11 Bookmarks by state_of_panic
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What it means to stay.
What it costs to be seen.
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26 Nov 2025
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In the bunker, Kirin and Ivan try being a little bit more tender with each other.
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Most days, having Will barge into his space and bully him into leaving their apartment is something that Mack enjoys, though he would never admit it out loud even if he’s sure Will must know how much he appreciates their little excursions.
This morning, however, he cringes the second he hears Will stomping up the stairs to where he’s lying in his bedroom, curtains drawn tight against the bright light of the sun that he can never completely expel from his bedroom on sunny mornings like these. At times like this, it’s hard for him to remember why he’d ever fought Will for the room with the wall of windows, the last thing he wants right now is to stare out into the sunrise shining over the mountains. The glare burns his retinas just thinking about it.
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Neil is the most attractive person Andrew has ever seen in his entire life. Too bad that Andrew can't express that fact (not opinion) properly to him. It all should be fine, it's not like Neil doesn't know he's hot, right?
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22 Mar 2025
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they don't know that we know they know we know by moonstoner
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
15 Apr 2024
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Sirius and Remus have been secretly dating since the start of their sixth year, and they're pretty proud of how good they are at hiding it. Except, they're not very good. At all.
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Or, Wolfstar thinks they're so slick at keeping their relationship a secret, but all of their friends know, and they each think they're the only one who was smart enough to figure it out (naturally, they're each quite smug about this). They go to great lengths to play dumb, cover Sirius and Remus' slip ups, and prevent anyone else from catching on (including each other).
Multi-POV across sixth and seventh year Hogwarts.
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08 May 2024
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Misery Loves Company by MnemonicMadness for EhreDasGimp
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
02 May 2024
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Ministry of Magic; Motion to Restrict Potentially Dangerous Magics
date of motion filed: 12.02.1953
potion registration number: #701658
common name: Suffering SharedThe primary intended use of the Suffering Shared potion is the proof and demonstration of true love by means of temporarily recreating pain or injuries [acute as well as healed] of one person's body on another's. This motion intends to detail the potential dangers of this potion, particularly its implications in areas of intelligence, counter-intelligence, and enhanced interrogation.
Or: James tries out a restricted potion in hopes of proving he and Lily Evans are meant to be. Of course, as his best friend, Sirius is along for the ride, hoping to find out if his crush on Remus may not be as one-sided as he thinks. Good thing that Remus has Definitely Not been hiding a lot of scars, and his chronic pain on top of that. It would suck if Sirius ended up with that, wouldn't it?
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06 May 2024
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Til Our Fingers Decompose (Keep My Hand In Yours) by a_green_raccoon
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
02 Jan 2024
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When time comes for Mary Macdonald, she is ready.
In the back of her mind, Mary always knew something was missing. But with a loving wife and daughter, she never felt the urge to seek it, never felt the urge to find reasons for the inexplicable scars on her right shoulder, never felt the urge to understand why she saw flashes of red and green light in every dream. Mary Macdonald was surrounded by love, and needed nothing more than that.OR
In which Mary Macdonald, after a happy, peaceful life, passes away. And then, surrounded by memories of people she's forgotten, she remembers.
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26 Feb 2024
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Sirius always knew when the full moon was coming.
It wasn’t just the simple acknowledgement of the waxing gibbous in the sky; rather, it was the way Remus’ body curled in on itself a bit more than usual. The way he stooped as though he was shying away from the horrible ache Sirius knew was in his bones. The part of him that was Padfoot could practically smell the pain that radiated from him, and he always found himself hovering at his shoulder a bit more than usual, eager to do what he could to alleviate it.
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Wolfstar hurt/comfort one shot but the prank didn't happen because I hate it.
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27 Jan 2024
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and even if i cry all over your body, you don’t really mind by soulmatism
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
09 Aug 2022
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“You’re a mess.”
Kirin manages a half laugh as he sags against the rocks. “No kidding,” he says quietly, more of a choke than anything else. His throat is dry and the words hurt as they force their way out. Ivan’s fingers tug gently.
“Let me help?” Ivan asks.
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Tendrils of smoke drift out from Jason's mouth when he says, "Talking about our dreams seems a little gay, bro." He takes another hit, coughing as he gives Grizz a suspicious look. "This better not be boring."
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10 Apr 2023