state_of_panic
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Fatin finds pancake mix in the bunker’s pantry. Her and Ivan (and Shelby) make breakfast for the group. A touching gesture, until it goes south.
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Summer’s just started and there’s nothing to do. Except maybe a dirt bike race with no prize but glory. JJ’s got some time, why not give it a try? One problem, or person stands in his way.
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The Kildare Enduro: My version
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- Part 3 of Outer Banks: Trails
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Graduation was supposed to be a time for celebration and hope. Instead, Pope and JJ are haunted by their missing best friend.
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- Part 1 of Outer Banks: Trails
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It’s graduation night and John B isn’t here to tie JJ’s ties anymore, damn bastard’s still lost at sea. He’ll have to figure out the knot himself… unless someone else comes along to help him..
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- Part 2 of Outer Banks: Trails
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Kirin is more squeamish than he seems. That’s kind of a problem on Frog Dissection Day…
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Outer Banks: Trails by may_broke (state_of_panic), state_of_panic
Fandom: Outer Banks (TV)
27 Jul 2025
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These are all from the same AU where John B and Sarah are missing longer than in canon
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and even if i cry all over your body, you don’t really mind by soulmatism
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
09 Aug 2022
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“You’re a mess.”
Kirin manages a half laugh as he sags against the rocks. “No kidding,” he says quietly, more of a choke than anything else. His throat is dry and the words hurt as they force their way out. Ivan’s fingers tug gently.
“Let me help?” Ivan asks.
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Most days, having Will barge into his space and bully him into leaving their apartment is something that Mack enjoys, though he would never admit it out loud even if he’s sure Will must know how much he appreciates their little excursions.
This morning, however, he cringes the second he hears Will stomping up the stairs to where he’s lying in his bedroom, curtains drawn tight against the bright light of the sun that he can never completely expel from his bedroom on sunny mornings like these. At times like this, it’s hard for him to remember why he’d ever fought Will for the room with the wall of windows, the last thing he wants right now is to stare out into the sunrise shining over the mountains. The glare burns his retinas just thinking about it.
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In the bunker, Kirin and Ivan try being a little bit more tender with each other.
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Neil is the most attractive person Andrew has ever seen in his entire life. Too bad that Andrew can't express that fact (not opinion) properly to him. It all should be fine, it's not like Neil doesn't know he's hot, right?
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22 Mar 2025
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they don't know that we know they know we know by moonstoner
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
15 Apr 2024
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Sirius and Remus have been secretly dating since the start of their sixth year, and they're pretty proud of how good they are at hiding it. Except, they're not very good. At all.
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Or, Wolfstar thinks they're so slick at keeping their relationship a secret, but all of their friends know, and they each think they're the only one who was smart enough to figure it out (naturally, they're each quite smug about this). They go to great lengths to play dumb, cover Sirius and Remus' slip ups, and prevent anyone else from catching on (including each other).
Multi-POV across sixth and seventh year Hogwarts.
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08 May 2024