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am i making you feel sick? by theseventhcrow55 for dogfishmonger
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 Apr 2026
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Throughout the years, Dean had dabbled in his fair share of overindulgences—women, food, alcohol. Violence, even. When he needed something to do with his hands, he’d always known he could simply find any and all of these things at whatever local bar was nearby his and Sam's motel room.
And besides, the weight of a beer bottle against his palm doesn't really feel all that different from that of a gun’s grip, especially when the first time both of them had been placed into his hands had been by his father.
And he figures that the food thing came from his mother, maybe. Some of his earliest memories had been sitting at the counter in the kitchen while she cooked, thinking to himself that he'd eat whatever she put in front of him as long as they could be there, together, forever.
Or maybe he was always going to end up like this, and it wasn't his parents’ fault at all that he was fucked up.
No point in wondering. He'd never know.
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OR: an exploration of Dean's relationship with food.
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title from "strangers" by Ethel Cain.
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He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.--
OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.
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Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".
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this is my all time favorite fic in case anyone was wondering
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Cas keeps falling asleep and Dean's worried.
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28 Mar 2025
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Dean comes back to the motel from a tough hunt and accepts small comforts where and how he can.
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28 Mar 2025
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Dean and Cas regroup in a motel room after a hunt, and Cas being a terrible patient causes a reckoning Dean hadn't expected.
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Cas tries to make a point, but Dean's distracted.
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