ttalgittalgi
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Dejun has eyes of fire.
Eyes that not only see you, but consume you.
Burn you whole.
Wildfire eating away at an arid wasteland. No resistance, no air to breathe in.
But that is part of the thrill, and Yangyang kind of likes it.
(Or, to put very simply: Yangyang is in love with his roommate, the perfect, unattainable and possibly straight, Xiao Dejun.)
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Jaemin thinks Yangyang is annoying.
All loud noise and audacity, wind swept hair and moonlight eyes.
Yes, Jaemin thinks Yangyang is annoying.
Annoyingly good-looking.
Annoyingly good at kissing.
Annoyingly good at—
(or: liu yangyang is jaemin's gay awakening, and his reaction is perfectly chaotic)
Inspired by “Messy” by Rosé
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a story about three kinds of love
the one that burns you
the one that saves you
and the one that is forever
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The city that swallowed the stars (hiatus/working on rewriting) by ttalgittalgi
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
29 Jan 2025
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Looks can be deceiving;
Guanheng plays in an underground punk rock band, his skin is covered in tattoos and attention follows him wherever he goes. But between meaningless one-night stands and his band, hides the last pieces of his heart that once was left broken. A secret romantic, searching for "the one".
Dejun wears a silver cross around his neck, he places top at his class and attends church every Sunday with Mark—but at night he gets down on his knees in dark hotel rooms, exchanging sex for money.
They say opposites attract—but what happens when the opposites turn out to be the opposite of what was expected?
"In the city that swallowed the stars, you were the only light in the dark."
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Jaemin didn’t get angry. Not really. Donghyuck could leak intel to the wrong people, and he’d keep his cool, recalibrate, adapt. But when it came to Yangyang—possessive didn’t begin to cover it.
It had been bad before—bad enough that both Kun and Taeyong had to step in to rein him in. It had taken years for Jaemin to grudgingly accept Yangyang’s position as NCT’s best honeypot—years of negotiations, of compromises. You tell me beforehand. You don’t go past second base. I fuck you in the outfit you’re wearing for the op—a ritual to ground them both.
And Yangyang didn’t mind. He loved it, knew how to handle Jaemin’s intensity better than anyone else.
But this time, he’d broken every rule.
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15 Aug 2025
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When Ten leaves for China, Yangyang expects loneliness.
He doesn’t expect Na Jaemin. Or the feelings that follow.
Somewhere between goodbye and coming home, Yangyang starts to piece together who he really is and who he might want. And who might want him.
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03 Aug 2025
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But it’s three years later, so Dejun doesn’t kiss him. Dejun doesn’t crawl into his lap, and he doesn’t muffle pretty noises into Yangyang’s skin.
Dejun only makes a barely noticeable sound as he drops his gaze to where Yangyang fiddles idly with the ashtray. There’s a euphoric quiver that shoots down Yangyang’s spine when Dejun’s fingers so gently brush his skin, lingering—voice laced with the slightest disappointment as Dejun whispers,
‘You haven’t trimmed your nails in a long time.’
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25 Jan 2025
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Yangyang knows the moment he gets to watch Jaemin's debut stage that this is the end. That single three and a half minute Youtube video marks the end of their friendship and whatever else there ever was between them. As he watches the older boy execute every dance move perfectly, he knows that the Na Jaemin that he knew is dead and the Na Jaemin that he sees singing his ass off on the screen is a completely different person with a life that's so out of Yangyang's reality it hurts.
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or, alternatively, Yangyang is very unsuccessfully trying to deal with the fact that he will never get to debut no matter how much he wants to, and his best friend who he's not-so-secretly in love with actually debuting doesn't help at all.
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25 Jan 2025
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He thought he could deal with it and actually lead Mina to the altar. But meeting Junhui kind of turns the side. And at some point, Mingyu knows he will have to make up his mind.
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25 Jan 2025