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  1. Summary

    Fics taking place in a Final Fantasy X AU universe for the characters of the Magnus Archives, featuring Martin as a fish out of temporal water and Jon as a summoner trying to gain the power to defeat Sin.

    Features extra/meta works and side stories as well as the main slow burn monstrosity!

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    Tales of the Quicksilver Sky-Captain and her crew as they voyage across the High Wilderness facing all the horrors that entails: incomprehensible eldritch beings that were here long before humanity, the excesses of neo-Victorian and sunless!Gallifreyan imperialism, and each other's backstories.

    (aka: this is a series for any stories written for the 13th Doctor Era sunless skies AU that I made up with a dear friend! although pretty much all the important events and backstories for this AU are completely worked out, it is very unlikely that things will be added here either on a regular basis OR in chronological order. i just adore this AU enough that i wanted a pressure-free somewhere to put the stuff that DOES get written :'>)

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    Side stories and extras/meta content for my TMA Final Fantasy X AU.

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    an erratically updated series of short fics, vignettes, snapshots etc that take place in a world slightly left of canon, where terrifying fear entities still exist but everyone also has to deal with the fact that they live in a universe where your unspoken love for others physically manifests itself as coughing up flowers until you get over yourself and express your feelings to them.

    this is an excuse to go full ham with the magical realism and flower symbolism and conveying relationships thru flower language while also looking at how cosmic horror entities would influence that idk what to tell y'all

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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    There’s a wound that Viktor left, the first time he walked away. To have him again now is to close it with a knife: a back-barbed blade that fits neatly into Jayce’s chest, snug there against his heart, where it offers a smirking facsimile of wholeness. A fickle reprieve from the aching-gnawing part of him that has never really learned to let go.

    Even the mere semblance of distance tugs at the blade. It’s a matter of self-preservation, he tells himself, to cling closer. Out of fear that there will be nothing left the next and final time that Viktor pulls away.

    At the same time, Jayce isn’t sure he can blame him.

    Maybe it’s that Jayce came back wrong: that he cannot sleep without thrashing, that he flinches away from the shadows of a fire cast just so, that his brain cannot tell the difference between ravine rock and their hovel’s safe stone beneath his knees. That sometimes he sees double, straddled somewhere between wakeful nightmares and slumbering delirium, like he left behind a part of him there that still sees and feels, a ghostly eye and a phantom limb of cold-alone suffering.


    or: when love is enough, but it isn't easy. not when it's the kind of hurt that doesn't heal on its own.

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    26 Jul 2025

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    And there was Viktor himself. He sat at the window, back to them, still as a statue. His hair was still long, to his shoulders, and he wore a red prison uniform that hung loosely on his small frame. The sun caught the light streaks in his hair and two butterflies danced outside the window.

     

    “Viktor,” Jayce breathed out, relief settling in him at last.

     

    Viktor turned. Jayce saw his own desperation reflected on Viktor’s face. They were moving towards each other, magnets pulled together with no other choice.

     

    He was warm and slight in Jayce’s arms. His hair smelt clean and faintly of citrus. He could feel Viktor’s heartbeat against his own. He shut his eyes and pulled him closer, willing them to merge. Viktor buried his face in his shoulder. He was trembling.

     

    Or the Arcane spits Viktor and Jayce back out after ten years have passed. No one knows what to do with them, themselves included. Between the tensions in the Undercity, remains of Viktor's cult, and too much politics, they try to find a way to live again.

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    12 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 76

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    “You could never be too much,” Viktor said. “You’ve never been too much.”

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    29 May 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    It’s perfect, their terminal velocity. What they’re hurtling towards, and what they’re running from, Jayce can’t say.

    All he knows is: when they hit the ground, it will hurt.

    Jayce and Viktor, through the seasons, by the sea.

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    28 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    “Something is wrong.” Viktor stopped just behind him. “What is it?”
    Jayce's shoulders shifted, a ripple of something. A flinch, Viktor wondered, and he frowned.
    “It's--” an exhale. “Complicated.”
    Viktor's face softened.
    “Jayce.” He thought he saw the man shiver. He made his voice even smaller. “What is it?”

    Thirteen years ago, Jayce had almost died.

    Or, in all possibilities, Viktor cannot bear to let Jayce remain cold, even when he doesn't realize he's always been the one to make him warm. Or, Viktor keeps saving Jayce over and over again like a paradigm.

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    19 May 2025