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“My God, my ruin, my end… I offer myself again. Let my blood sweeten your tongue, Let my bones be the ash You walk upon. I am not afraid of destruction, Not if it comes by Your hand. Break me, burn me, bleed me, And I will still crawl to You. Take my voice if it pleases You, And I will pray in silence. Take my body if You hunger, And I will die smiling. Just look at me. Just once. If You love wrath, I will be wrathful. If You love beauty, I will make myself beautiful. If You love death, then I will kill in Your name. Please, my God… Touch me. Tear me open. Make me Yours.”
Ness offered his body to his god as penance. Kaiser took it as a promise.
Blood-soaked altars, divine obsession, ritual sex, and a lamb too willing to be ruined.
He wanted to be seen. Worshipped. Loved.
His god wanted to keep him. Forever.
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17 Jun 2025
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They cling like bruised skins, soft and sagging, too far gone to peel apart. Press one, and the other oozes. What festers in one heart leaks quietly into the other.
It’s not love. It might never have been. Love would suggest some kind of softness that precedes the rot, some memory of fruit before it spoiled. But what they are is all aftertaste. It’s the bite you regret too late, the way mold blooms when you swore you just checked the fridge yesterday.
They don't speak of loyalty and they don’t need to. It’s not something they offer, it’s something they are. Like infection, or consequence, unavoidable and worsening the longer they let it fester.
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04 Jun 2025
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Alexis Ness is losing his hearing, but he refuses to lose himself. As Ménière's disease pushes him toward deafness, he fights to rebuild his place on the field—and in a world that no longer sounds the same.
Michael Kaiser, who once cast him aside, watches as Alexis grows stronger in ways he never expected. But strength doesn’t mean unbreakable, and when Alexis reaches his lowest, Michael is forced to confront the silence—not just in Ness, but within himself.
Because love doesn’t need words. And maybe, it never did.
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25 May 2025
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The Emperor's Ultimatum by rabbitholessk
Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime)
08 Sep 2025
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The Emperor gives Jinshi an ultimatum to produce an heir. With this ultimatum, Jinshi and Maomao are forced to work through their feelings. Together they embark into new territory: the physical side of their relationship.
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08 Oct 2024
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Isagi: BACK THE FUCK UP YOU NINJA CUCK
Isagi: STOP ATTEMPTING TO DISTRACT YOURSELF FROM YOUR TRUE FEELINGS BY CHASING AFTER UNATTAINABLE ATTRACTIVE PEOPLE THAT YOU KNOW WILL NEVER WANT YOU BACK
Isagi: GO SUCK BIRD DICK
Karasu: woah shit dude
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01 Aug 2024