spockshock
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nothing left to lose or gain but distance over time by spockshock
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series)
13 Jan 2026
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“Your friend is safe with me. No harm will come to him this night.”
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hideous, virtuous, both of us by spockshock
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
20 Jul 2025
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He lost himself down there, in the dark. He can’t even be sure he isn’t down there still, and this isn’t just another nightmare. But if he is dreaming, then what happens next won’t matter.
So he calls out to him:
“Viktor!”
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In which the mage sends Jayce further back to stop something from happening, or to make sure something else happens instead.
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the earth wants you back by spockshock
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
10 Feb 2025
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Slowly, carefully, and in total disbelief that Viktor had agreed so easily, Jayce takes Viktor’s right hand in both of his. He cradles it like something precious, turns it palm up, and then, with the innate and natural strength of a man who hammers metal for fun, digs both of his thumbs into the middle.
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A story about touch on the other side of the end of the world.
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the waves will learn to behave by spockshock
Fandoms: Lymond Chronicles - Dorothy Dunnett
10 Apr 2024
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He wonders if the urge to destroy is passed down in the blood. After one loss, Lymond suffers another.
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“Dissonance and distress... how poetic.”
In which Neo and Trinity’s therapist, Eden, in an effort to avoid feeling fraught, acquires a government mandated responsibility.
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post m4, neo and trinity making some mental health moves!
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Essek Thelyss comes to Soltryce to deliver guest lectures and, on the side, cultivate the brand new Archmage of Domestic Protections. He’s hoping that Caleb Widogast will oblige him by picking up his predecessor’s interest in conspiring to steal Luxon beacons, after so rudely murdering Da’leth mere weeks before the culmination of their schemes.
Essek is prepared for espionage. He is not prepared to find a love that will change the course of his life.
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20 Mar 2026
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Six months ago, Beau adopted a teenager who loves the Cobalt Soul, but can't stand her. Ten minutes ago, Caleb accidentally summoned his own teenage self into his living room. So you know, they're both going though some shit.
At least Caleb's got experience befriending novice monks with attitude problems. And Beau's got experience befriending Caleb.
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Bookmarked by spockshock
09 Feb 2026
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“I would like you to know me,” Caleb says.
It feels like a secret. Like the darkest part of him cracked open; all his months and years of hiding, of wrapping his arms and scratching the bindings, of not loving, not loving anything but an unkillable cat — it’s unraveling around him. He feels naked. He feels the way he did the first time Pumat Sol spelled him clean.
“I find that — I would like you to know me,” he says, again.
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16 Jan 2026
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I wake up more awake than I've ever been before by SkyScribbles
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
08 Apr 2021
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‘Essek,’ Caleb says, very quietly. ‘Are you telling me that you went into this fight convinced you would never get up if you went down?’
Essek places a hand over the centre of his chest, the place where Lucien’s blade hit. The place where Jester’s diamond shattered. ‘Yes.’
(In the battle with the Tombtakers, Essek falls. His friends bring him back. And each of them has a request to make of him.)
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08 Jan 2026
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It’s not like Caleb hasn’t thought about it. He’s thought about it a little too much, if anything: what would happen in a situation in which the variables were only Essek, himself, some privacy, and their mutual willingness to explore each other. In that scenario, he wasn’t even asking for a bed.
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26 Dec 2025