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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    Bruce does drugs because it helps him forget his fucked up trauma. Harvey does drugs because it makes him feel alive in his dull life. Roman does drugs because it always makes fucking the pair of them while they're blissed out so much more fun.

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    17 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    Just because he looked at Roman’s body didn’t mean he saw anything about it. Just because his eyes went somewhere didn’t mean he even looked. To God everybody human was an ant, and nobody noticed if an ant was any smaller than another ant. Only the ants.

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    13 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    Bill and Richie parked like stalkers or plainclothes cops outside the motel where Eddie’s team was staying and smoked another joint, listening to Songs of Love and Hate again. Richie called Bill a humorless bitch for not thinking it was funny to imagine the narrator of “Avalanche” just being some fucked up hunched-over dude using mind games to get people to mine ore for him.

    The back door opened, and Eddie slid into the car. “Have you guys just been fucking waiting here?”

    “There’s nothing to do here, dude,” Richie said. She held out the joint to Eddie, then thought to proffer a flask of whiskey stolen from her dad with her other hand. She wiggled both. “For the, uh—”

    “Twenty-ninth in Maine for the 1600m,” Eddie said. Her eyes darted between the substances until she finally chose the flask.

     

    Richie and Bill show up at the 1994 New England Interscholastic Track & Field Championship Meet.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    "It’s good, because it feels bad. Like a hit of something new. Misty is breathing like she’s winded. She smells like disinfectant. It feels like tasting blood, like running in the cold so hard your lungs hurt, like staring over the edge of a cliff, like stitching shut a septic wound while trying not to scream."

    Misty is another addiction Nat is struggling to beat.

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    13 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    “What’s it like, working?” Caroline asked the first time they met, and Gerri waited an excruciating moment for some additional clause—with my husband, at Waystar—before she realized that Caroline had already posed the question in its entirety.

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    13 Jan 2026