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The Desert Doesn't Compare (To You) by rubayaa for eireniko
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
13 Aug 2025
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Eoin, with the help of Eve, makes it out of the desert. While returning the favour by helping her out with a bit of good old-fashioned spycraft, Eoin unexpectedly finds his way back to Paddy.
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“Indulge me, Blair,” Eoin says. “If this war is to be the end of me, write me, won’t you? I’ll no doubt still be listening. I’ll not rest without knowing if we win.”
Paddy’s scowl softens slightly. “If that is what you wish, then I suppose I shall have to, won’t I?” he says, looking at Eoin with a raised eyebrow.
“Aye, you fucking will.” Eoin laughs
After Eoin's death, Paddy starts writing letters to him. He finds he can't quite stop.
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Eoin and Paddy return from a night in Cairo and chaos ensues.
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Spider is dead, River falls apart, and Louisa tries to pick up the pieces (and herself)
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Ex-friends 'till the end, better off as lovers (& not the other way around) by rubayaa
Fandom Slow Horses (TV)
25 Apr 2025
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River and Spider, from the beginning.
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When we met, I saw you and I saw love by Desperate_writer_Frizz
Fandom Call of Duty (Video Games)
24 Jan 2026
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An alternate world in which Johnny is amnesic because of the bullet he got in his head in the tunnels. He decided to become a physical therapist because he can't stop wanting to help people!!
This is fanfic of my own fanfic btw, the first part kinda explains it but go check my other stuff for more context (Love Is You series)
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11 May 2026
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Like Slow-Spinning Redemption by artist_artists
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Nov 2022
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When he gets back from his brief getaway in another universe, Peter feels different. Hopeful and motivated, his brain is racing with plans even before he’s pulled himself out of his universe’s giant, fallen shield-free version of New York Harbor. By the time he’s back to his undecorated, barely furnished studio apartment, he’s composed a to-do list in his head. It’s not specific enough to be called a plan—just goals, small and large, mostly vague, probably all of them too ambitious—but Peter feels good today, high off a fight that ended well and a comradery he hasn’t had in years. He’s sad it was all over so quickly, but he’s home now, feeling alive. Feeling ready.
Peter knows, with a certainty he’s never felt before, that his life could be different.
Peter 3 attempts to get his life back on track, and falls in love in the process.
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06 Apr 2026
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“Who. The fuck. Are you?”
“Uh.” Bill scrambled to his feet then stood there, failing entirely in his efforts not to stare. “I’m Bill Stirling. David Stirling’s older brother. David sent me to fetch you.”
“Fetch me?” Paddy Mayne’s gaze raked over him, trailed slowly from his face down his body then back up to his face again. His eyes—deep blue, sharp and intelligent—met Bill’s. “Aye,” he drawled. “I reckon you could.”
Then that beautiful mouth curled into a smile
Oh, Bill thought. Oh no. Oh, fuck.Paddy and Bill drive the length of the UK, from Cornwall to Scotland, on their way to David's wedding. Numerous circumstances befall them along the way, including, much to their annoyance, falling in love.
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The Many Masks of Simon Riley by slightlysmilingface, yaboytayto
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games), Call of Duty: Modern Warfare (Reboot)
19 Jan 2025
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Ghost is not Simon. Ghost is not Simon. Ghost is not Simon.
or, Simon Riley has DID.
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- Part 1 of masks, memories and other impossibilities
- Part 1 of many masks and its au's
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Ghost, under threat of another psychological evaluation from both his CO and therapist, has been forced to partake in a penpal programme with another soldier in order to "practise empathy" and "re-establish human connection." He hates it until he doesn't.
MacTavish willingly volunteers for the SAS's new penpal programme because what the hell, it could be fun. And when his penpal ends up being adorably emotionally constipated, well, that certainly doesn't hurt.