19 Works by ssweetestcon

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    With a loving look, and even more loving hands, the words escape—

    “All that we really need is the acceptance of ourselves, in the end, anyway. That’s what really matters.”

    Long story short - Caesar and Joseph are grossly in love.

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    If adoring Caesar was a religion—Joseph would attend every mass. Light a candle everyday. Fast for lent. Baptise himself under the waters of Caesar’s affections.

    Come to me / In all your glamour and cruelty / Just do that thing that you do / And I’ll undress you.

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    And agony — it became your normal but there were times it became too impossible to numb yourself to. You swallow down the curse, hex, violence and hunger for destruction (watching the world burn is what will solve this, surely) as you recall.

    It's been years and years and years, after almost losing Gon due to the Chimera Ant Arc... So why can't he bring himself to fully fly from the ashes like a phoenix?

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    It was the first time Gon was ever shown what real love does to you when you touch the person you need. The contact alone intoxicates you.

    Gon giving the love Killua's family never did to his scars, with silken touches and kisses.

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    “When will I have you again?” Gon asked.

    Killua’s breathing trails off into an exasperated sigh, hushed, like the ring of a breath around the cusp of a cup. “I don’t know, Gon,”

    Gon's birthdays over the years, and how we got here.

     

    discontinued lwk 3:

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    This made Killua feel horrible, the fact that he would willingly go against his family who want nothing but the best, his chest ached with the guilt that held the weight of a thousand warships, preparing militia for war.

    Why did insubordination feel so good when it took the warmth of Gon’s arms?

    The prologue to "crawling back to you", a little peak into the few shaping moments of Killua's childhood.

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    If Daedalus and Icarus were able to survive so long… Hope must've been hidden among the junk. And sure, while hope for them both was the thing with feathers, for Killua — hope was the thing with gold-plated eyes.

    When Killua is 26, his mother dies. He is his mother’s child and he can’t stay out of it. He decides to head home, to attend his mother’s funeral and that’s it. Then he is done with this whole thing, and can go back to his lonely and "formidable" life as an estate lawyer.

    He is in fact, — enter Gon — not done with this whole thing. Because coming back and then leaving, is easier said than done when you run into the thing you've been running from, even more dangerous than your psycho mobster family: the estranged best friend you left behind. Who still wants more of you.

    Killua escaped from the life he was chained to at 16, leaving behind Gon and his sister and duty. How does Killua let anyone in after a decade of shallow conversations, interactions, and walls reaching skyscraper heights? An alpha doesn't worry his people. Killua does a real shoddy job at that...

    A/B/O, organized crime, emotional unavailability, and introspective work.

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    Mike knows that Will has something to say. He always has something to say ever since he found his voice, sometimes it shocks Mike — Will isn’t the shy little gay kid anymore. He's all grown up. They both are.

    Mike and Will have found themselves stuck in this loop of rendezvous that seem to mean nothing, or do they?

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    He could dig into your flesh, pierce the barrier and you know it because he’s gotten stronger and more capable — but he doesn’t. He doesn’t hurt you when he could, and you wouldn’t even spare the pain a second glance.

    What's better than kissing your best friend in the kitchen of his mother figure's cottage after training?

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    And just like that, Gon is leaping off of his mattress, racing down the stairs, to clumsily rid himself of the chore so he’s able to comfortably return to his thoughts encompassing his best friend. Oh God, is Gon obsessed?

    A week of awaiting Killua's much anticipated stay to Whale Island, Gon struggles with these damn thoughts of him. Kissing, hugging, touching, really what is going on?

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    Gon’s hand reaches to rub the back of his neck in utter embarrassment, caught. “Killua — you’re so pretty, you make things feel so normal. When you’re sleeping, when you’re training, swimming, cooking. I want to kiss you all the time… Now that I’ve done it, I can’t go without.”

    Aftermath of Gon kissing Killua during their definitely-not-date.

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    Gon is lightly breathing into the jungle of niveous messy hair, warm and what invades Killua’s insidious dreams, tender and lasting touches, ticklish pink colored intimacy that doesn’t feel sour, specially crafted for the machiavellian way Killua used to live.

    Gon takes Killua for a night of hunting a pleasant tasting flower. Is it a date or not?

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    It made Killua wonder if there was a hive in Gon’s chest too, and he felt that buzzing and singing and dancing when he looked at Killua; it’d make him feel less lonely to know that he isn’t a complete anomaly for these feelings.

    Set during episode 37, a pining Killua is being shown around Whale Island by Gon.

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    In a flash, like Gon’s knock was prepared for, the door opens to reveal Killua and his confused-twisted face. Relief comes in waves, and he rushes to put his arms around the boy, trapping him in a rib-cracking hug.

    Gon has a nightmare of not being able to save Killua throughout his hardships with his family, and spirals after waking up. Comfort ensues.

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    Gon presses his lips to the side of Killua’s cheek, a few times. Gratitude and, just joy, swell up in his chest like a tidal wave. And it’s the feeling that comes so quickly yet does not leave easily, every time care is shown by Gon. They are not together. They have never been together, and probably won’t be. So this is platonic, an alternative and unconventional way to express feelings. Platonic feelings. Platonic, platonic, platonic — runs like wild stallions through Killua’s mind as Gon’s face lingers close to his face. “Thank you,”

    Killua and Gon are sleepy affectionate boys truther here! And maybe Killua is experiencing feelings that aren't so platonic...

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    Mike climbs up into the passenger seat, and Will watches in sadness soaked astonishment as his figure semi solidifies, seemingly at the sight of Will. And the horrible, horrible thing is he couldn’t care less about that — his brain is trying to wrap around the fact that how can a thing so familiar be so entirely different? Just last August, Mike was so happy and so delightful sitting in that seat, the wind kissing his hair and the sun lighting up his features with such a barbarity, that how could nature love a person more than Mike Wheeler?

    In early October 1988, Mike Wheeler is brutally murdered by Troy Walsh and his group of friends. Will and everyone else is left to pick up the pieces; but what happens when it turns out that Mike's spirit has been there all along?

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    (a) last night i dreamt i saw full moon in your eyes,
    (a) i wish you could baptize me, cherish you like a sunrise
    (a) and i wish i could wrap and gift you the skies

    Solangelo poet time with a blunt in each hand.

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    They both laughed. Leo looked at Nico, who began to bite his cheek and stare off into space. "Okay, I need to work on the first generation of demigod Ipads—get out of here and go talk to your boyfriend!"

    "He's not my boyfriend!" Nico shouted as he exited the bunker.

    Title is Black Beauty - Lana Del Rey

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    Is all truly fair in love and war?

    Jason knew Leo wouldn’t understand, couldn’t decipher the words leaving his mouth even with all of the tools and car grease in the world. And that’s the thing. This is the thing that divides lovers, divides the starry eyed and the cold eyed—being raised and trained and taught in completely different worlds.

    I guess not.

    Title is Bel Air - Lana Del Rey

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