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forgive me if i jump at the rattle of your keys by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 May 2026
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Ilya knew, right from the very moment he met Shane Hollander, that he would never be good enough for him. He’d seemed so…pristine, when they first met. Untouched. And Ilya knew his unclean hands would only dirty him up. He’s always been selfish, though; his father used to tell him that.
So it’s no surprise, really, that Shane has finally gotten tired of it. Of him, always needing more from Shane than he deserves - always begging for more than he has earned.
Ilya would leave himself, too, if he could.
(Or, five time Ilya thought Shane would leave, and one time he knew he wasn’t going anywhere.)
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12 May 2026
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Eddie opens his mouth.
I’ve spent a lot of my life checking boxes—
Buck reaches up and turns his hat around.
Backwards.
It’s nothing. It’s a casual, thoughtless adjustment, the brim swinging to the back, the front panel disappearing. The words disappear with it. And suddenly Buck is looking at him with his whole face open, chin slightly dipped, curls loose without the brim to redirect them, and the hat means something different backwards, it means something about the specific tilt of his jaw and the blue of his eyes, the reddish pink hue of his birthmark and the fact that he is looking at Eddie the way he always looks at Eddie, like Eddie is something he has decided to pay attention to above all other available options.
Eddie’s speech leaves his body entirely.
Fuck it.
He surges forward, cradles Buck’s face with both hands and kisses him.
Or
Eddie tries to confesses his love to Buck, but a backwards hat leads to him getting fucked stupid instead, and love confessions
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11 May 2026
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“You’re safe, I promise.”
“'Cause you’re here?” Buck asks hesitantly.
“You’re safe because you fought like hell to get out of there,” Eddie says with a quiet, half-hearted chuckle. “And also because I’m here and I’ll always fight for you. There’s not a sheriff, or a crazy old couple, or a gun that could have stopped me from getting you home safe.”
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On their first night home after Buck's kidnapping, Eddie gets a text that has him worried, so he and Chris rush to Buck's side and do what they can to get him through his first few weeks home. A Mother's Boy coda turned fix-it fic that explores what would have happened if Buck's cry for help came much sooner.
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11 May 2026
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Eddie huffs. It’s respectable and masculine, probably. “You know I’m not interested in—”
“Yes, Eddie, I know,” Buck drolls. “You’re off the horse. The meat market is closed. Your dick is on Do Not Disturb. I just think the pot shouldn’t be calling the kettle out,” he gestures between them with an emphatic finger, “for bad dates. Not when the pot is, ostensibly, a born-again virgin.”
“I’m not a born-again virgin,” Eddie grumbles. “Don’t start this again.”
“I’m not starting anything,” Buck lies. “I’m watching the movie.” Another lie. Then he flops unceremoniously back down, head strewn across Eddie’s clenched thighs.
Or: Buck’s mouth moves faster than Eddie’s brain.
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09 May 2026
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anthems for a 17 year old by wermbrain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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"He opens his mouth, trying to find the right words. When he does, he nearly chokes on them. They come up quiet, weak, shameful. But they come anyway.
'It’s not fair.'"
or; Luca is young and queer and out, and Shane is jealous. He and Ilya work through those feelings.
Bookmarked by newjirin
08 May 2026