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    Or: five times Shane doesn't use a safeword, and one time Ilya does.

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    11 May 2026

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    “I do not want to make you uncomfortable. With how I talk about us. To others. Like . . . reporters. Or how I treat you in front of others, like the guys on the team.”

    Something like understanding settled on Shane’s face now, and it immediately made Ilya’s heart stop racing. “You think I don’t like PDA.”

    “First time I held your hand in public I thought you were going to have a panic attack,” Ilya admitted.

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through five times Ilya initiated PDA (and one time Shane did).

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    05 May 2026

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    olympic wag now @rozanov81
    -can i just say now that i have canadian citizenship and not being watched over like an eagle that i knew all those motherfuckers were being given steroids. i know i was the most jacked and beautiful but is all natural. anti-doping can verify

    -Harris @hdrovercens
    -- Ilya you're going to get in trouble and I'm NOT helping you out with this one

    --olympic wag now @rozanov81
    --- harris bring your dog and bottle of wine to my house and we can watch together yes?

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    or, ilya rozanov can't compete at the milano-cortina olympics to represent canada, because changing the country you represent there is hard enough, let alone when the country you used to play for has been banned since sochi. he livetweets instead, and finds all of the olympic drama very entertaining. harris and shane really want him to stop.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    A few months after Shane and Ilya’s relationship is revealed, Twitter begins to speculate about the timeline of it all. Ilya fans the flames.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    @HarveySmth76: 
    So, Dallas Kent's teammate just tweeted this: 

    Rozanov isn’t any better, though. Like we all know it. Dude's banged like a thousand women. Bet if even just a few of them talked, you'd all be shutting up about Kent pretty quick. 

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    Dallas Kent’s teammate makes a bigoted assumption. A very loud, very incorrect assumption. Twitter eats him alive.

    Because, yes, Rozanov has slept with a lot of women and they have a lot to say. About consent and check-ins and that accent.

    #OkIWillTalk is trending, as is #SexGodOfTwitter. Toronto Survivor's Legal Fund is finally gaining some traction. And Ilya is definitely going to punch Kent. Again.

    Told through twitter snapshots and extracts from the Ottawa Centaurs Group Chat. 

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    01 Apr 2026

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    He doesn’t mean for it to happen that way. He sees the asphalt before he reaches it.

    He thinks, Ilya.

    He doesn’t remember much after that.

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    SHANE HOLLANDER, CAPTAIN OF MONTREAL METROS, FOUND UNRESPONSIVE AFTER FALLING FROM APARTMENT BALCONY
    The incident occurred mere hours after rumors of the hockey star’s sexuality started circulating, stemming from an online video of a private conversation between the young captain and actress Rose Landry. There is no update on his current status after being moved to…

    Or, Shane gets outed and accidentally hurts himself, the world thinks he's tried to end his life, and Ilya struggles to come to terms with mortality in more than one sense of the word.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Russians do not blush. Russians do not get sick. Ilya gets concussions. He gets stitches. He skates on cracked ribs and calls it fine. He does not get sick. Which is why, when he wakes up at three in the morning in the middle of June, shaking so hard his teeth knock together, his first instinct is irritation.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov and Troy Barrett are photographed leaving Scott Hunter's gay bar. Social media decides this must mean... they're homophobic?

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa. 

    Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France. 

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    17 Mar 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    "He's looking at you," a voice says in her ear, surprisingly clear despite the shrieking around them. Baby Jenks nearly jumps out of her skin, head snapping around. The girl from before is standing next to her, no redheaded lady in sight. "He's noticed you."

    "Me?" Baby Jenks laughs nervously, not sure whether she's being made fun of. "No way."
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    Claudia crosses paths with Lestat's most devoted follower at a concert.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Armand wants to play a game. He neglects to explain the rules to Daniel beforehand. Discomfort and tenderness ensue.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    Daniel didn’t want to look at it, that Armand understood. He didn’t want to think about anyone else’s hands on him. He was jealous of anyone else who had hurt him.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    “I’m here now,” Marius says. “Be with me.”

    Armand hooks up with his ex.

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    30 Nov 2025

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    "...And then Eric’s alone in the booth with two empty glasses, a pounding heart, and a dick that thinks it’s thirty again.

    He watches Assad run his long, lovely fingers through Sam’s long, lovely hair before they travel down the side of his neck, down to his chest, then down some more. Down, down, down…

    He decides he’s had enough when those fingers begin to flirt with the shiny, silver buckle of Sam’s belt..."

    Or; Assad's a little tease and Eric's had quite enough, thank you.

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    09 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 27

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    Three authors, three imaginings of Armand’s much-belated reunion with his maker.

    Fight: This is a song about the liberational aspects of grammar. By graiai.
    Flight: Not so much an anatomy of a fall as a carefully categorized dismemberment. By This_world_of_beautiful_monsters.
    Freeze: Armand, in the bed he made. By exsanguinate (transjon).

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    14 Oct 2025

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    How Louis tells the story to a bright young reporter with a point of view: Armand leads him to a room off the Grande Galarie and shows him a painting, Adoration of the Shepherds with a Donor. This is Amadeo. He’s twenty years, here.

    Armand recalls it differently.

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    06 Aug 2025

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    The first few times, Louis thought, Is it me? As the weeks stretched on he began to think, What’s wrong with him?

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    13 Jul 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 29

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    “I never had a say before him, either. At least with him, I was an angel. I was beloved of God.” Armand took a small breath even though he didn’t need to. “Over and over, on the boat, in the brothel, I was…” Raped. That is the word. He still could not give shape to it in his mouth after five centuries. “Hurt. In a way you, what, with your whores, could never understand. Marius never…he never did what the other men did to me.” He was imagining it again, that rapture, and his hips rocked a little into this fantasy on instinct. “It was so gentle, Louis.”

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    Armand and Louis have an uncomfortable conversation about Marius.

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    13 Jul 2025

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