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The Water Hears And Understands by raspberry_mouse
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
01 Aug 2021
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On the ship to the Ice Court, Matthias is stuck passing on a message to Nina. He finally learns the full story of how he landed in and stayed in Hellgate for so long.
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Communication is slightly more effective at fixing interpersonal problems than staying on opposite sides of a ship is. Just maybe.
Nina's explanation is slightly canon-divergent but not a whole lot.
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Eddie’s massage therapist is Briana.
He confirmed this six times: twice on the website, once during a phone call he made from his truck in the grocery store parking lot like it was a covert operation, three more times in the confirmation email.
"Eddie?"
He looks up.
That is not Briana.
The guy standing in the hallway entrance is tall and built like someone whose job description wildly undersold the physical reality. There's a birthmark above his eye that shouldn't work but does, way too much, and his scrubs fit him well. They — okay. They fit him obscenely well, actually.
His arms. God, his arms. They're just arms. Everyone has arms.
Eddie is suddenly, involuntarily, thinking about what it would feel like to have those arms braced on either side of him. Or around him. Or holding him down.
Which is not a thought he's ever had about a man's arms before. He's pretty sure. He's almost sure. He's going to move on from this.
He is going to stop looking at the arms.
Any second now.
Or,
It's just a massage. Eddie can survive that. Right?- Language:
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Bookmarked by raspberry_mouse
21 Mar 2026
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SO FUCKING INSANE AND GOOD
massage therapy with eddie’s lunatic tension. relatable in a frightening, eldritch way
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"Eddie?" Shannon picks up on the fourth ring. "Everything okay?"
"I kissed a man," he says.
The silence on the other end stretches for nine thousand years. Eddie can hear Shannon breathing. He can hear his own heartbeat slamming against his ribs. He stares at the apartment building through his windshield, at the lit window on the fourth floor that might belong to E. Buckley, and waits for his ex-wife to say literally anything at all.
"You what?"
"I kissed a man, Shannon. Just now. I was delivering food and he opened the door and I just— I kissed him. On the mouth. And I don't know why."
Another silence. Then a sound Eddie recognizes with dawning horror as Shannon trying very, very hard to suppress a laugh.
"Shannon."
"I'm processing."
"You're laughing."
"I'm processing." She fails spectacularly. "I'm sorry, I just— you kissed a man? Edmundo Diaz? The same Edmundo Diaz who wouldn't watch Brokeback Mountain with me because it made him 'uncomfortable'?"
"It did make me uncomfortable!"
"Yeah, Eddie, I'm starting to understand why."
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Being kissed by your Uber Eats delivery driver? Worse things have happened.Bookmarked by raspberry_mouse
21 Mar 2026
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so FUCKING hot and gorgeous and silly. shannon is perfect, and buck and eddie are gloriously insane
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“Yeah, like…” Eddie shakes his head, still watching him. “Like you’re gonna slip away from me? And I don’t want you to, Buck. I can’t— I can’t.”
“Hey,” Buck says, softening. “I’m— I’m right here, Eddie.”
“I know,” Eddie insists, halfway to tears all over again. “That’s why I—”
eddie diaz wakes up scared; has a panic attack; and confesses his love for his best friend, in that order.
Bookmarked by raspberry_mouse
19 Mar 2026
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absolutely so fucking stunning that it's truly unbelievable. impeccably captures the feeling of a first-thing-after-awaking panic attack, and leads you there Beautifully.
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5 times that buck and eddie were almost caught together, and 1 time they were
- or, buck and eddie in a secret relationship during the events of 9a
Bookmarked by raspberry_mouse
19 Mar 2026
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this is so fucking joyful i don't know what to do with myself
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“Dad,” he whispers again.
“I got you, sweetheart,” Eddie assures him. “You’re okay. It’s okay.”
It’s a gift and an honor and a responsibility all in one blonde-haired, blue-eyed package that Eddie takes as the only holy thing he’s ever known. There is divinity, and it lives in Christopher Diaz, in the marrow of his bones and the perfect crooked way he smiles and the feeling of holding him close just one more time.
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19 Mar 2026
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absolutely gorgeous parenting short fic. eddie wakes chris up from a nightmare, and the author has their finger directly on eddie diaz's pulse