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The Desert Doesn't Compare (To You) by rubayaa for eireniko
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
13 Aug 2025
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Eoin, with the help of Eve, makes it out of the desert. While returning the favour by helping her out with a bit of good old-fashioned spycraft, Eoin unexpectedly finds his way back to Paddy.
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“Indulge me, Blair,” Eoin says. “If this war is to be the end of me, write me, won’t you? I’ll no doubt still be listening. I’ll not rest without knowing if we win.”
Paddy’s scowl softens slightly. “If that is what you wish, then I suppose I shall have to, won’t I?” he says, looking at Eoin with a raised eyebrow.
“Aye, you fucking will.” Eoin laughs
After Eoin's death, Paddy starts writing letters to him. He finds he can't quite stop.
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Eoin and Paddy return from a night in Cairo and chaos ensues.
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Spider is dead, River falls apart, and Louisa tries to pick up the pieces (and herself)
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Ex-friends 'till the end, better off as lovers (& not the other way around) by rubayaa
Fandom Slow Horses (TV)
25 Apr 2025
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River and Spider, from the beginning.
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The Jungle Without Legs. by crystalized biceps (infernoconcealed)
Fandoms: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse)
29 Apr 2024
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Their new captain having been called in to lead STARS only six months ago, Chris is still warming up to Wesker when he suddenly loads them all onto a cruise ship at the end of a routine drill. Despite his reservations, Chris lets himself be enticed by the idea of a vacation... as well as the chance to spend time with the Bravo marksman he’s been crushing on.
And for a moment, it’s all on-deck pools and beer cans and beach balls. Until he’s suddenly getting to know his captain- and Wesker's unorthodox way of handling a team- more intimately than he ever expected.
🚢 pre-re1/STARS era chrisker
🚢 not love or horror, but something in between
🚢 5 chapters + a bonus wesker study!Bookmarked by rubayaa
25 Mar 2026
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15 Mar 2026
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Manifest Retribution by Bloodfield (Sacriledfield), Sacriledfield
Fandoms: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse)
09 Feb 2024
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"I have no intention to hand you over so easy, Christopher. I desire more from you than servitude."
Chris could hear the thump of his own heart in the semi-darkness. “Then... what is it you want from me?”
"I want to reach into your very core... to show the world you are more than what they have made you... to bring you to your destiny by my hand. Do you understand?"
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1996. Chris Redfield is facing a life sentence for killing a man in cold blood, when the enigmatic Doctor Albert Wesker arrives with a proposition that flips Chris' life upside down. But working for Wesker soon becomes more dangerous than Chris expects; it seems the doctor knows far more than he lets on, and desires more from Chris than he can possibly imagine.
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Bookmarked by rubayaa
11 Mar 2026
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Wesker proposes Chris a deal, he will ensure the safety of Chris' family and friends... as long as the man agrees to obey him completely. Natural born martyr Chris Redfield can't say no, but can he prevent losing himself in the process?
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15 Feb 2026
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breathe out so i can breathe you in by dean_loose_hole
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
14 Apr 2023
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hopped up on adrenaline after a mission, one of their gay chicken rituals goes too far. Far enough that things can't go back to the way they used to be like, ever.
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04 Feb 2026