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    Back in his apartment, post-game haze thick, heat triggered early by a certain alpha, Shane does something he’s never done. He opens the league app, finds the anonymous heat assistance sign-up sheet, and posts.

    Emergency heat. Unbonded omega. One night only. No claiming. No media. Discretion required. Address in DM.

    He hits submit before he can overthink it.

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    Shane posting an urgent sos to what is basically yikyak lmao honey no. 2nd shelf good job

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    "Okay Hollander. What's the sluttiest thing you've ever done?" Bood grinned.

    Time stopped for a moment. Ilya looked up at Shane's face, expecting to see it twist in humiliation or panic. He wouldn't tolerate that. He'd make a joke, and the subject would change to what a slut Ilya had been before he'd met Shane, and-

    But Shane's eyes narrowed. Then the corner of his mouth twitched, suppressing a smile. Ilya recognized that look. He had seen it many times. It was Shane's 'I just made a decision' look. His 'this is embarrassing, but I can take the power back' look.

    "Define slutty."

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    2nd shelf u sly dog

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    "Okay I'll bite" Hayes said, "Hollander, I’ve seen some clingy alternates. I once played with a guy who wanted to hold hands during the anthem. But you? You just tried to body-check a kid into the shadow realm for breathing in the Captain's general zip code."

    "He was crowding the slot," Shane said, his voice a masterpiece of flat, defensive neutral.

    "He was at center ice, Shane!" shouted Young, still vibrating from his near-liquidation. "I was getting water! I wasn't even in the drill!"

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    "What's Hollzy then?" Dykstra asked.

    "I'm sure Ilya will say Shane's a mermaid or something," Harris said.

    "A siren," Wyatt said.

    Bood scoffed, "Hollander is a unicorn. He has to be a special specimen to marry our Captain."

    They laughed again but Ilya rubbed his chin, humming in thought. "кот баюн."

    "I've never heard of that one," Harris said and the others nodded, like-minded.

    "Is Russian. So boring, it makes people sleep."

     

    (Or, five times Ilya tries to convince others about Shane's kitten-like symptoms and one time Shane proves he's more bite than bark.)

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    Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.

    No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.

    When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?


    “I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”

    “A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.

    “It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.

    “And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”

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