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    Bile coated his tongue.

    For some reason—a reason very well known to him, though he pretended otherwise—it reminded Ilya of home. It was never a good thing to be reminded of that.

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    Ilya is sick. He learns what it's like to have a family that takes care of him.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    "You should grow this longer," Rozanov once said, running his fingers through Shane's practical cut, the same one he had since he was fifteen. Rozanov's blond curls had fallen in his eyes. Behind them, his blue eyes glittered like he was looking at the sun. "You would be so lovely."

    It felt like being lit on fire.

    Or; Shane is Rozanov's girl.

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    28 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this entire fic changed my life holy fuck . i cant wait to reread this 100 more times just in the next few days

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    “What do you want me to say, exactly?” Shane asked, his voice very different from the one they’d usually get for interviews. Less polite and less guarded. “Do you want me to stand here and tell you details of my sex life?”

    Someone chuckled awkwardly and when no one said anything, Shane threw his arms out to the side just as Harris made his way towards the disaster.

    Shane looked the reporter straight in the eyes. “Sure! My sex life is fantastic. My husband is hot. Ten out of ten. Any more questions?”

    Or the one time Shane Hollander was the problem

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Ilya clocks it very quickly when Shane comes home from an additional practice, carrying himself awkwardly and holding his weight off of his right ankle. He watches without a word as Shane attempts to walk properly, fighting the wince in his face. He wants to ask if Shane thinks he’s that good of an actor, or if Ilya is that stupid he can’t pick up on a hidden injury.

    Or, Shane hides an injury. Ilya isn’t impressed.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Shane has a meet-cute in the produce aisle. Ilya briefly contemplates murder via shopping cart.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    “Tell me about this man in Mexico.”

    “There’s not much to tell. He was big. He looked like he was, y’know, what I was looking for.”

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    Shane meets Hudson.

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    24 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 40

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    "What's it... Holl... Shane... Moya lyubov... It's Buddy. The basketball dog. The stray dog that plays basketball. It's the best movie ever." - Ilya's cheeks are blushed like he can't believe Shane never watched the movie before.

    "A dog that plays basketball. How is that even possible?" - Shane asks confused eyes darting from the tv back to Ilya, genuinely asking.

    Ilya sighs.

    "Oh my god, stop talking right now and watch before I break up with you."

    "Over a dog? Ilya." - Shane giggles, the corners of his eyes doing that little scrunch whenever he laughs. Ilya can't help but smile back.

    ***
    Or: Shane has the flu, Ilya goes to Montreal after his game in Ottawa to take care of his boy ❤️ quick one shot, fluffy domestic Hollanov.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya already know each other’s bodies, habits, and scars. Yet, there are still things to be discovered in marriage. Music becomes the place where Shane still hides, and where Ilya realizes there are rooms in his husband's mind he hasn’t unlocked, not because Shane kept them secret, but because no one ever asked to listen.

    or; Shane Hollander's music choices and Ilya's discovery of Shane's autism and their shared experiences post-cannon.

    Here is the Spotify Playlist for anyone interested!
    https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2t9O9XqtauF0q0XeB0yVoC?si=xfXmI9OnTXyuoQDRhJDD9A&pi=obZKC4olTduKH

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    23 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i don’t think a fic has ever, in ALL my ao3 veteran years, EVER resonated this hard in my bones and my heart. as an ex-athlete who’s autistic and had only been diagnosed when i was 20, and was closeted the entire time i was out on the court, the show(of course) but more importantly this specific fic healed something so, so profound in me it makes my chest physically hurt. i have never felt so god damn seen, heard, spoken to, etc. in my life. i genuinely cannot thank the author enough for every single chapter, every single line, every thought and all the time they took to do research. good fucking god. oh my fucking god. this will be in my head for months to come. user snakeswithsocks on ao3 idk if you see bookmark notes but god do i owe you my life

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    “Oh god… every time… every practice and I… I thought it was just you!”
    “I am very lost right now,” Ilya said, arms outstretched towards his pacing husband.
    “When you kiss me, sometimes, I get this… this feeling!”
    “I make you horny? We knew that,” Ilya laughed.
    “No! Shut up! It’s like my entire body relaxes… because I’m finally getting what I’ve been craving, oh god I am so stupid.”

    Or: Shane likes kissing his husband. Loves it even. Especially after a long day at work, hidden in a corner, lips and hands taking away all the stress he's always carrying. Until one fateful day when he understand exactly why.

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    23 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 19

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    There’s a noise coming from out in the living area and Shane leaves the bedroom to follow it, stretching and popping his back as he goes. Sunlight shines through the walls of glass, warm and bright and turning Ilya’s hair gold where he stands in the kitchen. His head bobs along to the music playing tinny from his phone, curls bouncing, and the smell of cooking meat drifts through the air. 

    Feet quiet against the cool floor, Shane makes his way to the breakfast bar. Ilya doesn’t look up from his task, humming along with the music while he pokes at the ground meat sizzling away in a frying pan. There’s something tangling in Shane’s stomach as he watches, some bottomless well of greed yawning wide at the sight of his boyfriend, standing in his kitchen like he belongs there.

    “You’re up early,” Shane says, draping himself along the line of Ilya’s back and hooking his chin over his shoulder.

    To his credit, Ilya doesn’t jump, just gives a pleased hum and leans back against Shane’s chest. “Morning.”

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    23 Jan 2026

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    An unexpected snowstorm forces Shane and Ilya to spend the night at Shane’s parents’ house.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    five times their friends realize shane might be the scary one, after all -- and one time ilya reminds the world he's only soft for shane.

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    their friends – and hayden fucking pike, who, for some reason, remains shane’s best friend – are slowly realizing they can be more complex than Hollander and Rozanov. they can be Shane and Ilya, too.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Shane’s whining beneath him, head thrown back, exposing the long column of his neck and rutting up against Ilya. Ilya licks up his throat, nibbling at Shane’s jaw, before his lips brush the shell of Shane’s ear.

    “Tell me what you want.”

    The reply is instant.

    “You.”

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    or: after his drunken confession, shane keeps avoiding ilya. at a student party ilya finally gets the chance to speak to him.
    part 2 to Close to Me

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    22 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 60

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    When gym newbie Ilya wins ten training sessions with former hockey star Shane Hollander, he doesn’t expect his new coach to be the same infuriatingly attractive stranger who’s been critiquing his form for weeks. Now, forced together in the gym, their rivalry is about to get very personal and very sweaty.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    “You are Scott Hunter’s boy, yes?” Hockey Guy asked, and fuck, he was Russian. Not that Kip had anything against Russians, of course, but the chances were that any given Russian in the NHL was not going to be all that friendly to gay people. The only Russian NHL player Kip was at all familiar with was that Rozanov guy from Boston, and based on the “fighter, womanizer, party boy” stories he’d heard about the guy, he was really hoping that he was not the man standing next to him.

    “Yeah. That’s me.” Kip confirmed, standing straighter and flashing a tight smile.

    Hockey Guy grinned and offered his hand. “Ilya Rozanov. Nice to meet you.”

    God fucking damn it.

    Or: During the MLH award ceremony, Kip finds himself having a very interesting conversation with Ilya Rozanov.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander tripped. His teammates think he didn't.

    Shane has had enough.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    “He was fucking all over you,” Shane growls, fire raging at a very specific point in his chest now.

    Ilya’s amused smile is fucking diesel.

    “You jealous, Hollander?”

    Shane scoffs, which isn’t much of a helpful response. So instead, he catches Ilya by surprise and shoves him against the wall, choosing his words carefully.

    “I’m not jealous, because I know exactly who you belong to. But do you?”

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “You don’t look like the type to be scared of a needle,” Euijoo muses.

    Nicholas swallows. Nods. He hops onto the chair, scooting back so he’s not slouching. “It’s not the needle, necessarily. It's the… puncturing?” He squeezes one eye shut after the word leaves his mouth. His charm output is clearly lacking tonight.

    Euijoo hums, dropping into a stool. He rolls over to get his tools set up, looking up through his lashes at Nicholas. “The penetration,” he says seriously.

    (OR: Euijoo is Nicholas's dream man. Euijoo pierces Nicholas's bellybutton. The rest follows.)

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is Hollywood's sweetheart, an up and coming actor with all the fame and fortune that comes with it.

    After six months off, Ilya's just looking for a security gig where he won't get shot at for once.

    They're both in over their heads.

    *The Bodyguard AU*

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    14 Jan 2026

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