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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Fair, Ilya thought. He could have laughed at the idea of it. Yes, it was only fair. It was the only bit of fairness both of them had — he and Hollander, whatever they were now, and whatever they would become, were to be of each other. A sýnpsychoi; a bonded pair.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “Adventurous,” Ilya said, smiling sharply.
    “Shut up.”
    “This is unlike you.”
    “Shut up.”
    Ilya did, pulling open the sealed cardboard slots instead and upturning the box over his palm, not all that careful considering its contents were glass, letting the bottle fall into his hand.
    “Shit, Rozanov,” Shane said, exasperated. “I was going to return it.”
    “Oh, no, you will go broke now?" Ilya popped the cap off the perfume and sprayed it at Shane.

    Shane Hollander finds a hobby.

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    28 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 94

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    He crowds Shane into the hood of the car, hands up under his shirt and jacket again. October is getting cold; nights are getting colder. The places where Ilya is touching him are the only parts of Shane’s body that are warm right now. Maybe that’s why he wraps his arms around Ilya’s neck and clings to him, though he doesn’t necessarily surprise himself with it. They don’t even kiss for a moment. Ilya busies himself breathing into the crook of Shane’s neck, trying to regain control. Shane opens his eyes and gazes over Ilya’s shoulder at the dark field and realizes that an utterly foreign feeling has risen up in him. It’s Ilya’s broad shoulders and beautiful hair between Shane and the world and he feels—small. Protected.
    “Oh my God,” Shane whispers, completely ashamed of the feeling and hungry for it. It curls warm in his stomach. His toes arch inside his shoes. Something about being so close to this man, something about Ilya putting himself between Shane and—the world. Whatever lurks in the deep night. It’s a feeling like a ghost, something that Shane isn’t allowed to look directly at except for moments like these. Quiet and dark.

    Shane, Ilya, Vermont. Meeting in the middle.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    When Shane was born an ocean away from her homeland, Yuna Hollander, who did not pray, whispered into the world: Let every door open for him, my son.

    OR: Yuna Hollander learns to appreciate Ilya Rozanov, one step at a time.

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    26 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    Shane struggled again, but it was all an act. He was going melty under Ilya’s grip, now that Ilya was trapping him with chest and arm and hands. He felt his own grin turn a little mean, felt his nose scrunch up. Shane pushed at him half-heartedly. “I didn’t look like a fucking Beatle.”

    Ilya finally got his hand in the back of the mullet, and pushed his fingers up, up through it, back to front. Shane looked like a cat that had gotten pet the wrong direction: fluffed and goofy.

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    Inspired by Hudson talking about Shane having a mullet next season. Shane grows his hair out, and Ilya likes it.

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    25 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 92

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    “Great,” Ilya says. “Now I get disease from stupid fucking bug. Canada is hellscape.”

    Shane rolls his eyes. “So does this mean you don’t want to strip naked with me and inspect each other for ticks?”

    Ilya’s head jerks up comically fast. “Wait, wait. Naked?”

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    Or: Shane and Ilya go camping and check each other over for ticks. Because they're Shane and Ilya, this does not turn erotic at all.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    The Raiders beat the Sharks 6-1 and Rozanov gets three points and the first star of the game and there's no text waiting for Shane about how Shane should be planning the way he's gonna reward Rozanov the next time they see each other.

    It's fine. It's only been a week—nine days—and it's not like they were frequent texters before. Rozanov was always the one to initiate their exchanges, so Shane is doing well to follow his lead and not be like that girl who hooked up with J.J. and couldn't catch a hint afterwards, increasingly desperate texts being passed around the Metros locker room until finally someone suggested he block the crazy bitch.

    Shane processes his first time with Rozanov.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya had mutually agreed to keep their whatever-they’re-doing out of Sochi. It was an easy decision to make: this was bigger than any MLH rivalry and definitely bigger than a few hotel hook-ups. There was no room for distractions, not with Olympic gold on the line.

    So it’d be really fucking great if their daemons could get on the same page and stop trying to cause an international fucking incident.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    I like beating you, Shane had said, once, half-drunk on pleasure in a rumpled hotel bed. I like it– afterwards, when you’re–

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    25 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    if you’re going through my hr bookmarks. START!!!!! HERE!!!!!!!!!!!

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    I want you to jerk off in the mornings, Ilya had said, the first time. He’d been trying to sound casual. Get right up close. And don’t come.

    Shane had still been on top of him, a heavy weight impeding his breath, Ilya kept warm in the snug grip of his hole. At the words his ass had clenched softly, a little fluttering hug.

    Every day? Shane had asked. There had been something close to wonder in his tone.

    Every day, Ilya had said.

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    25 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 35

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    Shane never had any vices until he met Ilya Rozanov.

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    23 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 5

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    Altan says something questioning and agglutinative, and Matt, God help him, turns towards him like a flower turning to face the sun.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “Papa?”

    “Yes, solnyshko?”

    “Can I tell you something and you promise not to tell Dad?”
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    or, ilya reminds their son that genetics don't make a family, love does. and his dads love him very much.

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    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    killign myself. cancelled

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    Shane had everything he'd ever wanted, plus a girlfriend. Ilya Rozanov was not his problem.

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    22 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 86

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    October 2014

    Hey, so, I know we're broken up, I promise I'm not trying to make anything harder on you, but, I, uh, I had to tell you this.

    You remember that woman who was horrible to you for no reason when I made you spill those stupid canape things the night we- The night we met at that fundraiser?

     

    - Thirteen voicemails Scott left Kip.

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    19 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 52

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    “Hey, Huddy.”

    His head is buzzing like he just snorted a line. “Yeah?”

    Connor closes the knuckles of his index and middle fingers over Hudson’s meticulously and diurnally cleaned nose pores, which are slick with Connor’s armpit sweat. “Got your nose.”

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    19 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 61

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    “No one else knows of these,” Ilya tells him, and there it is, that glint of possessiveness in Hollander’s eyes. It makes Ilya’s head reel. And it is why he doesn’t hesitate to say, “I could mark you just like that. If you want.”

    Hollander moans around him, his hand scrambling to get past the press of his jeans, into his underwear, to get himself off.

    “Would last longer than bruises,” Ilya continues. “Maybe forever.”

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Rozanov cocks his head to the side curiously. “This is porn thing?”

    “It isn’t a porn thing!”

    “It feels different?” He asks, nosing along his throat. “For you?”

    “I don’t know, but I don’t think so.” Psychologically, yes; physically, probably not. He hadn’t felt whatever Rozanov had clearly felt the moment the condom broke. “Though I think it’ll feel different for you. Maybe better.”

    Rozanov pulls away until they can look each other in the eye.

    “I always feel good with you.” It doesn’t feel like a compliment, but like he’s making a point. “You don’t need to do this for me.”

    “I know. I want to do it.” Shane insists.

    Shane and Ilya experiment. It's a success.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “More,” Rozanov grunts in English, but Shane is transfixed on the bead of sweat rolling down his temple, down to his tense jaw. “Say more, Hollander.”

    “Mm, more–”

    “No, more– Блять–”

    “No more?”

    “Ни хрена себе– Say more Russian, Hollander.”

    or, Shane knows how to say about four words in Russian, and Ilya loses his mind

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s lips purse, and he gets that look on his face that means he’s about to say something terrible.

    “You are waiting for me to give you chocolate?” he asks, one of his eyebrows even more arched than usual. There it is.

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    In which the Boston Raiders are playing the Montreal Metros on February 15th, and it's totally normal for Shane to spend Valentine's Day with his very casual situationship.

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    17 Feb 2026

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