eddie yelled and he called Eddie a bad partner and wouldn’t let him just keep fing him with no commitment.

    Buck withdrew the complaint and just sent his resignation letter. Was offered a job at the omega rights centre.

     

    2
    Chase Mackay referred Buck to an omega rights lawyer

    Eddie didn’t want to tell anyone about being with Buck. Said it’s be too soon as it was only a year since his wife died.
    Buck is pregnant but he doesn’t even know

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    Evan Buckley spent his entire childhood feeling like "spare parts" while never managing to live up to his older siblings' accomplishments.

    After his eighteenth birthday, he flees his hometown and family, cutting ties, bouncing around until he joins the fire academy at twenty-one. He settles into the 118 a few months after Bobby becomes fire caption.

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    20 Jul 2025

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    Daniel lives
    Where Buck was made to give stem cells. Part of his liver and forced when 16 to give up his kidney even though the liver op nearly killed him as they were not aware that he was allergic to certain pain killers and anxiety meds give him nightmares. He hates hospitals
    Parents called him to be part of a tv show on their lives. He said no and they cut him off. Closed his bank account and phone.
    He was a ranch hand in Montana. Saved ppl from a fire and went straight from that to LA fire academy at 21

    Was homeless for 18months until Tommy noticed and made him stay at his. Tommy moved to air ops

    Mandy and Daniel are back.

    Tsunami happened. Buck and Tommy just got together but have loved each other for years.

    Buck is still not back at work but Tommy called Buck to warn about the tsunami and he made it to the roof with others and the 136. So cap of 136 saw his rescues and said he’d tell the chief.
    Waiting to see what happens with Bobby.
    Dinner happened but in a group setting with Tommy there. Buck still freaked and left but Tommy has convinced him to wait a week and check in and go to other captains if that’s the case
    Buck admitted to Tommy that with all the bills no the disability payments stopped it’ll take him three years to clear all the debt.

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    After a chance meeting at a firefighter bar, Tommy Kinard a guarded and new Firefighter Pilot for the LAFD and Buck a restless academy recruit, fall into something neither of them saw coming.

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    19 Jul 2025

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    Up to ch 7
    They have been hanging out going on dates they are not calling dates
    ch 6

    Buck stood up to a homophobe. Tommy got a little freaked out but they are closer than ever and this line?
    catches.

    “I know how to fall,” Buck smiles. “And I know how to make sure someone else doesn’t. I could be your line,” he whispers. “You’d never hit the ground.”

    Buck was seals but has not Said that out loud to Tommy yet

    This has the scene where they go the the farmers market and Buck speaks Arabic to get sweets and fig jam at a discount by asking about the safe on the rose water ratio.

    Buck stayed all day after with Tommy
    Buck lives in the frat house.
    Still at the academy.

    He went to Trivia with sal and Gina.