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  1. Rec *

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    White horses, dirty cowboy boots, unpaved roads, and an old truck without AC all tell the story of Hao’s first love. He’s seventeen, the summer is hot, and only the moon bears witness to the sweetness of Hanbin’s smile when he looks at him.

    It takes only one summer for Zhang Hao to start singing along to songs he swore he would never learn the words to.

    It takes eight more for him to realize that it wasn’t the songs themselves that made him want to sing, it was the person who kept putting them on. However, that person has long since stopped listening to music, and now all Hao can do is play them over and over in hopes that one day he’ll want to sing with him again.

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    10 Oct 2025

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    What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.

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    01 Oct 2025

  3. Rec *

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    “Have we ever kissed before?”

    Hanbin froze.

    His entire body stilled, and he blinked down at Hao with wide eyes. His heart skipped—no, slammed—a beat.

    “What?” he whispered, barely able to get the word out.

    Hao blinked slowly, still watching him. “I couldn’t bring him home tonight,” he muttered. “He smelled like you.”

    Hao had a pretty good life with his roommates, Hanbin and Gyuvin. Sure, he was dealing with his own dramatic mess, but maybe the real turning point was when someone dropped the bomb—Hanbin, his roommate and best friend of seven years, had actually been in love with him this whole time!

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    29 Sep 2025

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    In which Hanbin is a bright-eyed wanderer and Hao vowed long ago never to fall in love. Enter Gyuvin with a dead man in his car.

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    30 Aug 2025

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    “I will take you up on your challenge, Your Royal Highness,” Hanbin says confidently. “It was a lapse in judgment. I was careless and foolish. I will not repeat the same mistake, I assure you. I will do whatever it takes to have your hand in marriage.”

    And those are the words Zhang Hao wanted to hear. He doesn’t think he’s smiled this widely his entire time here.

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    31 Aug 2025

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