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  1. Summary

    "Falling in love with a God is not a death sentence. The story is only a tragedy if the God loves you back".

    Dazai Osamu is an abandoned cathedral, an empty grave. When he kneels on the ground, it wilts away; when he puts his hands in holy water, it boils. An human only in appearance, a demon in more than name.

    Nakahara Chuuya is a decimated battlefield, a raging inferno. When he steps in a Church, the people inside run away screaming; when he prays to Heaven, the sky unravels in lighting storms. A God and a martyr, a boy and a void.

    They are fifteen when they meet, both cursed, born sick. They hate each other inmediattly.

    It's fate.

     

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    Two wandering souls find each other by chance once, and proceed to keep finding each other on purpose.

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    “Nicky, what the fuck! Why are you drenched? Did you seriously walk here?!” Aaron shouted from next to Nicky, still holding the door open and letting the rain in like a dumbass.

    “Surprise!” Nicky exclaimed with a deranged hitch in his voice as he dropped the ruined jacket onto the floor and lifted something small and wet above him.

    The thing yowled pitifully at them.

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    In which Nicky finds a stray, feral kitten and brings it home, while Neil finds a family and a reason to stay.

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    02 Jul 2025

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    LOVE THIS FIC!!

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    Neil really, really hates talk shows, but especially this one

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    30 Jan 2026

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    “So that means only two of you aren't in a relationship! Oh you'll have to let me guess now!”

    Dan laughs and waves her hand for the go-ahead.

    “Okay, I think I'm going to have to assume Kevin and Neil.” She pauses as if second guessing it, then says, “No, wait yes. Yes that's my final answer.”

    Kevin rolls his eyes and Nicky is grinning wild when he mimics a buzzer and says, “Nope.”


    How Andrew and Neil admitted they're in a relationship to the public. Then how Neil learned about "Andreil."

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    30 Jan 2026

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    On a day when Neil "wakes up" in a particularly bad mood, hearing anyone being cruel to Andrew becomes unbearable to the point that he is on the verge of an explosion.

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    30 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Weird narration and inconsistent use of pronouns. DNF

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    “Ask your mom, then.” Andrew held up a carrot stick, breaking it in half to share it with Neil before stealing one of his oreos. “Bee said I could marry a boy if I wanted.”

    Neil wrinkled his nose, giggling. “You’re too young to get married!”

    “When I’m older, duh.” Andrew huffed. “Six year olds can’t get married.”

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    30 Jan 2026