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    Cliff Marleau gets assigned to keep the new Russian rookie out of trouble. Fifteen years later, he gives a speech at Ilya's wedding.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya had wanted him to stay so badly. He’d planned it all. He bought ginger ale. He knew after an orgasm Shane would be all soft and blissed out. He’d ask him to stay, act like it was just so they could fuck again. He’d put on a hockey game and he'd make Shane food. Make him comfortable and happy…

    More like lure him into a trap, like a predator.”

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    It’s the tuna melt scene, but make it kinky and Ilya drops after. Hard.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Ilya shrugs and runs his hand from Shane’s waist down to his ass and back up. “But you are so good at it. What is English saying? Having it with science?”

    “Having it down to a science.”

    “Exactly. Some things come natural to you, yes? Doing your bottom prep stuff. Taking my cock. You are perfect bottom. Made to be bottom. You love to be bottom.”

    “I do. I love it.” Shane swallows, reminded of exactly where he is and what he’s doing, a cautiously confident smile on his face as he starts to ride more with his legs than his hips. “And you thought I would throw it all away for some Taco Bell.”

     

    OR; shane hollander's foolproof bottom prep routine and how his lovely boyfriend takes care of him

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    12 Jan 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov was starting to think about coming out, eventually, sometime in the future. He just never imagined it would come like this. On the morning of his first game after his father’s death, Ilya’s estranged brother makes good on a final act of cruelty, leaking a years-old sex tape and outing him to the world. As the media explodes and his career teeters on the edge, Ilya is left to confront grief, betrayal, and the terrifying reality of being exposed without consent.

    Shane picks up the pieces of Ilya's shattered life.

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    07 Jan 2026