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    "Kiss me."

    Buck's hands freeze, the stroking stops. “...I’m sorry?”

    “Kiss me.” Eddie doesn't know where this is coming from, except he does, actually—it's coming from the part of his brain that has been chewing on this problem for two days straight and has finally arrived at a solution. A terrible solution. A solution that makes perfect sense if you don't think about it too hard. "I need to know."

    Or,
    The scientific unravelling of Eddie Diaz.

    a 9x7 coda

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Sahar Ahmad is 24 years old.

    She has a mother, a father who passed away when she was 12 and a family dog that probably should’ve died two years ago.

    She is a probationary firefighter with the 118.

    She gets off on the wrong foot with them a few times.

    She shows up anyway.

    Or: Eddie unknowingly adopts a 24 year old probie

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    09 Jan 2026

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    After months of agonizing about how to tell his team that he was an omega, the truth came out on a regular Tuesday afternoon.

    Chimney was showing them an ultrasound a victim from an accident a few weeks back had sent him, thanking Chim for his help saving his girlfriend and unborn child.

    “They are the size of a peanut right now, just this small.” Buck was explaining to Christopher, fingers an inch apart.

    “Whoa! Was I ever that small, dad?” Chris asked, looking up at Eddie, “Back when I was in your tummy?” He added, placing a hand on Eddie's stomach.

    Eddie could hear the sharp intakes of breath, but he kept his eyes on Chris, placing a hand on top of his son’s and answering “Yeah bud, back when you were living right here.”

    He forced himself to be brave then, taking a deep breath and holding on to his son’s hand, he looked up at the others. Both Chim and Buck looked shocked.

    Buck had his hand raised towards him as if he too, was going to place it on Eddie's stomach.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    Romance is a lot easier to write about than it is to put into practice, and Eddie is the world’s most ridiculous living example of that. He can practically hear the kind of jokes that Shannon would make about it, if he ever told her about the books but - he didn’t. And somehow, probably just because he didn’t start writing until after they weren’t living together anymore, she never found out.

     

    There’s actually only a handful of people in the world who know that Eddie is a writer - and more specifically, that he’s E. Diaz, one of the bestselling romance authors on the market.

    or - the one where everything in canon is the same, except eddie diaz is secretly a bestselling romance author, and nobody knows. Yet.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    ilyarozanovofficial ✓ on Instagram
    [a slideshow post of Ilya and Shane’s time in the Bahamas, complete with scenic sunset pictures, coconuts by the beach, and a shot of Shane from the back showing only his forearm and his hand linked with Ilya’s, leading him forward]
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    1.4m likes, 3,683 comments

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    You look very nice in that swimsuit
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    @S_Hollander24 sorry, i have a boyfriend
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    The only thing the media knows about famous model Ilya Rozanov's secret boyfriend is that he exists. Shane is happy to keep their relationship private, until he isn't.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Something Ilya did not study in English were the forbidden words. Slurs, in English. Why would he? He knew the big ones that he should ‘be careful to not even rhyme with when there’s a camera on him,’ said the Bears’ PR manager, so he didn’t, and that was that.

    Except, now they were saying something about Hollander in the locker room.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    "Buck, we're not having this conversation again. And not here." - Eddie moves his head towards Shane and Ilya.

    "Why not?" - Ilya suddenly says, with bluntness in his voice. They all look at him - "We are, um... Trapped, aren't we? We have to wait for your team. So, talk. Maybe we can help."

    "Ilya, stop. Guys he's just being noisy. Ignore him." - Shane's Canadian politeness tries to intercept his husband's bluntness.

    "No, no, no. You have problems in marriage, right? We can help, we have plenty experience."

    ***
    Or: Buddie and Hollanov crossover semi crack fic. Shane and Ilya are playing a game in LA. One emergency later they are trapped with Buddie under the rubble and Ilya's smart ass clocks their shit immediatelly. Married Hollanov, dumb4dumb Buddie 💕

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    26 Dec 2025

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    “You got hard,” Eddie says simply. “I saw it…” Then, with this purse of his mouth, this raise of his eyebrows. “I felt it.”

    “Jesus.” Buck can’t breathe. He stumbles a few steps back and ends up on a wall, still staring at Eddie, in his bedroom, looking shadowed and sinuous. “That doesn’t… okay, what is going on here, Eddie?”

    “You tell me,” Eddie answers, all husky, and fuck—it roars through Buck, builds in the center of him until he’s on fire.

    This isn’t normal. This isn’t Eddie, and yet, Buck’s throat is dry, and his dick is hard, and all he can think is that he wants it. All he can think is that he doesn’t know how to fight this. Doesn’t know how to say no to it.

    All he can think is that he wants Eddie.

    ~

    Buck's new house is creepy, and Eddie's acting weird.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    "Okay," Eddie says, shaking his head like he's throwing off the laughter. "Touch my ass."

    "What?"

    "The only way for us to face this is to jump in. So, touch my ass."

    Buck untangles his arms from around Eddie. "I think the mood's gone."

    "Oh, c'mon," Eddie whines. "I promise I won't laugh."

    "I don't want to do it anymore."

    That earns him a raised eyebrow. "You don't want to touch my ass?"

    "Eddie—"

    "Just touch my ass."

    "Stop saying ass."

    "Ass, ass, ass, ass, ass—"

    Side effects may include laughter during sex, moody teens, competitive streaks a mile wide, and the ability to (somewhat) effectively communicate.

    or...Finally together, Buck and Eddie navigate their developing relationship. Eddie’s laughter at the thought of sex and Chris’s passive aggressive mixed signals don’t help a spiraling Buck’s mourning of an imagined loss of friendship. Meanwhile, Eddie comes to terms with his identity and it means for him. Featuring too much information shared during wine nights, zoo trips with a gaggle of kids, and an exhausted Ravi.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    “Well, I was up late last night thinking about what you said, and I think that’s what I want to do.”

    “Want to do what?”

    “A gay sex bucket list?”

    “Eddie, I was joking, you’re not serious.”

    “I am and I did some research.”

     

    or;

     

    Buck and Eddie make a gay sex bucket list after Eddie come’s out and wants more experience.

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    12 Oct 2025

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    “Know what we’re making tonight, kiddo?” Buck stands back up, ruffling Chris’ hair, but Eddie doesn’t think he’s been spotted yet. He’s not trying to hide, but he stays in the doorway, lingering on the edges of the moment until he’s taken it all in.

    “Yeah, it’s Thursday,” Chris rolls his eyes, like it’s the most obvious answer in the world, and Eddie tries not to laugh at Buck’s affronted expression. “We’re making spaghetti!”

    Buck is the catalyst for the latest Diaz family tradition. Helpful that he's part of the family, before any of them realize just how much.

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    28 Aug 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 44

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    Eddie Diaz meets a trans man, researches gender identity and trans people, starts having dreams of himself as a woman, and realizes she’s been a woman all along. In that order!

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    28 Aug 2025

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    “Daddy, did you see that?!” Chris would ask excitedly from the couch, pointing at the television where big, hulking men skated around with a grace Eddie would never understand in a million lifetimes. “The other guy was offside but then Buck got the puck and he just scored a goal!”

    "Wow, bud!” Eddie had no idea what offside was but Buck was Chris’s favorite player and goal was universal. “Good for him!”

    “Buck is the coolest,” Chris sighed. “I want to be just like him when I grow up."

    Which, you know, Eddie had thought being a firefighter was pretty cool but apparently it had nothing on a hockey player. Whatever.

    Or Eddie Diaz takes his hockey super fan son to a game and while the crowd falls in love with Chris, Eddie finally notices Chris's favorite player, Evan "Buck" Buckley

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    26 Aug 2025

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    “I told you my partner was coming,” the man says, shifting awkwardly. He turns and gestures towards Buck. “Here he is.”

    Oh shit. It’s happening. It’s happening. The Universal Rom-Com Allocation System has finally found him and deemed him worthy.

    He’s going to be the best Fake Boyfriend this beautiful man has ever seen.

     

    Or, Eddie needs a fake boyfriend. Buck is about to deliver the Oscar-worthy performance of a lifetime.

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    26 Aug 2025

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    “I want—“ Eddie’s not entirely sure what he wants. He feels achy, restless and exhausted at the same time. He needs something, more. More hands, more pressure, more kissing, more Buck. “Please, I—“

    Buck turns him over on his back to search his face, earnest and determined and glowing like he’s in his element. Eddie’s getting drunk on seeing him in this particular element. “What can I do, baby? What do you need?”

    Buck shifts his hips, grinding down slow and sensual and delicious. Reflexively, Eddie spreads his legs to accommodate him, and Buck moans as they get even closer. Close enough, even, for Eddie to feel him. and fuck, shit, that’s it, isn’t it. That’s what he needs.

    “I feel,” Eddie’s cheeks burn, but the word fits as he forces it out, “empty.”

    Buck groans loudly, dropping his forehead to Eddie’s shoulder. “Oh my god. Oh my god, Eddie.”

    OR

    Eddie's first time bottoming

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    25 Aug 2025

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    “Are you serious?” Buck demands, furious that Eddie thinks this is the kind of moment that needs to be captured for posterity’s sake.

    “Just a little keepsake, so you can see how insane you’re being about this.”

    “You’re being a brat,” Buck grumbles. Half of him wants to bend Eddie over his knee and the other half wants to kiss him, and hmmmm… that’s something. He can dissect it later once his phone is safely back in his own grasp.

    or,

    After the breakup and the baking, Eddie helps Buck find a better way to distract himself.
    The brat!Eddie fic.

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    25 Aug 2025

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    “Did you know that kissing is good for you?”

    Buck asks the question out of absolutely nowhere, and Eddie blinks as he tries to process the words. To be fair, it’s barely seven in the morning — on their day off, after Eddie’s night on the couch — and he’s yet to have the coffee that typically kicks his brain into action.

    Also, what?

    “Buck,” he says, rubbing at his eyes. “What?”

    Or: Eddie and Buck start platonically kissing.

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    25 Aug 2025

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    Eddie starts telling people Buck’s his husband to get out of annoying flirting situations on calls.

    Buck starts to like it a little too much.

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    24 Aug 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 40

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    evan buckley owns a labubu. eddie diaz hates labubu's. they get married along the way.

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    24 Aug 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 66

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    Buck decides he needs to move out of Eddie's house. Being the amazing best friend he is, Eddie decides to tag along to apartment showings. He definitely does not purposefully try to sabotage them in order to get Buck to stay.

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    4,185

    20 Aug 2025

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