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When Shane asks him whether things are getting worse again during one of his sleepless nights, Ilya lies. He also says nothing when he meets his mother in his dreams, the feeling of her embrace so vivid and heartbreaking.
It takes a brutal collision with an opposing player for the dam to break.
or, Ilya tries to hide his depressive episode from Shane and fails.
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12 Feb 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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12 Feb 2026
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The Nightmare is Over by theodorafleur2657
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jan 2026
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Ilya and Shane Hollander-Rozanov temporarily gave up their hockey sticks to focus on their home life. They raise their six year old daughter Iryna in the renovated cottage. Between completing first grade homework and adjusting pig tails, the Hollander-Rozanov's schedule is packed. They live in complete domestic bliss.
That is until Ilya becomes plagued with debilitating headaches that bring nausea and unconscious following an intense training session. He hides this from Shane, knowing that his husband was too dotting to let him suffer. Ilya convinces himself that he is just tired and ignored his symptoms.
But when the episode hits Ilya to hard and forces Shane to bring him to the ER, it can't be hidden anymore.
*No major character death*
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11 Feb 2026
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always an angel, never a god by flamesbegin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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“you know what?” shane starts, half terrified, voice filled with bravado he doesn’t yet feel, “there’s a place nearby that makes the best chicken parmesan. i’ve always wanted to take you.”
he wants to take the words back as soon as he speaks them, but the smile that blossoms in ilya’s face feels monumental. shane feels his heartbeat quicken, and hopes his face shows a confidence he’s not sure he possesses.
or: shane tries to be brave. ilya just loves him.
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10 Feb 2026
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After a Bears vs. Metros game in Montreal, a drunk fan takes a swing at Shane in a crowded bar. Ilya reacts, Shane pushes him away so they won’t be seen, and everyone handles it poorly.
or: Ilya starts to spiral, Shane follows him back to the hotel, and they sort it out in the aftermath.
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09 Feb 2026