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    When past Dazai gets sent to present-day Yokohama, 22!Dazai is reminded of the feelings he still harbors for Chuuya.

    (or, 18!Dazai loves Chuuya, while 22!Dazai is in denial)

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    15 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    The short story on how Ryuunosuke Akutagawa balded and got lung disease due to Osamu Dazai and Chuuya Nakahara themselves. I found a picture on Pinterest, and that inspired this story.

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    05 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    Dazai's birthday gift includes a fantasy coming true.

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    22 Jun 2025

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    When Chuuya manages to begin his seventh year as the Hogwarts champion in the Triwizard Tournament, every other student at school seems thrilled at their prospects of winning the entire tournament.

    That is, every student besides Dazai.

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    18 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    At fourteen, Dazai is the one to find Chuuya after the lab explosion.

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    He watches Chuuya fall asleep, slow and soft, in small bits. He is so beautiful, and he is mine. All mine.

    I am the first person he smiled at.

    I am the first person who said his name.

    I am the first person who has held him like this.

    He is mine. He will always be mine now, after these things.

    Dazai thinks, for a moment, that he might not ever get to feel things, or see the world the way most people do, or find a reason to live. But he can live for this, for him. For this boy. He does not care about birds or parks or trees or people, does not feel all that much when he sees the sunrise or sunset or the stars and the moon. He does not like dogs or children. He does not like the world.

    But he likes Chuuya. He likes the way Chuuya looks when he is looking at all these things.

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    03 Jan 2025