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    Felix is smiling at him, gentle, painfully pretty. “Do you agree? That I’d look hot pregnant?”

    Jesus. Chan is so grateful his dick doesn’t twitch. He clears his throat and buries his fingers in Felix’s hair. “I think you’d look hot no matter what.”

    There. That was good, right? Normal. Neutral. Also true. It’s a safe answer.

    “Cute.” Felix scrunches his nose. “I think I’d look hot pregnant.” He says, as an afterthought, like discussing what they’ll have for dinner, or the weather. Like he’s not rewiring Chan’s brain chemistry.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    As soon as Jisung's eyes had laid on the doctor waiting for him, he almost wished he'd been able to morph into the chair, to disappear completely.

    Shit. Shit

    Obviously he had to be seen by the most handsome man he'd ever laid his eyes on. Of course. Of course, because it wasn’t enough that he had a hideous rash. No, he just had to parade it in front of South Korea’s Next Top Model.

     

    Or

     

    Jisung’s not great with doctors. Or appointments. Or staying calm around ridiculously attractive people. So when his roommate forces him to get a check up, the last thing he expects is to spend the whole visit trying not to fall in love.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “Sometimes, I’m on my back, and it lets me, like, picture someone r-riding me. Sitting on top of me whilst I — whilst I hold them. Picture guiding them onto my cock, controlling how deep I go, how fast, I-I like it fast. Rough.”

    “Why?” Felix asks, finally finding some courage. Now that he’s started, he doesn’t know how he’s going to stop. He doesn’t know if he wants to stop, if Chan would want him to stop.

    “Fuck, Lix,” Chan huffs, desperate. It’s a small amount of relief to Felix, knowing that Chan is in just as bad a state as he is right now. “Baby, you can’t just… I like being in control. Seeing how I make them feel, the knowledge that I’m making them feel good. I-I get excited quickly, can't help myself. Can do that when I’m… yeah. My own pace. It’s a good stress reliever, letting go like that.”

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    19 Apr 2026

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    He loves Felix so much, he’s worried that he’s going to explode from it one day. His fragile bones and skin can’t hold the enormity of all this feeling, this wonderful, tragic, furious love.

    “I know,” Felix says, more sad than angry now, which is worse. “I know. You think—this is hard for me, too, yeah? It’s fucking hard.”

     


    (Or: Chan and Felix are in love, but it's not something they talk about.)

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    21 Mar 2026

  5. Rec 26

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    Chan straightened up, bracing one hand on his hip and the other on the baby carrier strapped to his chest.

    "Am I," Chan panted, horribly self-aware that there was no world in which this amount of stress was necessary about it, "late- for storytime?"

    The librarian's face brightened. "Oh, no, not at all! They've just started, you're welcome to head on in." She pointed across the room to a door propped open. "They're set up in there!"

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Felix’s gasp was smothered by Chan’s lips on his, kissing him deep and hungry. Felix’s lips parted and Chan nipped at his lower lip, and then Felix was kissing back hard.

    Chan pulled him closer, one hand holding the base of his skull, the other on his hip. Felix’s knees buckled, but Chan’s massive hand on his waist held him up.

    Still kissing, Chan shoved Felix up against the bookshelf.

    -

    Felix moves to a quiet neighborhood after an injury, hoping for some solitude. Before long, howling fills the forest at night, and Felix finds himself at the center of attention.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    The thing about Felix is that he’s radiant.

    (or, Chris is creatively burnt out, and Felix takes it into his own hands.)

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    07 Mar 2026

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    As Felix scrolls back to the top to hit the follow button, one post in particular catches his eye. He clicks the thumbnail, bringing up the Tweet. Another gym selfie. Flexing, shirtless and gleaming with sweat, wearing a hat and a mask to presumably hide his identity for the photo, but—

    Wait—

    Breathlessly, Felix zooms in on the face. Dual silver hoops in the ears. Only a small sliver of face from eyebrow to cheek is visible, but it’s unmistakably fucking Chan.

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    04 Mar 2026

  9. Rec 30

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    Chan’s phone lights up again. He chokes on his champagne as he looks down, quickly angles the screen closer to himself. Felix has sent another selfie.

    Not to Bubble — a photo like this would definitely get him into trouble.

    No, this one’s just for Chan’s eyes.

    Felix lying in a bed. Wearing a pink babydoll. Silk so thin everything’s visible. Mouth glossy and wet.

    Felix:
    miss me
    more
    now?

     

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    Chan orchestrates a few days off alone for him and Felix. Felix has a surprise or two up his sleeve.

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    01 Jan 2026

  10. Rec 58

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    Felix has an unreadable look in his eyes. “Innocent touches, knowing looks, hushed whispers. It was all part of the game.”

    If it was all a game, Chan doesn’t remember playing. “Who won?”

    “Won what?”

    “The game. Was there a winner?”

    Felix pulls to a stop once they round a corner onto a side street. The tips of his fingers are pale where they squeeze his cup, the rest of his hands pink from the cold. He’s so lovely, standing there. Even as he stares at Chan, something stirred and unearthed between them, something neither of them have the guts to poke at, he’s the most beautiful person Chan has ever seen.

    “I certainly never felt like one.”

    “Yeah,” Chan nods. “Me neither.”

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    or, some things in life are simply inevitable.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    Chan isn’t a stalker. Stalkers are bad people and Chan is not. He’s just here to take pictures, and maybe make sure that Felix gets home safe.

    Even if it’s Chan’s home he ends up at.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    A new class of interns start their residency in Emergency Medicine at Seoul National University Hospital.

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    09 Nov 2025

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    SKZ as members of Seoul's high society, doing their very worst.

    All fics can be read as a stand-alone.

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    29 Oct 2025

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    Chan steals Felix.

    (A Hades and Persephone AU.)

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    26 Oct 2025

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    Four case-control studies that are about control, in four different ways.

    Each story stands alone and can be read independently of the others, but they are interwoven and personally I think (hope!) some of the fun is the multiple POV on certain moments that comes from reading them all.

    The timeline follows a span of events that overlap, but from 'earliest' to 'latest' the Cases follow posting order, ie 35 first and 143 last, and if you don't have a preference then that's the order I would recommend reading them in.

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    10 Oct 2025

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    Felix calls Chan 'Daddy' as a joke, but then it's suddenly not a joke anymore.

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    05 Sep 2025

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    Changbin makes a buzzer sound with his mouth and slams his hand on the coffee table. “Too slow, hyung! Dare it is!”

    Chan sputters. “Wait, fuck, okay–”

    “I dare you aaaand,” Changbin looks around the room like he doesn’t already know the other name he’s going to call, “Felix to go into the closet. For seven minutes. Lights off, door locked, you know the drill.”

    <>

    or;; Chan likes Felix's voice. A lot.

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    28 Aug 2025

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    “I cannot believe I have to marry you in a week.”

    Felix bites the inside of his cheek as soon as the words leave his mouth. A slip of the tongue, nothing more, but Chan’s expression shifts from playful to guarded as he leans back to rest on his hands.

    “Forgive me for wanting to know you better before then."

    <>

    or;; Felix knew this day would come, and despite the promise of a new chapter, he can’t help but wonder if his life, his freedom, will soon no longer be his.

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    28 Aug 2025

  19. Rec 81

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    Perhaps Hyunjin’s panic really does turn into misplaced anger, maybe the stress is finally and officially getting to him, betraying his better judgment when he blurts: “Cause I don’t want to stare at your naked ass for hours at a time!”

    Eyes widening just enough to notice before checking himself, Changbin’s lips pull into a smirk.

    “Well, now I have to do it.”

    <>

    or;; Hyunjin needs someone to model for him. Unfortunately, he is running out of options.

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    25 Aug 2025

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    Chan never meant for it to become a thing. A need, an itch, twisted and insistent under his skin.

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    or; Felix is more than willing to be Chan's muse.

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    23 Aug 2025

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