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    “Tell me about this man in Mexico.”

    “There’s not much to tell. He was big. He looked like he was, y’know, what I was looking for.”

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    Shane meets Hudson.

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  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    "What's it... Holl... Shane... Moya lyubov... It's Buddy. The basketball dog. The stray dog that plays basketball. It's the best movie ever." - Ilya's cheeks are blushed like he can't believe Shane never watched the movie before.

    "A dog that plays basketball. How is that even possible?" - Shane asks confused eyes darting from the tv back to Ilya, genuinely asking.

    Ilya sighs.

    "Oh my god, stop talking right now and watch before I break up with you."

    "Over a dog? Ilya." - Shane giggles, the corners of his eyes doing that little scrunch whenever he laughs. Ilya can't help but smile back.

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    Or: Shane has the flu, Ilya goes to Montreal after his game in Ottawa to take care of his boy ❤️ quick one shot, fluffy domestic Hollanov.

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    Shane and Ilya already know each other’s bodies, habits, and scars. Yet, there are still things to be discovered in marriage. Music becomes the place where Shane still hides, and where Ilya realizes there are rooms in his husband's mind he hasn’t unlocked, not because Shane kept them secret, but because no one ever asked to listen.

    or; Shane Hollander's music choices and Ilya's discovery of Shane's autism and their shared experiences post-cannon.

    Here is the Spotify Playlist for anyone interested!
    https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2t9O9XqtauF0q0XeB0yVoC?si=xfXmI9OnTXyuoQDRhJDD9A&pi=obZKC4olTduKH

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    23 Jan 2026

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    i don’t think a fic has ever, in ALL my ao3 veteran years, EVER resonated this hard in my bones and my heart. as an ex-athlete who’s autistic and had only been diagnosed when i was 20, and was closeted the entire time i was out on the court, the show(of course) but more importantly this specific fic healed something so, so profound in me it makes my chest physically hurt. i have never felt so god damn seen, heard, spoken to, etc. in my life. i genuinely cannot thank the author enough for every single chapter, every single line, every thought and all the time they took to do research. good fucking god. oh my fucking god. this will be in my head for months to come. user snakeswithsocks on ao3 idk if you see bookmark notes but god do i owe you my life

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    “Oh god… every time… every practice and I… I thought it was just you!”
    “I am very lost right now,” Ilya said, arms outstretched towards his pacing husband.
    “When you kiss me, sometimes, I get this… this feeling!”
    “I make you horny? We knew that,” Ilya laughed.
    “No! Shut up! It’s like my entire body relaxes… because I’m finally getting what I’ve been craving, oh god I am so stupid.”

    Or: Shane likes kissing his husband. Loves it even. Especially after a long day at work, hidden in a corner, lips and hands taking away all the stress he's always carrying. Until one fateful day when he understand exactly why.

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    23 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    There’s a noise coming from out in the living area and Shane leaves the bedroom to follow it, stretching and popping his back as he goes. Sunlight shines through the walls of glass, warm and bright and turning Ilya’s hair gold where he stands in the kitchen. His head bobs along to the music playing tinny from his phone, curls bouncing, and the smell of cooking meat drifts through the air. 

    Feet quiet against the cool floor, Shane makes his way to the breakfast bar. Ilya doesn’t look up from his task, humming along with the music while he pokes at the ground meat sizzling away in a frying pan. There’s something tangling in Shane’s stomach as he watches, some bottomless well of greed yawning wide at the sight of his boyfriend, standing in his kitchen like he belongs there.

    “You’re up early,” Shane says, draping himself along the line of Ilya’s back and hooking his chin over his shoulder.

    To his credit, Ilya doesn’t jump, just gives a pleased hum and leans back against Shane’s chest. “Morning.”

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