18 Bookmarks by phanatom_103
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“I’m Isak's best friend,” said Even, almost glaring at Jakob.
“Well, like best bud. Like we’ve known each other our whole lives,” Isak added nervously.
But then Even downed his sixth or seventh drink and leaned across the table.
“We might have known each other our whole lives, but I’d fuck you if you asked.”Or Isak and Even are childhood friends who enjoy ruining each other's chances with exactly everyone else, rewatching the same movies, taking care of each other, and pretending they're not in love.
Aka yet another ChildhoodFriends!AU that literally nobody asked for.
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- Part 13 of In Every Universe
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- 185,510
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- 13/15
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Bookmarked by phanatom_103
14 Jun 2025
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At the age of eighteen the first words your soul mate will ever say to you appear etched into your skin, they stay there forever and it means everyone always knows who their soul mate is the second they exchange their first spoken words. Everyone except Enjolras. When he turned eighteen there was nothing, not a word, not even a letter. But it’s been four years, he’s adjusted, he’s accepted the fact that he doesn’t have a soul mate, won’t ever meet the love of his life, and he is fine with that. Until he meets Grantaire. Inspired by a tumblr post.
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- 13/13
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Bookmarked by phanatom_103
04 Jun 2025
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Everything about Enjolras rings with sincerity, even when he is lying. Keeping this up is going to wreck him.
A time loop fic about losing control, hurting the people you love, and how to understand and forgive each other. In which Enjolras asks Grantaire to pretend to date him in order to make Combeferre fall in love with him.
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03 Jun 2025
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It was hard. Too hard. Grantaire couldn't do it. He crashed and he burned, and then saw, in his peripheral, as Enjolras watched it. He enjoyed it, Grantaire knew. He saw it in his eyes.
Maybe it was because he was smug, because it flattered him to have that much of an effect on someone. Maybe it was because he knew, just like he'd said, how easy Grantaire was for him. How he didn’t even have to try. Didn't have to try to pull him in, didn't have to try to break his heart.
Maybe he loved seeing Grantaire desperate and messy and empty, for the same reason Grantaire was desperate and messy and empty. Because that meant it was real.
Maybe that's wishful thinking.
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Fuck it, exes to lovers AU.
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28 May 2025
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Sometimes Grantaire doesn’t eat. Sometimes he eats more than he should and makes himself throw up. But he’s pretty sure it’s not a problem. He’s still going to work and dance, still going out drinking with his friends, still in love with a man he’ll never be good enough for. Until he is, and everything with Enjolras is happening so fast and so wonderfully it doesn’t even seem real… and then maybe he realizes he can’t keep doing this forever, and he can’t stop doing it alone.
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- Part 1 of Pylades Fasting
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- English
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- 29,226
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by phanatom_103
19 May 2025
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A sequel to my fic "Pylades Fasting".
Grantaire thought he was getting better. Apparently, he was wrong.
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- Part 2 of Pylades Fasting
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15 May 2025
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Blackness was starting to swirl in the corners of his vision and Enjolras tried to fight past it, stay conscious, but all he could think about was how hot and thirsty he was.
He had to sit down before he fell and he meant to only take a moment, but when he sat, all the adrenaline that had been fueling him drained from his body. He just needed to lie down and catch his breath. Putting his head down made the dark swirls at the edge of his vision start encroaching the rest of it, and the last thing he remembered before losing consciousness was a blurry figure getting closer to him.
“Holy fuck,” the figure said, and then it was all black.
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13 May 2025
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Azriel’s been in a bit of a rut lately—not that anyone can blame him. Getting rejected by your very straight best friend is bad enough, but when that friend is Cassian, the walking wet dream who hugs too long and says I love you with a “no homo” slapped on the end?
Yeah. Brutal.
The heartbreak’s starting to bleed into his mood, his streams, his everything—until Eris Vanserra, redheaded menace and certified problem, offers him a solution: fuck someone on camera. Just once. Shake off the funk. Make a show of it.
Azriel agrees. Maybe if Cassian sees what he’s missing, he’ll finally get it. Maybe it’ll hurt a little. Good.
But once Eris has him—writhing, begging, pushed face-down and shaking from overstimulation—Azriel forgets all about Cassian.
Or: a self-indulgent Camboy!Azriel Au bcs I'm a slut
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19 Apr 2025
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Azriel’s life is utter dogshit these days.
While his friends and family are all blissfully paired off, living their dream lives, Azriel spends his nights in strangers' beds, numbing himself with whatever he can snort, drink, or smoke. He’s drowning in feelings he refuses to confront, and Rhys only makes it worse by stacking an endless mountain of work on his plate.
And now, to top it all off, he’s stuck working with that sharp-tongued ginger to take down Beron. Just his luck.
Healing is brutal. It strips you bare, drags you through the dark, and sometimes it feels like the darkness might swallow you whole before you ever see the light.
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19 Apr 2025
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right now you're mine (all mine) by saintmouthed
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types
16 Aug 2024
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The theme turns out to be something along the lines of “School Daze” and Grantaire once again finds himself wondering what the hell he’s going to wear. Actually, he has an idea, but…no. No, he couldn’t. Unless…?
Maybe he just needs a little bit of help, first.
He pulls up Jehan’s profile on his phone and messages him: I need some fashion advice. R.
Jehan messages him back within ten minutes, without even a signature: Oh, you have absolutely come to the right place.or, an alternate version of chapter four of "desperate times call for desperate pleasures," in which Grantaire goes to Threshold in a skirt to meet Ange, the stranger he's beginning to fall in love with, who definitely isn't Enjolras.
(this fic can probably be read on its own, though you can read dtcfdp for further context if you wish!)
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- Part 2 of dtcfdp 'verse
- Part 1 of R in a skirt saga
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06 Apr 2025
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desperate times call for desperate pleasures by saintmouthed
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types
06 Jun 2023
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This is not exactly what Grantaire had expected. Then again, he isn’t sure what, exactly, he expected. A huge dark room with torches on the walls and a bunch of scary-looking dudes covered in leather? The sound of someone, somewhere, screaming? A torture rack? Well. It isn’t exactly bright and there is actually a rack in the back corner, but he’s been told that it isn’t currently functioning, and no one actually used it that way anyway. And there’s no screaming. So that’s nice.
Grantaire and Enjolras unwittingly meet for the first time in a fetish club. It's just as farcical as it sounds.
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- Part 1 of dtcfdp 'verse
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- 10/10
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04 Apr 2025
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Down Bad and Nasty by greenvelvet_couture for Strangeredlantern
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
15 Sep 2025
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After Azriel gets a tattoo from Eris, a series of subsequent (sexy) encounters sees them end up together. Now they're a few months into dating, having the time of their lives, enjoying one another immensely.
Overall just a fun, smutty story about them exploring themselves and their relationship.
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- Part 2 of Unpunishable
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02 Apr 2025
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Enjolras is beautiful and cruel, and Grantaire wants him more than anything in this world. So of course, he's cruel right back.
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17 Mar 2025
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“Men like you, always treating us like we are here to give you everything you want when you ask. Jump when you say jump, bark when you tell us to bark—”
Lucas pulls on the tie that is loosened around Eliott’s neck and wraps the silken fabric around his fingers. He straddles the taller brunette, hovering over his thick thighs, refusing to sit down because from this position he gets to look down at the other. The view is nice. Lucas smiles, leaning close enough to feel Eliott’s breath on his lips, close enough to count the individual lashes that frame stormy eyes.
He can see the way his pupils dilate, the way those eyes grow hooded with want.
“—how ‘bout we try that one again.” Lucas demands, voice growing soft.
—or—
Lucas owns an old shop that sells the finest hand tailored suits. Suits that cost hundreds and thousands of dollars. Priceless. One day Eliott, a mafia boss, stumbles across this shop and meets Lucas. Their lives become irrevocably entangled. This might or might not be a good thing. Blood is spilled and lives are destroyed but in the end, they have each other after the carnage settles. Right?
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26 Feb 2025
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Beautiful & Good by Riotstar
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types, Les Misérables - Victor Hugo
15 Jun 2024
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Men like Enjolras belonged in books: those of ancient history, once the uglier facets of reality had been dulled by a forgiving editorial hand, or in poetry; in myths and legends that were by design exemplary, idealised projections, their heroes far too perfect to be wrought of anything but paper and ink.
If Cupid had struck Grantaire with an arrow of gold, he had surely struck Enjolras with an arrow of lead.
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Grantaire invites Enjolras into his studio, beginning a slow but profound shift in their relationship.
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05 Feb 2025
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Riding the Flames, Chasing the Heat by Jolene_xx
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
12 Aug 2025
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Eris Vanserra has no idea what in the seven burning pits of hell prompted him to spend his Saturday night at a dingy, run down gay bar, but here he was, already regretting all of his life choices.
That is until he meets a dangerously handsome, dark haired biker, who makes him want to leave all of his values and carefully constructed principles by the side of the road.Bookmarked by phanatom_103
28 Dec 2024
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Cries of the Lost and the Crown by thanksdraco
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
25 Sep 2024
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Azriel has been on a spiral downwards ever since the female he loved died centuries ago. Rhysand and the others have given him so much time to heal on his own. He spent centuries drinking and getting high and starting bar fights until Rhysand had enough and sentenced him to stay in the House of Wind under strict orders until he deems him fit enough to leave. Rhysand only authorized Azriel to leave the House of Wind to attend meetings with Eris, at first.
Eris is often fighting a long battle of producing an heir. Tick Tock, his father has him on a clock. Only fucking females that his father deemed worthy whether he wanted to or not, if not just to avoid a beating. Mother only knows how many more scars can fit on the already mottled and destroyed expanse of his back. Meeting with Azriel once a week seemed to become his only escape.
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20 Aug 2024
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In The Red Light by greenvelvet_couture for Strangeredlantern
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
08 Aug 2024
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Tattoo Shop AU Azris.
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- Part 1 of Unpunishable
Bookmarked by phanatom_103
29 Jul 2024