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JJ spots the winner of the Kildare Enduro and a chase ensues. He’s determined to catch this guy. And then what? He doesn’t know.
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Kildare Enduro: Aftermath
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- Part 4 of Outer Banks: Trails
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Some wild blueberry bushes are an exciting find on the new island. While the others make jam, Kirin and Ivan bake a pie. And define the relationship. That’s it. (not really)
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Fatin finds pancake mix in the bunker’s pantry. Her and Ivan (and Shelby) make breakfast for the group. A touching gesture, until it goes south.
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Summer’s just started and there’s nothing to do. Except maybe a dirt bike race with no prize but glory. JJ’s got some time, why not give it a try? One problem, or person stands in his way.
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The Kildare Enduro: My version
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- Part 3 of Outer Banks: Trails
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Graduation was supposed to be a time for celebration and hope. Instead, Pope and JJ are haunted by their missing best friend.
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Outer Banks: Trails by may_broke (state_of_panic), state_of_panic
Fandom Outer Banks (TV)
03 Feb 2026
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These are all from the same AU where John B and Sarah are missing longer than in canon
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What it means to stay.
What it costs to be seen.
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26 Nov 2025
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and even if i cry all over your body, you don’t really mind by soulmatism
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
09 Aug 2022
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“You’re a mess.”
Kirin manages a half laugh as he sags against the rocks. “No kidding,” he says quietly, more of a choke than anything else. His throat is dry and the words hurt as they force their way out. Ivan’s fingers tug gently.
“Let me help?” Ivan asks.
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Most days, having Will barge into his space and bully him into leaving their apartment is something that Mack enjoys, though he would never admit it out loud even if he’s sure Will must know how much he appreciates their little excursions.
This morning, however, he cringes the second he hears Will stomping up the stairs to where he’s lying in his bedroom, curtains drawn tight against the bright light of the sun that he can never completely expel from his bedroom on sunny mornings like these. At times like this, it’s hard for him to remember why he’d ever fought Will for the room with the wall of windows, the last thing he wants right now is to stare out into the sunrise shining over the mountains. The glare burns his retinas just thinking about it.
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In the bunker, Kirin and Ivan try being a little bit more tender with each other.
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Neil is the most attractive person Andrew has ever seen in his entire life. Too bad that Andrew can't express that fact (not opinion) properly to him. It all should be fine, it's not like Neil doesn't know he's hot, right?
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22 Mar 2025