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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    Shane and Ilya have exactly one hour for sex before Ilya has to be on a red eye to Denver. They make the most of the time available.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    t4t hollanov tboys play on the same hockey team in uni - out/early transition shane x stealth ilya

    "This is Ilya Rozanov," Hayden says. "You might have to hospitalise him if you want to play center anytime soon."

    "Noted," Shane says, sipping his drink to avoid that intense gaze.

    "You are Shane Hollander, yes? I have heard of you."

    "Yeah?" Shane feels himself bristle. His acceptance into a men's league last year as a trans man did get some low-level coverage. He stands straighter, ready for some insult about -

    "Mm, yes. My friend took me to see final of your league last year. You scored big hat-trick to win game." He takes a slow sip of his clear drink. "But backhand is a bit weak."

    "Weak backhand?" Shane scoffs.

    "Yes. Is okay, I will teach you. Maybe let you play center once or twice during season."

    "That's not happening." Shane feels anger running under his skin, but relief as well, that the guy was just chirping his hockey skills. "Thanks for your generous offer, though."

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Tbr

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    “Is someone chasing you?” Ilya drawls. 

    He turns, and yeah, this guy doesn’t look like much of a smoker. Ilya’s learned through time and experience that stoners come in all shapes and sizes, but it’s clear that he isn’t one: hair cut neat and short, straight-laced, brows furrowed into a scowl, shoulders all tight—too squared away. He’s probably not much of a drinker, either, if Ilya had to guess. 

    And he’s wearing a fucking suit, for Christ’s sake. 

    So boring, Ilya thinks, strangely delighted. He wants to take him by the collar and scruff up his hair, if only to see what he might do in response. 

    Or, Shane's struggling with anxiety. Hayden thinks his grumpy weed dealer might be able to help. 

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    10 Feb 2026

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    It made Shane's head spin sometimes, thinking about an alternate version of life where he wasn’t in the room with them. That somewhere in the wrinkle of time, it was just Ilya and Svetlana. The way it was meant to be. They might have even gotten married, like Ilya once suggested. He couldn’t help but feel like it was a fluke of the universe, an impossible streak of luck, that made Ilya his.

    As they continued to talk, Shane couldn’t help but wonder if Svetlana ever felt the same.

    Or, Ilya books a birthday cottage trip for Shane with Rose, Hayden, and Jackie. Shane can’t shake the feeling that someone important is missing. Over the course of an eight hour road trip to the cottage, Shane and Svetlana come to understand each other.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Once is a mistake, twice is terrible judgment, three times is enemy action. After four times, it might just be something worse.

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    What if Scott hooked up with Ilya during the summer of 2010 entirely by accident, then kept doing it on purpose.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya,” he gasps. “You’re drunk, hey, ah, wait,” he adds, and he’s trying so hard to do the right thing here, but Ilya’s cock is still sliding against his and he can’t stop himself from moving his hips to chase it.

    “Yes,” Ilya says. His mouth trails down over Shane’s collarbone and his chest, leaving a trail of spit because he’s being so messy. “Waited all night to have you,” he mumbles, looking up to meet Shane’s eyes, and takes his nipple between his lips.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    “You lie to yourself, Hollander. Not to me.”

    “What, because you know me so well?”

    “Yes. I do. Don’t I?”

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    09 Feb 2026

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    He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.

    And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.

     

    // or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    fucking insane puppy play near the end.. shane fucks ilyas face fuckkkkkk

  10. Public Bookmark 30

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    Shane should hate his twin brother, Hudson; he’s arrogant, abrasive and honest-to-god an asshole, but Shane can’t stop thinking about him.

    Especially when they’re alone together at night.

    Or: Hudson and Shane get off together (in a not-so brotherly fashion).

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “Just got the word from the officials, Metros are shutting Miitka down for the night," LeClaire says almost dispassionately. “Third period we’re up against,” LeClaire consults his clipboard, “Shane Hollander. Drafted 2009, current starter for the Laval Maples, posts a .905 save percentage.”

    Ilya stays where he is, rolling the name around in his head once, without much interest.

    Hollander.

    Doesn’t ring a bell.


    Inspired by that one twitter post, what if Shane was a goalie?

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    08 Feb 2026

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    ch 1/1
    want more of this STAT

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    ...I guess I should just say it. I was wondering if you'd—”

    “I think we should stop seeing each other.”

    “—like to come to my cottage this summer.”

    The plate slips from Shane's hand and shatters on the kitchen floor.

    Or: Shane doesn't get injured that night Montreal plays Boston. Ilya follows through on his plan to break things off with him. Well, he tries, at least.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    cried

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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    so gorgeous
    canon + therapy

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    “Don’t pretend I haven’t seen you make fuck me eyes at Connor over there.”

    Hudson sucks in a sharp breath. “I do not make… fuck me eyes, or whatever.”

    “Oh, sorry,” Sophie says, feigning remorse. “I should’ve said, please stop making those let me fuck you eyes at our poor boy Con–”

    “–I am not making any eyes whatsoever at him!"

    Or 5 times Hudson (barely) holds himself back, and the 1 time he doesn’t.

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    07 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 13

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    Now it’s almost difficult to convince himself this isn’t another melatonin-heavy nightmare—Connor’s suitcase in the corner, Connor’s tongue sliding into his mouth, Connor temporary. Connor here only for a moment.

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    07 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 6

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    The drive from Hamilton to Muskoka is only three hours.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Shane is hiding an injury. Ilya notices.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    i am foaming at the mouth mcshrug just GETS their dynamic. perfect soft and sexy limbo

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    “Ilya,” she says, heart thundering. “If… if I asked you if you loved me, would you be honest?” 

    Beside her, Ilya freezes. Shane waits, holding onto the air of self-possession she's projecting with fraught, shaking hands. 

    But then, softly, Ilya says, “I would not lie. So do not ask me, Shane.” 

    Or: Shane brings Ilya to the cottage.

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    05 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 56

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    “You shouldn’t have provoked him.”

    “I can handle myself in a fight, Hollander,” Ilya bites back.

    Then Hollander breaks, showing Ilya something other than the veneer of cool professionalism that, until now, Hollander has worn like armor.

    “I don’t want to watch you get hurt!” he says, voice cracking with anger. “Do you not get that?”
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    Breakout pop star Ilya Rozanov is all that anyone can talk about. His music is phenomenal, he’s devilishly handsome, and he’s great with the ladies. Which means he frequently gets himself into trouble, until the stone-faced, no-nonsense Shane Hollander starts working as Ilya’s babysitter bodyguard.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Ch 2/4
    well holy fuck

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    paramedics!hollanov verse. (it’s mostly porn)

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    05 Feb 2026

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